* U are the living proof to what's love about*

2007-02-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

well.. first of all.. i am realli a lil sad cos.. i feel the day today went a little wasted.. i was sad and moody at the start of the day.. then was okie.. then now a lil down and weak.. i have to say one reason why i am like this is cos i am tired.. when i am tired i will be moody and sad and extra sensitive.

Went to west mall to study as muffin and I had test in the evening.. well. after that we head to school.. and still studied.. after that went to Maths class and was given that hour to do exam paper on ur own.. the last LECTURE given by Mdm Tan Ai Leng(Reali very motherly and naggy)..

After that head to TP lecture.. out of like 50 over students, less than 15 attend.. pathetic.. haha.. wasnt realli cocncentrating.. was slacking while muffin was copying Maths Assignment.. haha.. well.. after that went to Maths Tutorial.. Got Muffin's CCT marks.. oh well.. as expected.. lol.. then mug mug and even more mug.. till the exam...

Now after the exam i quite stress cos.. i didnt read the question properly and i jus missed 10 to 15 marks.. haiz.. shit la.. hopefully with lecturer's help and God's will i can pass the module.. hahah..

Muffin is sleepy again.. which means.. moody.. more tantrum thrown but as sweet as ever la... jus Kadalikeran her alot.. hahha.. well.. need i have to say how i will be when she will moody.. oh well... being too sensitive and too possessive is bad..

joanna and lionel were realli sweet la.. also saw another couple so sweet.. they walk the guy from behind hug the girl.. the girl lie on his hand.. haha.. Young couples are all so sweet nowadays.. Happy for them.. hope one day i will get to experience it again.. wit u of cos.. lol..

Being sad and moody in front of ur loved one only make things worse.. haha.. u have to learn how to take scoldings and mood swings.. jus take it by being patience u will be a better man.. thank her for making u one..?? LOL.. haha..

I don noe why i crappin so much.. cos.. i am bored.. and i have ntg to do while waiting for her from dance.. oh well..

Hope tmr will be a better day.. hope its all smiles.. Hugs.. craziness and NO SCOLDING!! hahah..

holiday start liao.. which means i will get to see my LOVED ONE lesser due to working and Chinese new year.. hope i don go mad.. hahaha.. OMG i am crapping like fuck.. shit la..

*I give you my heart cos nothing can compared in this world toOoO YoUUUU!!!*
* PASS ME WOR MUMMY!!!*
*Its already two years since he left all of us but he is still dearly missed by me*

2007-02-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

well.. had a happy day wit muffin.. not the most but okie lor.. went to IMM after that to meet ying and shopped.. then after slacking we went home..

I feel like sth is running; flying inside my stomach.. hai.. not for a good reason la.. i am realli sorry if i have said anything.. but thanks for letting me explain everything... I realli feel odd la.. Well, if i haven made u angry a few weeks ago and did stick to my words i gave to u.. would we be as happy as before.?? i realli confused.. i felt very Na&*^%$ but i jus couldnt express myself.. cos i had no guts.. two i was scared i would be scolded and three.. mummy was tired.. i realli don noe why i am like this.. so complicated.. so idiotic.. so lame.. so stupid..

I hope u can read me at times..
* I miss smelling ur hair*
* I miss _________ ___ ______...*

* REALLI VERY COMPLICATED HEART; WISH FOR A DAY THINGS GO MY WAY*

2007-01-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

I have never been this sad for the past one or two years in my whole life.. No smiles.. Communication breakdown.. Scoldings.. Misunderstandings.. Arugments.. Quarrels.. well.. wad ever it is.. U are realli very very very well deep treasured inside inside my heart da.. i will always love u more and more each day.. ur scoldings will be motivation for me to make me a better man.. I always feel down when u are moody and stuff and u noe.. i never gave up on myself to cheer u up.. even when u scold me saying i am irritating... i feel fucked up. but i get back to the main thing i wanna do.. cheer u up.. I wan u to be happy all the time..

*OH well, i may not be ur anything but for a fact i noe u are my everything*

* It seems we are falling but that doesnt mean a damn thing as long as we have a good understanding*

I LOVE YOU MY CHELLAM!!!

2007-01-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

well.. nothing to do.. so i will jus blog about wad happen in my life today..

so bored.. i woke up very happily.. cos.. I am going to shopping wit my dear dear later and she can buy me food.. cos i am totally broke.. so went attend lessons and stuff.. Sadly, didnt eat breakfast and lunch due to finanical crisis. Then i went to meet my frens.. Then play boy and his gf were quarreling.. as usual. his fault.. and she was crying.. then i didnt noe anything.. so i jus went then told her not to cry.. *Cant take when girls cry* then a few of my frens were scolding him.. then suddenly one of my fren told playboy sth that shocked me..

He said," You everyday make her sad.. make her cry.. ntg to do ah... See Dinesh la.. Buy food for his girl.. Everytime with her.. treat her like the chicken take care of its unhatched egg.." in tamil..

I so shocked.. i was thinking.. Shit.. everyone looking at me lor.. WHA.. * evil eyes*.. Bad for the relationship.. ARGH.. and ya the evil thing realli strike.. I couldnt get to meet my Dear dear cos i had to go to temple for prayers.. and it was a very impt prayers.. well.. hopefully.. GOD will make things better and happier for me..

* LOve U MAny MAny*

2007-01-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

I jus heard this song.. and i thought this song was realli nice.. I dedicated this song to my Dear loved one.. Careless she say its nice or not.. i think this song realli has alot of meanings.

Never Wanna Make You Cry!!

never wanna make u cry never wanna make those tears, come to your eyes [verse 1]

I know it's been hard between us Don't know who you can trust But girl it's me cuz what we had was more than just luss It seems that we always fallin' But that don't mean a damn thing Just as long as we always have an understanding [Bridge]

So put all of your bettings on the side Cuz i'm gonna take you on a ride And forget your pride I never want to hurt you lady So just come and hold me honey [chorus]

I wanna make you mine, all the time Thats no lie (thats no lie) I wanna make you mine, all the time Thats no lie.....Aw girl Never Wanna Make U Cry Never wanna make those tears, come to your eyes [verse 2]

You think that i really don't love you That could never be true Cuz no matter what i'll always be real to you So tell me what i layed on my line Without you i'm ready to die Cuz it's so hard for a man who expresses true love [Bridge]

So put all of your bettings on the side Cuz i'm gonna take you on a ride And forget your pride I never want to hurt you lady So just come and hold me honey [Chorus x2]

I wanna make you mine, all the time Thats no lie (thats no lie) I wanna make you mine, all the time Thats no lie.....Aw girl Never Wanna Make U Cry Never wanna make those tears, come to your eyes

2007-01-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

* I am writing this entry cos my mouth jus cant open to talk;so i write*

Jus came back home after sending muffin to work. Feeling very bored and since its raining, i am cold too.. Whatever i am feeling at heart cant be expressed in words. Whereas whatever i write doesnt truly expressed wad i feel in my heart.. Sometimes i wonder if i could express my heart to u in words exactly to you.. will it be better.?? Or will you jus think i am stupid or find me plainly boring saying the same things over and over again..

Well.. i have never ever come across a girl like u in my life.. That makes you specially special, and difficult for me to read. But i am doing wad i can or maybe more than wad i can.. putting in extra effort to understand u, ur words, ur actions.. Wad u wan at wad time.. Wad i should do and should not do when for an example, when u are quiet.. moody.. I am still learning how to read you.. I wan to be the picture perfect guy for you.. I wan to be the only guy who is on ur mind al the time. The guy when u think of sets a smile on ur face..

I am realli happy in getting to know you and life has never been regretful. It has always been beautiful when you are around me.. But is it the same for u..?? I wonder..?? I noe i do give my words to you and don live up to it making decisions and am happy when u forget and forgive me for my wrong doings.. but i noe its still up ur head.. I am not going to won do this or won do that anymore bla bla bla.. i tink putting it into actions will make things better.. We have gone thru all sort of shit and no matter wad i will still back u up..

Hope right now.. you are spending time wit sin ying.. hope when u are free when no one is around you do think of me.. Cos i am missing you alot.. Esp ur smiles.. Ur words( i didnt get to hear u properly these few days..

*Words from my heart will always be unwritten..*
* I hope you are okie wit this entry*

2007-01-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

MY LAPPY is FREAKING SLOW due to some CHINESE SHIT VIRUS ATTACK!!!
i am gonna reformat my C' drive tomorrow..

Jus got back all my common test results.. actually all alos did badly.. but jus that all pass except for TP.. hmmm.. most fifty plus TP forty plus.. hahah.. last minute revision.. cant expect much.. Had a blast last sunday.. Sin ying came over to the shop as well as Farm(the CHEESE lover).. Had pizza hut for dinner and i was so so full i felt i was a balloon.. hmm.. and SY and Mummy were trying to dance Cha Cha.. and so i tried to show it to them.. i was total embarassing.. cos.. both of them laugh their ass off.. they told me i did fencing instead of Cha Cha..

Debarrment period is over.. Didnt got debarred for anything this semester.. hmmm.. Hope ppl who got debarred.. their debarrment will be lifted and all will be able to write the exam and pass..

My fone, W550i is currently in hospital due to some LCD problem.. when i have the money i will repair.. for now i am using Mr. Lousy Lame Deaf (8250).. cant even hear wad ppl are saying at times.. =(

Oh and i almost forgot.. I went to See Mummy and Xing yi dance today.. hahaha.. so cool.. i have to admit Jazz dance is more difficult to learn compared to hip hop.. Jazz dance need to focus alot and coordinate all the steps and the timing must be seconds prefect.. It was worth watching them practice cos i jus spend 1 hour doing so and i didnt even notice time has flew so fast..
To Xing yi: Learn how to see and dance la backside
To Muffin: Good Job!! =)

i think thats about it.. i will blog soon enuff..
*4 Weeks to exams*
*Close distance; yet i miss u much!!*(try to be less irritated pls)
*Some things are easier said than done!!!*

2006-12-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

What to do when you are all so bored and lonely at home.??

Ans: You sleep till one in the afternoon..
You stone infront of Tv even when ntg interesting is on and miss ur special one..
You bully ur Lil doggy till he gets irritated and bites u..
You eat tons of nonsense..
You literally stone in front of the Laptop and Blog a stupid entry like this..

* I miss U loads*

2006-12-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

Had fun for the past few days.. hahah.. On X'mas eve, Muffin,Farm and I went to eat at Breko Cafe.. the food there no need money one. one person food like two three persons can eat like that.. and after a very very very long period of time.. i drank Heineken.. well.. most ppl don noe that Heineken is my favourite beer.. hahah.. While coming back home, there was this sick guy in the MRT who wearing singlets an racer pants.. his butt sides could all be seen and the best thing is he did was to dig his nose and feel so "SHIOK" about it.. he is insanely in love wit digging his nose..

ON X,mas, i stayed home.. doing ntg.. and heard from Mummy's sis xing yi that mummy had her ankle sprained.. i was realli very very very worried.. and i weeped.. hoping there was no more pain.. when talking to her she sounded alright but i thought she was being strong..

The day after X'mas.. hee hee... MY 18th birthday.. well.. that sprain and all was actually all lies.. cos.. Muffin.. her younger sis and her younger brother came to suprise me and bought me, wine.. cake.. and did decorations.. so much of effort they put in.. realli appreciate it alot.. somemore its in the morning.. THANKS alot TO CG,XY & WH!!! and ya.. thanks for that off-white shoes..

I am planning to take my car license and i wanns buy that T50 For my muffin.. i have to work and i am hoping pineapple head's fren will find me one.. and i am going for camps that will pay me.. two of them.. guess thats it for now..

* You are the living proof to what's love about*
*You are the one who taught me the real meaning to true love*

2006-12-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

well.. jus a very sad day.. but i noe wad i wan.. so i guess i will still persevere and do wad i always wan..

* NUN WONNEI APPOLUTHUMPPOL KADALIPAN, YAN KANNIR WUN KAALADIYIL*

2006-12-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

I am back to blog.. New lay out.. new tag board.. i kinda like this skin more than the previous one.. haha.. hope ppl seeing it will feel the same way too..

In another 11 days.. its going to 2007.. its realli very fast.. i hope time could go slower.. i realli wanna treasure times is well spent and i don regret but i suppose i cant rewind time.. jus move on.. I realli wan Christmas to pass faster.. at least the moodiness won be here to stay anymore..

I have already come up with two new year resolutions.. hope i can get it done and ppl around me can see the difference.. ahahaha.. i guess i will end here..

* I treasured and very much enjoyed 18/12/06!!! Thanks for the lovely enjoyable day, NO MAO*

2006-11-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

i am totally broken down.. not understaning why.. so much of pain i am going thru both in my heart and body.. my stomach is damn painful.. my injury that i jus had on my upper hip is killing.. and my ulcers are hurting.. gettting scolded by ur own dad feels terrible.. getting called hopeless.. feels terrible.. anyone reading this entry.. never ever call anyone hopeless for doing something wrong.. it realli hurts alot.. pls pls never call anyone hopeless or useless..

Time and time again.. loving you isnt the easiest thing to do.. but i realli put in alot of effort to love you.. i noe you and i can never be together.. its ntg i can do.. so many reasons why u and i noe.. but trust me.. you realli taught me wad is love.. why love shouldnt be taken for granted.. i am realli not sure why you and i are distant apart.. in total for the past three days i only spend four hours plus wit you.. haiz.. i hope u don forget the way i treat u or touch u when u decide to leave one day..

* MY LOVE IS TRUE.. MY WORDS ARE TRUE.. MY TEARS ARE TRUE..*

*Sadness + pain = Dinesh's best friend*

* I miss YOU and That fucking bastard big big time*

2006-11-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. came online specially to do two stuff.. update blog.. talk to my loved one, muffin..

past weeks were rather packed.. and tiring.. hmmm.. school.. jus started.. three weeks into lessons.. and i no nuts about ACDA!! siao liao la.. =x Most of my lecturers are females.. hmmm.. Especially having Mdm Tan Ai Leng as my Em3 lecturer is the best thing that happen to me this semester.. I must be crazy if i mean wad i jus type the previous sentence.. She is the worst lecturer one can have... Crazy Old Wimp.. OMFG!!! she takes two hours to go through three questions.. most of the time.. she will talk about students not coming to class.. students robbing bank.. and everything else.. she makes Maths the MOST BORING MODULE this semester..

It has been happening this semester... I joined Polymipics playing Floor ball.. which I eventually lost in the first round.. so sad.. hahhaa.. but it was nice to feel the experience to play some sports in poly.. brings back secondary school memory.. hahahaa.. jus today.. i played Street Soccer tournament.. eventually winning 4-1 and we move up to the quarter finals.. hmmm.. a bit Anxious to play the next match.. bcos we are playing wit a ICS ( Indian Cultural Society) team.. Since my team are Anti - ICS playing them will surely spark some trouble la.. hopefully we can win.. hahaha..

Deepavali jus ended... It was jus like any other year.. not so happening... but got to see most of my cousins... talkative aunties.. and naughty uncles.. hmmm... didnt had a big collection of hongbaos this year.. one thing i hated in this year deepavali is that i realli had to miss my Muffin F*&@^#($ big time.. i was emo for a few days.. missing her but not telling anyone.. i suppose not even her.. maybe after readint this entry she will noe.. hmm... i jad to also visit NUH wit my uncle on one of those days.. as he keep eating everything and had diarrhoea like 12 times in a day.. so we went to get his stomach treated.. hmmm

soon enough muffin and i will be opening a booth at Convention centre.. to sell some stuff.. hopefully alot of people will be interested in wad we are selling and we can make big profit.. make the fengshui blow at us.. hahaha..

i guess for now.. thats about it.. hopefully i will blog soon..

* When was the last time you realli miss me.?? Cos i realli do right now!!!!!!! *

2006-11-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

I HAVE BEEN REDUCED TO A HUGE PUDDLE OF TOFU MASH, THUS THE LACK OF UPDATES. IN CASE YOU PEOPLE SEE ME ON THE STREET OR ELSE WHERE, TAKE CAUTION, NOT, TO STEP ON ME.

YOURS SINCERELY,
DINESH THEVAR
AKA
SMELLY TOFU

2006-09-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

Its been fucking long since i blogged.. its like more than month.. now its back to use.. and i hope.. i am carrying on blogging regularly.. but.. ya.. many thngs happen past month. hahaha..

Firstly.. i have met someone who is like Wei Xiong.. haha.. I was very lost when i had to lose him.. not only me.. his parents were lost too.. he can never be replaced.. but.. ya.. i have found someone.. who can take his place which i thought will be empty forever.. he is my Blood Puvain.. I used to see him in school wit girl.. but i don talk to him.. cos.. he looked like he was a lil Ah beng.. haha.. Me good boy nia.. got to noe him from my New Group of frens.. Kamikaze.. i don have anything to say about him.. i jus feel he is a very nice guy.. lots of patience.. every girl would love to have a bf like him.. haha.. and many people ask if both of us are twins when we walk beside each other.. hahaha..

Next.. i have found a new group of friends.. Team Kamikaze.. i was feeling a little weird.. cos.. i don usually mix around wit indians.. and this whole group was indians.. but as i get to noe them.. i realise.. they are very nice people.. hahaa.. they are all very funny.. jus to name a few.. i feel comfortable to be with..

Puvain: My Blood.
Seelan: W23 Head/ Only one driving car..
Sivabalan: Respected by most
Suresh: Mr Tall
Achu: Kamikaze Soccer Captain..
Magen: Mr Nigga
Suren: My Jamaican Bro
Boy: His 22 but he is such a adorable guy..
JRaj: Mr Kao Pei..
Harish: Caveman/Dinosaur..
Yasin: Mr Pimpish

the list will go on if i continue saying everyone.. hahaha.. very happening people. haha.. did went to Kamikaze Chalet.. and ya.. it was very happening.. but didnt like the fact.. very few of us didnt drink.. most of them were drinking like tanks.. OMG.. think about their lungs.. ahaha..

I also got to noe.. Nitya Akka.. who is a sister to me.. she is realli very sweet.. and she is also very caring.. Shalini.. who is also very cute.. and always smiling like a BO DO for nothing.. didnt realli talk to many girls who came to the chalet.. cos. i don have the habit.. and indian girls.. hahaha.. weird sia..

I also have been working.. worked for a event.. as flyer distributor on the first day..and the final day as a balloon distributor.. i like giving out the balloons. all the small kids will crowd around you and ask for it.. ahaha.. so so so so cute.. also have been working in a workshop.. the work is tough.. and u get forty dollars a day only.. but its better than nothing la.. so bo bian.. hahaha..

Went to eat seoul garden yst wit my class.. so long didnt see them.. and most of them were there.. expect for two.. but who cares.. we ate.. and ate.. then celebrated September babies Birthday.. and ate and ate again.. reached home at Twelve.. haha..

Among all these happy events.. popped out a sad incident.. my lappy isnt feeling good.. not displaying anything.. haiz.. had to bring to service center.. not once but twice.. most probably problem wit mother board... don noe where to dig out money to pay for the repair.. see how ba.. hopefully..

I am days to pass quickly.. so that i will have money to go for my New year( deepavali) shopping.. so much i wanna shop.. hopefully everything i wan can buy lor.. ,most probably will shop at bugis...

Tmr is my lullaby's birthday.. guess i will spent very little time with her tmr.. but.. hope she will be happy.. aahaha.. she seem to be crazy these days.. lol.. guess thats abt it.. i suppose i will blog soon alright.

* When Someone gives U a tulip.. he means to tell u.. he is madly in love wit you*

2006-08-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

i finally can blog after twenty mins of slow loading of this page.. ARghh.. well.. Friday having my Maths Paper.. and it happens i only did very lil revision.. LOL.. keep playing wit my lil handsome guy thoven.. haha.. Mummy and I brought him to West Coast Park two days ago.. and he did lots of running.. haha.. and even up to now.. he seem to be a lil exhausted.. hee hee..

Anyway going to make this entry short.. cos i have every lil things to say.. or maybe.. jus One thing.. Happy 42nd Birthday Auntie. well.. don have the chance to wish her.. but i hope she had a good day at work as well as at home today.. May she live long cos she is a good mum afterall..
*Hope she likes her cake and her Bermudas*

thats abt it. Ciaozz!!!

Everytime i kiss ur lips.. i fall in love wit U again.. *.*

2006-08-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

alright.. back to update.. Weee... kinda feeling quite happy today.. maybe cos.. at least for the next few days.. i am not broke.. i feel so much better.. lol... headed to school wit a heavy head.. due to a lack of sleep.. and its so good to noe.. another semester has come to an end.. hmmm.. Three more semesters to end my poly life. ahahah..

oh.. i have got into the option i wanted to go into.. which is telecom.. don realli noe why some people who are in it.. wans to sub out to another option.. well.. i am happy wit my given specialsed option.. hahah.. Mummy got the same too.. hmmmm... i am also happy that i have handed up my maths assignments... From tutorial 1 to tutorial 5... people take one whole semester.. i did it in 2 days.. so cool.. hmmmm.. very tiring lor.. hmmm..

i guess tmr... FOOP test need to give out at least 50 percent to pass la.. i don even give a damn abt the module from the start.. lol.. but i guess after some time.. the module actually quite fun la.. lol.. can do own programs de.. lol..

exams are in another... hmmmm...six to seven days time.. first paper maths.. OMG.. damn hard ah.. hope i will have concentration when studying.. and can hopefully pass.. ahahaha.. anyway.. everyone who is sitting for tests and are reading this entry... All The Best Peeps...

i guess whatever i wan say.. i say liao.. this entry of mine is rather ka pa lang... but who cares..?? hahha.. Ciaozz Peeps..

Signing Off:
Happy Dinesh/Smelly Tofu..

* I am sure.. my love for U is still as strong and will always be.. and Time will just make it Stronger chellam *

2006-08-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

everytime when i am sad.. or stress.. this fucking blog is the solution to release my frustration.. hmmmm.. actually i was very happy the whole day expect for the fact that My muffin was not feeling well.. but while after i reach home.. i was happy.. talking to my sisters.. talking abt the past when we used to do bull shit together.. and for the past five months. i have never been happier at home today.. but jus i was going to end the day happy.. there came the trouble maker and spoil my fucking day.. talking abt my dad and my dad's family.. arghh.. this trouble maker is ntg but seriously a trouble maker on earth.. talk within the own family and stir trouble resulting in none of the family members talk to the person.. now this person talk abt my dad family.. sucks la.. and i am damn bloody pissed over the words spoken out..

well done.. i broke my favourite glass mug.. all thanks to the person's bloody words..!!!

2006-08-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

I am actually asked to do this by My Chubby Muffin.. and

Instructions: Take a look at your friends, then list up to 10 things you want to say to 10 different friends. DO NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation". Then tag five people

1st person) Its always been nice and fun to be around you no matter how ur mood is.. all the bitings.. you have been by my side to wipe my tears and believe i can be happy when i am sad.. I am jus ur one and only small little boy.. and I realli wish to tell U.. even though u noe.. I love U many many..

2nd person) Hmmm.. time and time again.. i realli wish i could see u again.. cos.. sometimes.. i realli feel so screwed u are no longer in here with me asshole.. i don have a close friend to talk to... but in my heart U wil never be replaced.

3rd person) OMG.. hmmm.. don anyhow do naughty things ah.. first Girl friend.. learn to respect and treasure the girl u realli like..

4rd person) hmmmm.. u may not replace him but u are the closest friend/bro.. since poly started.. we didnt realli noe each other till we separate classes.. i will treasure u like who u treasure me.. even though we are distant.. U and I we are still near each other..

5th person) U are the craziest girl i noe.. First meeting wit me and u started talking about my dead grandfather.. Lamer.. hahaha..

6th person) he is jus a lame fucker.. he realli realli no deserve even the dust that sticks to ur body.. hmmm.. he is jus an asshole who don noe the meaning of treasuring.. and i realli wan my jelly.

7th person) Wha lan.. woo Woo.. hahah.. ur favourite qoute" I don know"(wit a gay tone) =x

8th person) he has been a friend since i was born.. hmmm.. exactly eight months after he was born i was born.. the only indian true friend i have.. and he is still someone i can talk to.. hmmm.. not everything perhaps..

9th person) i realli wish that time is not a problem to u and him.. everything will be okie after a while. endurance and ur true love will bring u through.. he still loves u the same way u do... don worry and sleep well la.. and stop being so moody..

10th person) she is always been nice to be bf... he is also nice to her now. but he used to be a flirt.. its her firm grip that has change him.. three years and still going.. hhaaha

5 people i ask to do:
xing yi
noel
hwee qi
sufyan
boi boi

Ciaozzz.!!!!

2006-07-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Its has been eighteen long days since i last updated.. hmmm.. i know ppl who are reading my blog would have thought i don write entries anymore.. not true alright.? i will still write wad i feel inside my blog..

well.. past few days were jus like how every human life is suppose to be.. upss... then downss... hmm.. Had to take my retest for DEL.. Maths.. and TP.. well.. i managed to pass all three.. having to get 84 for DEL feels a little happy.. hmmm. maths and tp were jus border line passes.. happy though.. at least than having a fail.. hmmm.. my DEL lecturer bought me a bar of chocolate for passing my DEL.. i am amused lecturers/teachers still do reward students' hardwork...

Made more friends these days.. all cos of my elder cousin brother.. don wan to explain much but feel happy.. maybe cos.. i have more frens.. its good i suppose.. hope they will be there when i need their help.. thats what frens are for right.. lol.. hahaa..

talking about friends... i used to have one very best power pack friend.. but he has passed away.. well.. it has been two years since i last hear or see him.. hmmm.. i still do miss him much.. and no one has taken up his place.. till now.. but i jus do have a good fren.. a fren who i knew from kindegarten.. not very close when we were young and only gt closer in our sec three sec four days.. and i seldom take photo wit him.. and finally we did..

This is it.. (taken when Studying)

suddenly my face has been appeared in The Strait Times.. New Paper.. Poster in Mrt Stations.. Moving Buses and taxis.. i was once asked to take photo for this Project.. and they needed four million smiles across the world.. happy thought they asked me..

this photo was scanned out by my friend from the Strait Times..

If u are finding my face... i am on the top row.. forth from the left.. hahah..

And also.. i had this weird person adding me on Friendster.. i see the person Dp.. i die also don wan to add.. its a transexual.. and.. its very obvious. and he had pics.. wearing a dress.. and had this ugly photo.. topless but covering the fake breasts nipple.. OMG!!! i am not even scared of spirits and stuff.. but i am most afarid of ppl like this.. i mean.. i don mean to discriminate them.. but i am jus afarid of them.. it shrinks my courage seeing them...

I was all alone in school today.. attending.. Maths Lecture and TP tutorial.. well.. i was so tired.. i slept in the bus.. and i slept pass my poly's bus stop.. luckily i woke up two stops after the bus stop i was supposed to get down.. and took bus back.. and i was jus in time for lesson.. or should i say.. 5 mins late.. hahaha.. TP tutorial was rather easy and simple.. kinda like the way my lecturer teach.. haha.. after that went to meet joe and D1ians.. for lunch.. and then headed to Woodlands to meet Mummy and Fifi.. well.. i hope Mummy likes the daisy that i bought for her.. even though it looks a lil weird.. like wad u told me..

then headed to Jurong Point to watch THE LAKEHOUSE.. i give this movie a prefect Ten over Ten.. i may be biased.. i don noe.. but i totaly fell in love wit the movie.. and even dripped twice.. during the movie.. there was even this girl in the movie.. crying so much and loudly.. everyone could actually hear.. its that damn touching.. so damn nice la... but u need to see the movie properly to understand the movie.. hmmm.. yeah..

have been thinking about going to overseas to study or work.. after my NS.. it will be so nice is Mummy could come along.. most probably to study lor.. haha.. the idea is jus so cool.. hope i can achieve it..

recently after a realli long time.. i fell in love wit this grey long pants at bugis.. Brand: Volcom.. price:$35.. kinda nice and i got attracted to it at once i saw it.. haha.. hope to buy it.. but.. have this feeling i wouldnt buy it.. maybe cos.. i run a crisis.. hmm...

alright.. i supposed... i will end here... i will blog soon.. sooner than a break of 18 days..

take care peeps.. ciaozz!!! Smelly Tofu Miss His Chubby Muffin!!!

* I REALLY WISH I CAN SCREAM UR NAME OUT OF MY WINDOW & HOPE U HEAR IT*
wad a joke!!!

2006-07-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

well.. yst the pics were big and small.. noob in posting... so.. sorry abt it... anyway.. today.. wasnt the best day.. hmmm.. wasnt the happiest day.. i jus hope moi life will be better pls.. so many things in moi head.. that...i cried... and practically weeped when i was going home near the jurong BIG drain after sending moi chubby muffin home...

Life is jus fucked!!! as u get older.. u have more problems and u are more stress over things..

It really hurts alot.. when you cant get wad u truly and always want personally and deeply wit ur whole heart!!

2006-07-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

yst thoven had his sterilisation.. i fetched him to a vet near moi poly.. then headed to meet mummy.. cos.. WE WERE GOING TO THE ZOO!!! it was the first time i am going to the zoo after seventeen years of being alive.. happy though.. happier was i cos i was going to the zoo wit mummy.. hahaha.. and ya.. ben and xing zhi.. lol.. hee hee...

Upon reaching.. as usual.. anbae started to take pics.. haha..

then we started walking.. lol.. the first animal that i saw if i don included the yellow parrots were actually Monkeys.. hahaha.. then as we started to walk.. we took pics all most animals.. haha.. and they are..

(Don know wad lehx.. lol.. forget le)

Wild Boars

then we see see walk walk.. then had some videos taken but not gonna put the videos up.. hahah.. then we saw wad mummy and I always wanted to see.. hahahaha...

Mummy pets..(White tigers)

soon enough we saw the monkeys.. in their own area.. noticed these two lil monkeys playing hide and seek wit one another.. very cute.. hahaha..

then we also saw moi brother daryl swimming.. hahahaa

then we went to the reptile park and took a few pics of sleepy BIG snakes...

haha.. enough of having to see "my rubbery buddies".. we went to see the penguins.. haha.. these penjuins are called JACK ASS penjuins.. and true enuff.. these penjuins do have a jack ass..

the penjuin in the pic is male i suppose.. looks as if it wans to kiss my chellam:

and u have to see this freaking giant crocodile.. or should i say.. Godzilla..

then we headed to see the Elephants show.. hahaa.. the elephants are realli well trained.. haha.. and we are very clever.. haha.. enjoy watching the show put up by the elephants.. haha..

and we even fed the elephants.. hahahaha

then we took this lame kiddy pic.. hahaha..

next we headed to the small animals side.. where we saw normal farm animals.. Cow.. horse.. pony.. goats.. pigs.. guniea pigs and more la.. but there is this type of horse which many ppl know abt..

Miniature horse( these horse can nv be as big as normal horse.. this is the biggest size of this type of horse)

and the finally animal we saw.. was the camels.. damn bloody big in size.. hahah..

but i like this pic of zebras.. cos they are like very "together"

after that we were so tired.. and it was almost seven.. we then headed to get a drink and then we headed back home.. i am like hundred and one percent happy that i had gone to the zoo finally and more happier cos its wit my anbae.. lol.. hahaha..

thoven was however in pain when i came home.. he was very quiet and he jus lie down and sleep.. and i keep waking up the whole night yst to check on him.. and i was so tired that i slept on the floor wit him.. while i was sayanging him.. hahaa.. he is such a sweet boy..

thats abt it.. may france win today.. cos i don like italy..=x

*NUN WONNEI NINEITHU NINEITHU KADALIKERAIN YAN ANBAE*

2006-07-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

It was a sweet experience when U have "Ur happiness" crashed into the blog and give a suprise.. LOL.. Nunnumm Wonnei Kadaliekerain!! =)))!!!

haha.. well.. common tests results aint good at all... hmmm.. feel very stupid.. keep telling myself i wan study but i cannot.. i guess i have to realli self motivate myself.. hmmm... anyway.. i think if i don noe anything.. i have friends who will help me.. haha..

anyway.. Mummy and I are now owners of our very own doggy..and his name is Beethoven Le smootchie... sounds unique and "high class" okie.. hahaha.. well..

A pic of HIM standing:

He is very playful and he is always wanting ppl to sayang him.. he will do anything for a sayang!! and at times he takes ppl for granted.. think he very handsome.. ppl keep wanting to sayang him.. when u don care abt him.. he will come near you and act sad.. and ya.. he is very emotional.. When i scold him.. he actually cries and lie down on the floor.. lol.. the cutest thing he has done so far is when he is jus bathed out.. since he is wet and i think he don reali like the feeling cos its cold.. he slides from one side of moi hall to another.. lol.. very cute.. hahaha..

Thoven with his first owner:

and this is how he reacts when he sees people or hear new sounds:

hahha.. lol.. keeping listening to the song titled DESPARDO by Emi Fujita.. very very nice.. so much nicer than the original version.. hahaha.. well.. tmr lesson ends at 1.. WEEE!!!

anyway.. Its wei heng's 13th birthday.. lol.. bought a cap together wit mummy and xing yi... like a cap like own desing in the front.. hahaha.. lol.. so cool right.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI HENG!!!

ciaozzz people..!!!!

*You are my living proof to what's love abt*

2006-06-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hi daddy! I crashed in. Hehehehe..

Just wanna tell you, how wonderful you are a person. =D

Nun wonnei kadelikerain!

Bunny Mummy.

2006-06-26T22:43:00.001+08:00

hmmmm.. if anyone was thinking i am not going to blog anymore here.. nah.. u peeps are wrong.. i jus finished moi two next break and i was finally back to school.. arghh!!! no mood at all to go back!! but i suppose i did a few things during the two weeks break..

From wad i can remember.. I was on a class outing to sentosa.. not much photos to upload.. but few of us got injured.. while playing beach soccer.. jonathan gt injured.. joe had his toe bleeding.. mummy had her finger nail broken and bleeding.. and even i got injured wit a swolledn shin.. haha.. we headed near tajong pagar to have our dinner and the food threr was nice.. not very.. but nice.. hahaa..

then.. hmm.. let me think.. i went.. to watch movie.. hmmm.. watched the movie Runaway Vacation wit mummy.. at Cathay Cineplex where watching movie is a pleasure.. big wide seats.. lots of space to stretch our legs.. hmmm

Also went Farm Art located at CCK.. went to china town after that where me and mummy had dinner and walked around there.. Such a nice feeling...

Pics Below:

Such a Cute little creature!!(a Look alike of moi Chellam! LOL!)

Searching for Food??

This is the smelliest creature there.. and it BOOed me when i had ntg to feed it!!

Always do this when i go there.. Feeding koes make U rich! its a belief!!

then i also celebrated moi younger sister's 14th birthday.. well.. went to PS.. then walk walk walk.. then we went to watch garfield 2.. and then head to bugis for a lil shopping.. have to thank moi chellam who paid for moi younger sister's present.. thanks Anbae!!

well.. and i kinda like this pic.. i seldom take pics wit moi two uncontrollable sisters.. but in this pic.. they were controllable..

then the last outing was wit mummy.. and sin ying.. hahha.. we went to walk town a little while b4 we went to Cine leisure to watch Just My Luck.. haha.. well.. first time going out wit sin ying who is a good fren of mummy.. have to say.. she is friendly.. and she realli do care for mummy alot.. hmmm.. haha.. definitely worth a fren to treasure..

well.. i guess thats abt all.. and now i am back to schoool.. rotting.. getting back failed CA papers.. arghh!! wan moi holidays to come faster.. have to struggle for another 12 weeks.. haha.. ciaozz!!!

*That heavy five minutes that i will truly deeply heartfully treasure till moi last breath! it realli mean alot to me chellam!* =))

2006-06-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. two papers done so far and i feel i have screwed the both of them.. hmmm.. yst.. i did EM3A.. and i am sure i am gonna flunk it big time.. ARGHH!!! guess have to retest wor.. and today i did moi DEL paper.. and i am only confident of having ten marks out of a possible 100.. the rest ninety.. hmm.. hopefully.. erm... tmr.. its TP.. and i noe how to do it.. but i jus remember the formulae.. fuck up TP.. then have to score in MCQs.. at least have thirty marks..

well.. yst.. went to West Mall. to watch Bench Warners..haha.. so damn funny.. haha.. its so stupid and lame.. i reallli laugh moi ass off.. haha.. such a funny movie.. u wil laugh till ur stomach aches.. shld watch it when u are sad or moody.. haha.. rate that movie a prefect ten over ten for its comedy.. haha.. i only came to noe that a person nv comes out if his house cos he has been thinking the SUN is actually a monster after watching the movie.. LOL!!!

well.. i have ntg much to blog.. and i am looking forward for Friday.. Saturday.. Sunday.. Monday and ya.. definitely Tuesday.. cos.. On tuesday will be going to sentosa wit moi class..

* My chellam is jus a very soft hearted person!!*

2006-06-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

days have been a little disatrious.. falling sick for the past few days... getting stress over small things.. but oh well..friday night has finally came.. but two days time.. i have moi common test.. jus finish moi FOOP theory test.. i guess during holidays.. i have to go back for moi re test.. hmmm.. sucks..

Yst.. went to watch THE NUN movie at jurong point with anbae.. and the movie is the best movie to watch if u wan to see a HORROR MOVIE that will actually MAKE U GIGGLE!! imagine the lid of a toilet bowl rattling before the spirit actually comes out. and ya.. it comes out from the damn bloody toilet bowl.. and the spirit comes so slow that u can actually close ur eyes for like 5 seconds and when u open ur eyes. that "SCARY" spirit is still in the same position.. doing some hand wiggling.. haha.. it is totally lame movie.. and ya.. a funny one too.. hahaha.. i rate this movie.. 1/10.. cos.. its a little lame that made me luff.. but rather than that.. no credits to the director.. i even went home yst thinking abt it.. and when i was abt to bath.. i shaked the lid of the toilet bowl moiself and luffed.. Gosh.. lame i noe..but its like realli a waste!!!

well... tmr.. i am going to sentosa wit moi brothers.. hopefully everyone will go.. and hope don rain and we can have a enjoyable time.. its been such a long time since all 26 of us actually went out together.. hmmm.. hopefully no one will be late and we can head there on time.. but i suppose i will have to miss moi chellam.. hope she will do fine and have a fun time tmr.. unlike last saturday!! =(((

With tmr in mind.. i also realise.. if i go sentosa tmr.. the whole day will be gone.. and.. i will only have sunday and monday to study for moi DEL.. EM3.. and TP.. hopefully i can focus during sunday and monday and understand..

i guess so much so to say.. i am bored... and i haven eat moi dinner... and i feel like singing!!!

Moi Anbae: My main source of Laughter and Happiness!!!

2006-05-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm... this song.. is so damn sweet.. and its jus tha exact feeling i have for U!! this song totally express moi whole heart out.. well.. i like this soft slow song.. and ya.. its dedicated to U moi chellam!!!!

Bryan Adams - Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman

To really love a woman to understand her you’ve got to know what deep inside hear every thought see every dream and give her wings when she wants to fly and when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she’s really woman When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one She needs somebody to tell her that it’s gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really really, reallly ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman to let her hold you till you know how she needs to be touched you’ve gotta breath her and really taste her until you can feel her in your blood when you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she’s really woman When you love a woman you tell that she’s the one She needs somebody to tell her that you’ll always be together so tell me have you’ve ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?

You’ve got to give her some faith hold her tight a little tenderness you’ve gotta treat her right she will be there foryou taking good care of you (you’ve really gotta love your woman) (yeah) and when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms you know you really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she’s really woman When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one She needs somebody to tell her that it’s gonna last forever So tell me have you ever, really really, really, ever loved a woman? Just tell me have you ever really, really, really, ever loved a woman? Just tell me have you ever really, really, really, ever loved a woman?

2006-05-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. nowadays i keep wanting to blogg.. cos.. i own a fone that photos can be clearly taken and i have learn how to update those photos in moi blogg.. hahaha.. so Cool!! hee hee.. well.. today.. we went to Pulau Tekong, BMTC.. which actually means Basic military training centre.. haha.. feel a little weird going to field trips even in poly.. but kinda happy la.. cos.. most of moi classmates were going with me.. hahaha..

While In The Bus Going To Ferry Terminal!!!(From left, Lok Ping, JJ, Kai How and Joe)

hahah... then soon enuff we reached the place.. and started touring.. well.. i have to be there at two years later..hhaha.. the place looks better than i thought though.. and ya..the bed is comfortable enuff... we even played with marksman guns.. well i had all moi six shots in the dart board inner two circles.. hahaha.. power ma.?? hahaha..

then we tasted the food the guys will be having while in the BMTC.. hahaa.. not bad la.. not as good as pastamania la.. but better than expected.. ahaha... and i am realli planning to OCS... if not.. SiXpes!!! haha.. then can become Specialist or officer in the army.. hahah.. the pay also power wor..!!! hahah..

at around we left the place and came back to singapore.. then headed to tampines mall.. and took pics with moi frens though!!

well.. then we had dinner and went home then.. kinda fun la..

*its takes me to fall in love very slowly.. but once i noe i am in love wit u.. i will stick with u no matter whAt and i literally mean wad ever happens.. cos.. Love only gets its respect when its being crossed over obstacles with the two hearts tangled to each other tightly.. well.. even years may pass by.. even decades.. i will still be the same.. its may be jus words.. only time has an answer to this.. but i am confident abt this.. I will always be the same Periya pandi.. u always noe*

MY CHINNA PANDI; MY sweet Sayang!!!!

2006-05-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! its been seven days since i last blog... haha.. partly ccos.. i am lazy.. partly cos i have a boring life.. and partly cos... of this... partly cos of that.. well... giving all types of reasons.. hmmm..

actually many things happen within these seven days.. hahaha.... firstly.. i went to sentosa with two beans and one human but half way thru... the human also became a bean.. end up going to sentosa wit THREE BEANS!!!!!! BEAN!!! haha.. quite bored though.. cos.. didnt noe what to do.. but i enjoyed the sky ride.. haha.. while going up.. a little tensed up la.. haha.. but when it went all the way to the top.. wha!!! power.. aha.. like flying like that.. after that.. we went to eat at sakae sushi!!! finally bring xing yi to eat together with anbae and fifi.. it cost me 85 dollars.. but money comes money goes.. so didnt realli bother much to me.. hahaha....

and i finally bought a new fone.. hahah.. the fone i have always longing to buy.. its cost me 430 dollars.. i paid two hundred.. dad paid another two hundred plus.. to buy it.. haha.. so happy.. haha.. but its not moi new love though!!! hahah!! this is the fone!!!

and this was the first pic taken wit moi fone with the help of moi anbae!!

well... today... i didnt go for the 3 to 5 class.. which is the FOOP class.. three times didnt go liao.. siao liao.. tmr go find him.. ask him teach me.. he ask why i didnt come must have to come out wit some reasons.. then.. i went to watch the movie.. THE DA vinci Code!!! hahaa.. at the new cathay cinema near PS!!! while waiting to catch the movie. we went to Ben And Jerry's to chill a while.. and i took a pic of the place.. cos.. it was quite cool.. hahhaa..

so after chilling a while.. we went to watch the movie.. quite nice la.. then i rate it 7.5 over ten.. the surrounding over the cinema also seems very unique... realli very big.. very spacious.. well.. anyway.. i jus like tuesdays.. cos moi lessons finish at 12.. hahahaa.. ciaozz!!

2006-05-16T11:45:00.000+08:00

alright.. today is jus a screwed up day!!! woke up 45 mins late... suppose to be waking up at 6.. when lesson was supposed to start 8.. not enuff of shit for the day.. i fell when i came rushing out from the toilet getting ready to change.. and now.. i have a Baluku at the back of my head.. took another five mins to rub it... then decided to take cab but i had to wait for a freaking 20 mins b4 i got one.. i got one earlier but i let this pregnant woman board the cab.. oh wells.. more over i don have enuff sleep.. and i cant concentrate in class..and that little girl is angry or should i say irritated cos.. i was late and when she called she couldnt get me on the line i suppose.. well.. i have a screwed up fone.. and it will off by itself and at times the fone cant read the sim card.. what to do... its jus a screwed up day!!!!! zzzz!! or should i say i screwed it up by moiself??

well done dinesh!!!!

2006-05-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

in times to come.. i noe. i will... i will be the one to fall in love wit u even more.. and i noe.. i will be the one who won leave u till time ends.. and laugh at ur silly jokes and madness.. and make u laugh wit moi lame jokes and crap stuf.. i realli wan to feed u all day.. making sure u have eaten all meals.. and make sure u are safe coming to school and safely back home..

Uyire en uyire ennavo nadakuthadi Adada intha nodi valvil inikuthadi Oh oru nimidam oru nimidam enai nie piriyathe Enatharugil nie irunthal thalai kal puriyathe Nijam thane kel adi ninaivellam nie adi Nadam adum poochedi nie ennai par adi !!!

2006-05-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm...school started today.. wish it didnt but it was against my wish.. haha.. and i am very proud of somthing today.. last week.. everyday i skipped one or two lesson.. today.. for the first time. i didnt.. haha.. *good boy*

lesson ended at 1 today.. after that.. we went to eat at Alumni cafe.. the alumni cafe i use to noe was quiet and empty... hmmm.. nowadays.. its so fucking noisy.. and there is so many ppl.. we still have to stand a while b4 grabbing seats to sit down.. the food there is getting bored..

after that.. went to library... and my little girl and i chill at library.. watching Scary Movie.. 2... 3.. and 4... and i tell u.. its the most lamest show ever... for stupidness i give the movies.. 8 over ten.. for lameness.. its a prefect ten over ten. hahaha.. damn lame sia.. there was this part.. this guy will eat 500 viagra pills accidentally and his penis will stand at like 1 metre long and 45 cm in circumference.. then he will jump and he will land on his penis.. as in... there will a like one metre gap between the ground and his body.. having the penis in the middle standing.. IDOITIC!!! bu damn funny.. hahaha

well.. tmr.. school starts at 1 and ends at 5.. but i still have to wake up early.. i wanna do moi POSB Card to the new POSB Go card.. haha.. yeah.. and i wanna have moi hair cut.. lol.. well.. and moi parents now have decided to give me 300 every month at the start of the month instead of givng me money everyday.. hmm and that 300 excludes moi concession money.. and fone bill.. haha.. i suppose it will be better.. hopefully.. i have to earn how to save money... hmm...

I miss moi class d1 now.. the laughter.. the lameness.. the damn cold jokes.. haha.. Joe.. Noel.. hmm.. Bored having new classes!!!

thats abt it i suppose.. well.. I noe my life is not in my hands. anything can happen anytime... But i noe.. moi happiness is in my small girl's hands! =)

I miss moi well beloved Jason!!! wish he was still around wit me.. i guess i will never get to see u again!!!

2006-04-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

tmr is going to be the last day of first week of school.. haha.. and ya.. i already have one warning letter in moi Np mail box.. lol.. more coming soon i suppose.. haha.. well.. who cares.. i am confident i can do well enuff to pass all moi modules this semester! not over confident la.. jus have this gut feeling.. lol.. hahaha...

anyway talking about moi modules.. haha.. this semester i think i taking six modules.. DEL(Digital Electronics).. EM3A( Engineering mathematics 3).. EECAD( Electical and electronic don noe wad drawing la)... TP(Telecommunication principles).. FOOP( something like computer programming).. and ya.. moi interesting IS module which is event management.. hahaha.. so in total.. six.. haha..

Almost every module class i have frens in it.. haha.. and i have yet to attend a single FOOP lesson.. lol.. i will go next week.. haha.. hopefully.. lol.. anyway.. most of moi lecturers are good la.. haha.. ESP moi TP lecturer.. the whole class talk and talk and talk.. he jus smile and teach to those who wan to learn.. lol.. he also very cute when he smile.. cos he is short. lol.. my first impression i had on my EECAD lecturer was he very KAO PEI!!! but at the end of lesson.. think not bad ba... he also close eyes give marks de.. hahha.. DEL lecturer like gong gong like that.. teach good.. but.. sometime he talk to himself.. i don understand also.. hahaha...

anyway.. two days ago.. i watch the movie.. HOSTEL.. R21 lehx.. haha.. its a sadistic movie.. got doctors use spanner break the bone of the hostage's toe.. cut penis.. saw ppl.. gosh.. some part i see also wanna puke.. so digusting...

today.. Mummy and my lesson ended at three.. we were so bored.. we didnt noe what to do.. we ate like some pigs.. after eating western food.. we share one hot plate chicken noodle.. then share DA mai!!! sian.. eat till moi stomach muscles all kena stretch... then we rush to clementi to the the ENG WAH EMPRESS!!! haha.. a lu lu cinema.. like some cinema in the eighties.. haha.. walk inside the cinema got the kinda of feeling going into some prosistitue area.. where prostititues will be dancing and all ah peis will be there trying to get their penis erected.. then as we sat.. shit... the seats were like all torn.. hahah.. and realli damn bloody dark..but despite all these.. a ticket for one person is only 6 dollars.. haha.. we watch AQUA MARINE!!! a realli girly show.. haha.. i even had time to close moi eyes and rest a while.. cos.. i kinda can predict the story.. but the ending is kinda cool..

well.. tmr school starts at eight.. have lesson from eight to ten.. then break.. 12 to 1 gt lesson.. then school ends.. hahah.. kinda slack sia.. moi time table.. hahaha... lol.. power..!! guess thats abt it.. and ya.. thinking if PAP will win again tis time round during the election.. have this feeling.. after eighteen years.. somehow.. they will lose out!!! haha.. who bothers?? haha.. ciaoz!!!

*JUS A SIMPLE I LOVE YOU!!!*
*I shall Sit behind wit U while our shuffer drives our car*

2006-04-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. holidays was over and it was the start of the school today... hmmm.. had lesson at nine but.. hahah... first day first lesson i didnt go.. don noe what practical for Em3a.. aahaha.. Fuck it lor..

after that was lesson called Digital Electronics.. hhaha.. was thinking who the hell will be in that class. well.. not too bad.. i have frens in there.. moi Previous Ael tutorial class and moi previous Ael practical class mates. haha.. but i suppose i will still be a loner in that class after all.. two hours jus pass by and it was break time.. hahaha.. so happy i could finally meet mummy and ya.. moi own class.. D1.. hahaha.

after break i attended lesson called don noe wad principles la.. that class is actually moi last semester EG2 practical class.. lol.. they see liao.. all smile a few laugh.. then One of them said.."hahah.. the joker is back".. i was thinking wad the fuck.. sound so damn idiotic.. guess i am a clown to them.. see moi Handsome face then laugh.. lol.. that class. cannot study at all.. all their mouths like 7 eleven.. i guess next time i will try to get a seat in the front.. haha.. i wan to do well.. since i have given moi word to U!!!

then 3 to 5 lesson. hahaha.. no book.. no mood.. then also don noe wad class.. so i jus fuck it lor.. then went library to watch movie.. haha.. slack slack slack.. and er.. erm.. see the time.. seven plus liao.. so fast liao.. then pack up and head home lor..

A day jus went pass by me like that!!! hahaa... tmr.. more shiok!! i lesson start at 9 finish at 12. damn power. think i will jus book a room.. study a little.. play alot and sleep all the way while waiting for U!!! jia wen also downloaded Hostel.. i wanna watch it.. hahaha.. its abt Pure Sadistism!!! YEAH!!!!

Ur smile stands in moi heart forever!!!

2006-04-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

2006-04-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

Moi heart beats for U!!

My soul needs U!!!

Moi nose only wans to smell U!!

My hands only wan to be held tight together with yours!!

Moi mind can only think of U!!

My eyes can only have U in it!!

And I know, from the second i fell in love with U, my heart tells me, I only wanna live for U!!

*Collision of two Hearts*

2006-04-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

well.. back from chalet.. have been waiting for moi class chalet since the day we first ended our first chalet.. haha.. but it jus happened so quickly.. i jus wish i could rewind time back.. to attend it again.. realli have no regrets and i am truly happy after a long time..

first day at chalet... was realli very happening.. everyone made an apperance to the chalet except ben yeo.. sok yum and henry.. well.. jus happy at least more ppl attended this time round.. hahaha.. then noel.. the most happening and dramatic guy the first day got drunk. haha.. drink 4 cups of Blact Cat set him on fire.. he went dancing around.. posing like a tranversite.. haha.. he even went around trying to kiss ppl.. hahaha.. for me.. i did not sleep.. the whole night that night..

second day.. went to watch Take the Lead.. its quite nice show.. very inspirational.. after watching it. even i had the temptation to dance.. keep imagining me dancing inside moi heart..
once back into chalet.. the steam boat was ready.. ahah. it was sth different.. haha.. instead of bbq.. we had steam boat.. second round.. most guys set down to eat.. gosh.. after they finish eating.. it seems some scavngers jus invaded the dining table.. hahah.. had prawns shells in the boat,, even had rice in it too... We washed it and had third round.. only then it was humans eating.. hahaha.. but soon enuff.. scavangers came and invade it again.. hahaha... but i was realli very tired to be awake lor.. so i slept.. hmmm..

AND I FINALLY LEARN HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG!!!!!!!!

its so sweet to spend days wit u under one roof.. knowing everything u are doing.. and when i reach out for U.. u are always within reach!! and i love to see u sleep.. jus like a new born baby trying to have some good sleep.. i dripped when u hugged and kissed me from the back in the interchange while we were going back! ntg can make me more happier than to see u smile and wake up in moi arms!!! truly realli happy.. cos.. i only use to dream abt these!! nv noe it will happen!! i am happy in everything i did for U!!! i will always the one who love u till i have moi soul in me!! and even when moi soul leaves moi body.. i wish i am in ur arms smiling at U!!!

We'll see!!! Dinesh is going no where!! he will always be standing here waiting!! always hoping!!

2006-04-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. not in the mood to blog.. hmmm!!!

I wanna be wit U as much as a sincere dog wans to be wit his owner!!!
I wish i could put moi arms around U and cuddle U tightly!!!
i wish.. i wish...

2006-04-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

life is realli wad u think it is.. its realli a very very very rocky uphill.. as u grow up.. there are more things u need to worry abt.. almost eighteen years living.. i am growing older.. and starting to be tired of living.. hmmm.. these few days not working.. i feel very bored easily..

I was realli very very depressed as i start to think abt things abt past.. present.. and future.. i jus hope i will be happy.. at least a bit.. but i found out a way of keeping moiself a little happy.. but it has gt to do with money.. haha... shall not say wad.. but when i did it.. i felt happy... i don even noe from where the happiness came...

went to jiawen house today.. get things done... after much scolding from mummy... sorry to keep u waiting.. Now u have ten movies.. u can slowly watch...

counting down to moi class chalet.. and its like in four days time.. haha.. hope at least when the class get together.. it will be happy... i guess i don have anything much to say.. i jus blog this entry cos i don wan moi blog to die..

will blog when i have the mood... adios!!!

I will nv run away our walk away from U.. cos.. Its hard to tell the love for U!!

2006-03-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

It was common test of EG2... well.. after good practice.. and wit confidence.. i did the paper.. think can make it la.. i hope for eighty.. hope don get lesser than that.. i was still thinking abt meeting mummy today.. a few days didnt meet her.. i was happy la.. finally can go out wit her.. and its like jus me and her... thanks MUMMY!!!!

suppose to meet her at 2 plus.. but dinesh the excited boy.. started to wait for her arrival since like 1245.. then while waiting.. so many things went thru moi mind.. but i jus tell moiself.. i wan this day to be happy for the both of us..

finally it was 2 plus. and.. we met.. mummy was looking so nice and gorgeous in her outfit today.. i am not flattering her la.. but she realli made me think " whoa! u are realli pretty today da" inside moi heart.. then suprisingly.. she wanted to eat chocolates.. and ya.. we bought la... haha..

off we went to city hall... and bought her Fila bag.. she carry that bag more got the rich feeling.. like she is the only daughter of a family who stays in a four storey house.. also bought a shirt la.. don worry mummy.. u bought it for me for now only... then we meet to orchard and went to see kelly.. haha.. such a crazy girl.. and we met shu yun also... ahaha.. another mad girl.. haha.. but no one can be compared to the mor xraziest girl.. moi very own fren FIFI!!! hahah!!

after that.. we went to bugis.. haha.. then it was raining.. i went to find that crazy girl fifi... from her school i had a umbrella... but i took so long to find her damn school.. one stupid ang moh girl.. give me wrong direction.. i was walking correctly la.. she ask me walk the other side. F*&^!!!! arghh!!! nvm... then we all three went to eat at some THAI restaurant la.. forget the name le.. but the food is nice la.. the tom yum soup was a killer la.. damn spicy... rather than that.. all nice wor.. i give it 8 over ten for the food..

then head back home alone wor.. so bored at the MRT!!! alot of ppl has told me i have grew thinner... haix.. actually i also noe la.. and i noe why.. but i cant do anything.. ntg i can do.. cos.. all i can do is say.. "oh.. i will try eat more la.." if i can i would la.. jus don wanna explain anything more.. but as time passes.. i noe i am filling moi lungs wit the knife in my back.. it hurts la.. but i have to get it done.. but that won change moi anything for U la..

Seven more days for moi pay... twelve days for the money to be in moi hand.. and seventeen days more for chalet... i realli can get to see U all the way...!!!

2006-03-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Its jus get harder each day.. when time passes!!!

<3 <3 <3 <3

i Jus Miss U!!!

2006-03-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last blogged.. working.. and studying.. and was sick a few days.. even up to now... haix.. this is going to be a sad entry.. so.. if u don like one.. u can buzz off from here.. cos theres no way i can write or tell it to firstly.. i hope no one will get hurt and sorry.. i use to think. being wit a person u realli love will make the person as happy as u are when u are wit the person.. but i suppose.. it is wrong.. i realised the meaning of breathing space in recent times.. well.. Its nothing i can do or say anything since the love is only one sided.. but no matter what i get eg. beaten up or scolded or even shouted at in public, i suppose.. i will still smile and be wit u as caring as i can... cos i have openly declared moi love for U.. and alot of people noe it too..

nowadays.. i am always alone.. hoping to hear from U... hoping u are fine.. even though u are not moi gf.. well.. comparing me to others may prove a point in some way... but.. i can say the one u compare me to will be different... i cant explain the details cos i don noe how to.. haiz.. maybe cos.. like wad u say.. i tend to take things seriously.. u think so..?? maybe.. if it is concerned abt U..

I keep having headache... well cos i don have enough sleep.. i have to resort to stuff that i nv once thought i have to do.. it realli takes two hands to clap.. one alone cant do much.. and jus as wad i use to do when i miss U terribly.. now i still do the same.. but not wanting u to noe...

I realli have no choice that i have to write here cos.. i have no where.. and i realli cant take it.. hope reading this won make anyone upset and even drift further from me... but all i can say.... Its was nv once ur fault.. from the start till now... thinking hard and well enuff.. i guess and prefer to take all at moi faults cos.. U are realli a gift.. not a present but a gift from God to earth.. But.. at the ssame time.. i am jus not lucky enuff..

No matter wad i do or wad u do... U will always be well treasured kept deep in moi heart and nv will i let u go cos.. i noe U are the prefect one for me.. and i have moi true love jus for U... but utterly sadly.. moi true love was never once mine.. will it be mine today..?? i have no idea.. All i can do.. is to wish U the best for everything and make sure u are safe and happy.. and to be always there even before u call for me.. and smile to U everytime i am wit U.. and treasure every single second wit U.. but yet when i am all alone at home.. i jus close moi door and cry in moi corner of moi room thinking Of U.. and missing U badly..

*Nun woonei yeapolutun kadalipain moi uyirai vida naisipain an kadalehx*

NEVER WILL I WALK OUT OF UR LIFE!!! PLS DON WALK OUT FROM MINE!!

2006-03-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey blog.. i realli wanna write so much of things here.. cos.. u are realli the only one i tell all moi secrets too.. but now.. i cant write here too.. i am sorry blog.. i am going crazy blog.. cos.. i super Miss moi Anbae... ya.. realli miss lor.. realli realli.. sometimes i feel so weak when tears start to drip.. then mood swing.. sucks man this character of mine.. then surely moi anbae can sense something wrong.. then ask me wad happen.. then i realli don noe what to say.. cos.. I miss U badly.. idiot dinesh.. she is jus beside U.. i realli don noe wor.. but love is realli sweet la.. wadever anbae do to me.. make me smile.. and think she cares for me... for her.. everything i think for is diffferent.. feelings are hard to express when u are nuts up in the head.. then when i explode and tell moiself.. how much i love moi anbae.. all i do.. is tear out.. gosh!!!!

2006-03-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

well.. finally have moi off today and ya.. i went out to town.. hmm.. not realli in a good mood. stupid singapore.. find where also cannot find the HL white milk small packet.. jus now at suntec seven eleven don have.. jurong point seven eleven do have.. the shop below moi house also don have.. damn sucks sia.. irritated..

hmmm... well.. i realli have to earn money.. cos.. i wan to do alot of things.. haix.. but working like one month cant do much for me.. haix.. i wan buy new handphone cos.. moi fone has spoiled.. haix.. Dad say wan pay for me.. but i don wan la... i prefer to buy moiself.. hmmm..

Today at suntec... bought durian puffs wit mummy.. the durian puffs are realli very very nice.. hmm.. real good stuff... hmm.. went to walk at town.. walk walk and walk.. and ya.. as usual nothing caught moi attention.. to buy for moiself..

well.. as i was coming home i was thinking hard and i realised.. i am realli not even close to good guy.. well... maybe cos.. moi confidence is slowly decreasing.. i don noe.. i realli wanna make ppl cheerful.. luff.. do nonsense and crap to make others luff their ass off.. but i am become more and more of a boring person.. talk a while.. later.. keep quiet.. like realli aint me.. but i don noe why i am like that these days.. then when i feel like doing something in the past.. within few seconds of thought.. i will do it.. now.. keep thinking for.. at least like half an hour.. then pluck up courage to do something..

i realli have no idea of why am i like that... no point haixing all the time..but realli feel so sick and weak about moiself.. this may be a little stupid and idoitic.. i look at the mirror always i tell moiself.. i look good.. now.. i see.. keep feeling there are so many things that don make me look good. vain..?? no la asshole.. i don noe how to say out the feeling la..

tmr.. gonna rot at home.. aint complaining.. U have to live ur life too.. u have ur own frens.. well.. as usual. i shall be a loner for the day.. unless any of moi brothers find me.. NITEX PPL!!!

it may make me tear.. if u leave me one day..!!! option isnt given to me!!!

2006-03-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

back to blog.. ahah.. didnt even touch moi com/laptop like for like two three days.. finally online.. i see.. i have 25 email messages.. hahaha.. *shocked*

anyway.. finally found a job to work.. haha.. yeah.. its at cineleisure.. a restaurant maestro bistro.. quite slack and fun too.. one manager call adiman who is Indo Chinese is realli very good.. haha.. i am happy he was the one who supervise me.. aha.. at the end of the day.. he told me i have done well for the first day.. *smiles*

hmm.. this is not the only job i am working. i am also giving away flyers.. at jurong area.. and ya.. i have to give out flyers on 19th and 20th march at raffles place.. and its like u give flyers for two hours one day.. haha.. one hour $7... not bad ah.. haha.. lol..

kinda miss talking on the fone wit mummy.. hmmm. like a few days didnt liao.. she is also working.. hope she is doing fine now.. both pia pia till siao.. then take pay.. keep some money fot rainy days.. and ya.. the rest take go buy things.. eat GOod Food!! hahaha..

i guess thats abt it wor.. ciaoxx!!! will update when i have time!!!

2006-03-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

to my dear blog,

i am so happy today.. i noe good tings will happen to good people at certain of a time.. but too many good things are happening.. firstly.. i am going to play tennis tmr.. isnt that a goos thing..? i am going to try out a new spor after seventeen years.. haha.. hope to play well.. need to thank mummy for inspiring.. even though she didnt noe.. whenever she came to talk abt her S n W class.. i will always thinking of learning how to play tennis.. tmr i shall do it.. the best way i can.. hahaha..

secondly.. i finally got a job.. i am so happy...i didnt expect to get the job so fast.. haha.. but ya.. i got it.. maybe cos.. the manager who interviewed me... thought i am friendly and sociable.. he told i was friendly.. hahahaa.. anyway.. gotta work and study at the same time.. and make sure i can get to spend time wit BM.. hahahaa.. hopefully.. i can blend wit the surrounding tmr.. hahah... i today see their work so slack.. hahaha.. can ah can ah.. i will try moi best.. hahaa...

anyway... i am happy i went out wit Bm today.. after a period of time.. happy though she scolded me for being naggy and irritating.. i am still happy i went out wit her... anyway.. no one will scold someone for no reason.. guess i deserved it.. anyway.. thats abt it.. sorry Bunny mUmmy!!

2006-03-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm... very well.. Joe's birthday was well planned and we celebrated well.. hahaha.. he was a little shocked.. haha.. seeing him without his specs.. made him look different.. lol.. but there wasnt alot of ppl.. that made me a little unhappy.. hmm.. only nine or us went to celebrate wit him.. hmmm.. and ya.. sok yum sms him before him telling him she couldnt make it for his birthday.. like WTF!!!! screwed.. but still he was a little shocked la..

hmmm... yst.. i had jia wen to come to moi house to repair moi connection for the second time.. and ya.. its working in prefect conditon now.. hahha.. thanks dude.. he is realli a freaking funny guy.. the way he talks and reacts to things.. while talking to mummy.. she and i keep laughing abt him.. and ya.. that sick noel.. who reactions are the most retarded ever i have seen on earth.. haha.. after that.. i went to moi soccer training.. was given the role of playing left midfielder. playing that role the first time made it terrible for me.. but i noe.. among the whole team.. including the opponents... i was the only one who did alot of running.. cutting defenders.. passing the ball wide.. but oh well.. having five shots at goal.. i scored none.. lost touch of scoring.. lol...

anyway.. was supposed to go out today... but things didnt turn out well.. moi younger sister was sick.. moi parents working.. moi elder idiot die also wan go out.. so i had to sacrifice to stay home look after moi young one... i have no regrets la.. staying home.. jus that i could have spend more time wit u.. i couldnt.. sorry Anbae!!!

oh well.. whole day do ntg lor.. watch telly.. then sms mummy.. wait for her call me.. like.. she has already called me for eight times.. i am so happy.. haha.. she did bother to think abt me..=)
then i played maple a while.. haha.. then play Rainbow Six Lockdown.. haha.. and the day jus passed..

waiting for Jonathan's reply for a job in cine at a cafe.. i jus wanna work.. i wanna earn money.. haha.. yst farook said.. i go out too often. thats wht no money.. actually.. its more than jus that.. shall not talk abt it.. haha.. i am still happy... jus that if a little more money i have.. i will have a wider smile.. hahaha.. $.$,

Ciaoz!!!!

2006-03-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

alright.. blogging blogging.. hahaha.. yst suppose to blog.. then didnt.. better blog before mummy scold me for not blogging.. hahaha.. cos told her i will blog yst.. hahahaa... fuck.. sorry mummy!!!

anyway.. today.. quite fun.. hahaha.. went to East coast to cycle wit half of D1. hahaha.. then go there.. borrow bicycle... chiong lor.. haha.. we only pay like 6 dollars for one hours and we cycle like for four hours.. haha.. three hours free!!! *twink* hmm.. damn jia wen.. reckless rider.. hahaha.. he almost made Noel and Jun yi fall..he suddenly stop then he turn back.. then ask.. y u suddenly stop..??like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! he stop if front of them of cos they need to sto right.. hahaha.. Noel so crazy till he wanted to punch Jia wen's teeth in so that he will look like tom cruise(noel say de).. hahahaha..

hmmm.. jus came back from doing a quiz about moiself.. hahaha.. actually 90 over percent all correct la.. i shall drop a few details here.. haha.. but some will be kept as a secret.. haahaha

ME:
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Dinesh has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Dinesh fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Dinesh has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Dinesh is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Dinesh would like to leave the past behind and move on.

And this below is damn fucking True about me:

Dinesh is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. He feels emotional situations very strongly. He'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before him. Then, for some reason unknown to himself, he will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to him. Sometimes, he feels that he can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge his emotional batteries", he will spring back into action. Because Dinesh feels situations intensely, he relates easily to others' problems. If he is not careful, when he comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, he will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Dinesh reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. He may plan everything in detail before he even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

hahaha.. anyway.. Its joe's birthday today.. 3/3/06.. hahaha.. was the first to call him wish happy birthday.. hahahah. hope he will be suprised and happy after his shock party.. ahaha..

Mummy.. sorry morning.. didnt pick up ur call.. haiz.. moi fone is havinf problems after it dropped that time.. haiz.. Sorry.. i noe it reali got U irrritated.. and ya.. sorry jus now.. About the Sms.. i only type Seven numbers..hope u don mind!!!

Moi heart is the only organ i jus to decide on most thingss.. thats why wadever i feel.. i jus say it out.. hmmmm..

i guess thats about it la.. Wonnei kadalipati aipotun.. wonnei nun maravan aipotun.. ni annai maranta poolatun.. nun woonei marakavilaiya!!!! =)

2006-02-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

well.. i am bored.. and i don have enough sleep.. hahha.. and until now.. i haven study for Moi AEL which is tmr.. siao liao la.. haix.. later bath liao.. must pray.. hmmm.. anyway.. this morning.. moi pet fish died.. haix..according to me.. its existence was from 28-11-01 to 26-2-06.. i still remember carrying it putting it in the fish tank when it first came home.. haha.. still so small and light.. today i picked it up again.. it has realli grown very heavy.. and ya.. big as well.. fats all over.. esp below its mouth.. haha.. fats hanging.. haha.. i went to buried it.. and ya... i dripped tears in that spot.. i was the only one who take care of it..
Told mummy abt it.. she say"why didnt fry and eat?.. sure very yummy"

Anyway.. this is moi second blog. the first one close down le.. and i am happy cos i am blogging moi HUNDREDTH entry today.. hahaha.. achievement?? to me ya la.. i remember moi first blog.. i only have 73 entries.. hmmmm..

I heard from mummy that Sick Malaysians are selling Tammy Caught in action.. Vcd Rm5 and Dvd Rm10... realli very idiotic la.. everyone is doing it la.. its not only her.. hope soon this stupid topic will end.. hmmm.. saw from NEw paper today she is attending counselling sessions.. hope she will be fine la..

hmmm.. i will surely be watching tv later at 1050 at night.. i realli wanna catch the Carling Cup Final.. haha.. moi Beloved Manchester United is playing against super strong underdogs Wigan.. hopefully Man U will win.. haha.. hmmm..

(extracted from Black Eyed Peas song title:the apl song)
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo
ako'y may dala-dalang balita galing sa bayan ko
nais kong ipamahagi ang mga kwento
ang mga pangyayaring nagaganap sa lupang pinangako
(find this part of the song quite nice and captivating even though i don noe how to sing)

hmmm.. U can call me wadever u wan la.. bugger.. asshole.. fucker.. shit head.. air head.. pesticide.. dickhead.. i will stil smile.. cos.. i cant bring moiself to scold u.. U are jus so special.. remember.. u will always be loved!!!! surely will be!!! i am always here to share ur sorrows wit U!!!thats abt it..

*I Write Sins Not Tragedies*

2006-02-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

i am so bored. haix.. also ntg to do.. suppose to study for AEL end up blogging.. haix.. cho sian.. hee hee... jus finish moi Eg2 jus now in the morning.. in the paper i think can make it.. but wan overall pass.. i think quick difficult. siao liao.. hope GOD do me good.. hahaha

anyway.. i am feeling very tired at moi head.. brain la.. guess not enough sleep.. hahha.. but i think i should be doing fine.. hahaha.. jus now almost vomitted out moi food.. but luckily didnt... HENg ah.. lol.. jus now.. mummy ask me question.. i reply her.. ciao chee bai dinesh.. still give her attitude.. luckily.. she didnt throw temper back or dulan.. she understaning.. jus ask me what happen.. hahah.. Sorry mummy..

I guess i need to thank Joe lor.. and Jia wen.. both of them keep helping me in moi Eg2.. hahha.. thanks pals.. owe u!!! hmmmm....

Yst got back home.. Tank send me a video Clip.. hahaha.. Student call Tammy make love wit her boifren.. lol.. then she save then her handfone lost.. then now everyone also have the video.. lol.. youtube also have.. i mean.. its common la.. but she stupid lor. anyhow go and capture.. then i guess now she regret.. maybe... hahah.. she can be happy too.. she now become very very famous lor. ppl still call her another singapore hometown porn star.. lol. but hope she is coping wit it well.. and not very depressed..

NYP reallli alot of things haven sia.. hahaha.. first it was the lecturer and the student.. then now tammy and her boifren.. i also have another one one malay couple from NYP have sex on the highest level on a HDB block.. haaha.. NYP= New Young Pornstars...

anyway.. now mummy alone studying sia.. i go pei her lor.. if not she die alone sia.. don wan.. e shall Die together..!!!! hahahaha... Ciaozz!!!

2006-02-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

its been days i last blog.. haha.. oh well.. examz are nearing.. very well prepare to mug for long hours from tmr.. haha.. today was the last day of day till exams are over.. haha..went to cycling at east coast park with BM and "Crazy girl Fifi".. haha.. and i finally got to eat moi kway chap.. feel like eating it tmr too.. siao liao.. haha.. gosh.. BM had a great fall when she suddenly brake.. but somehow the fal was very slow motion.. even though at that point of time.. seeing fifi face made me luagh in moi heart.. i was worried for BM... gosh. she stood up wit a bruise at the back.. haix.. luckily only have slight bleeding.. then continue cycling.. cycle till i fell.. haha.. no one knew.. lol.. but ntg happen to me la.. i landed on moi right palm... heee hee

then went to suntec city and i saw a fucking nice jacket... i wear already fifi ssay.. i look more handsome.. haha. not bad ah.. but i super like the jacket.. lol.. and there is shoe that i saw that look nice too.. semi high cut NIke hunter.. lol.. both the jacket and shoe will cost me $203.. gosh.. dig money from where..?? haix.. yet again.. the things are not mend to be wit me.. haha.. jus like moi gucci shades and gucci jacket.. lol..

anyway going to school tmr.. hopefully time will be well spent and BM and I will learn more things tmr.. haha.. i guess thats abt it..

*THANKING ALL MOI BROS WHO MADE AN EFFORT TO COME FOR THE BBQ*

*BM, this wad happen if u don do exercise for a long time.!! hope u are doing fine*

*I Realli wan to get moi car license.. can i be 18 faster..?? *

2006-02-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm... haha... Finally few modules are over and i am done with.. i have finish all the minor modules.. haha.. MOi communication Toolkit.. CAts.. Sports and Wellness.. EcPro.. EEPs... lol.. kinda happy.. one of the major module is also completed.. That Sucky Computer Programming.. the module plus that naggy lecturer sucks big time.. but oh well.. its over.. haha.. now i am left with three damn fucking importand modules.. and i have great big intentions to pass them all.. at least wit a D.. i happy.. i don wanna repeat any modules.. haha.. and i don wan BM to repeat any modules too.. HAve one whole week to clear up and study... Mug mug mug mug and ya mug for these three modules.. Engineering mechanics... Engineering Mathematics 2.. and ya.. Analogue Electronics.. hahaha.. hopefully... moi intended hard work will pay off and i will receive a report slip with all pass.. and hope BM will get the same as well..

Anyway.. tmr.. i am a gathering wit moi Blss Nv Say Die Brothers.. each and everyone of them are excited.. haha.. got some even ask today can come ton overnight.. like.WTF!!! haha.. but excited.. all u can think of is that thing that is stuck up in ur heart.. hahaha.. but i wan to do soe many things tmr.. morning go market.. come home.. prepare... then head off to meet BM.. follow her go Funan It mall.. if possible.. then go play soccer(gt impt match).. then come back and start bbq.. lol.. ke yi ma..?? i hope can lor.. hahaha.. time so little.. haix.. hope can la.. i realli wan to do all these things tmr... lol.. hmmm...

anyway.. kinda enjoy selling roses near Esplanade on Valentine's day.. haha.. and ya.. got hit down by a taxi tooo.. he was on the fone.. then he bang me.. i wanted to get up and scold him fuck off.. but out came an old man.. maybe in his 5os i think.. haha.. i this kind of person.. see liao.. then he still say sorry sorry.. i say nvm. then act like nothing happen.. when moi left hip was hurting terribly.. and it is still a little swollen.. hhahaha.. lol.. but it was a day i won FORGET!!!

hmm.. haha.. finally got a new pair of slippers.. hehe.. from OP.. kinda like the colour.. lol.. i bought it yst.. hahaha.. happy with it.. then today went to watch WATCH THE LINE movie at west mall.. the movie super retro.. hahaha.. i like.. haha.. ppl who like oldies.. can watch it.. very cute.. hahaha.. i super like the way the main actress wear.. most outfits.. u now ask gals wear.. they will go"EEEEEEEE.. so ah ma".. u wear urself la.. lol.. nvm...

i guess thats abt it.. i cant wait for exams to be over.. i feel like working.. and ya.. go for moi class chalet!!! days.. quickly pass!!!!

DID I CHUNK UP EVERYTHING I DID LAST WEEK ANYHOW??? ahaha..

2006-02-12T14:25:00.000+08:00

its sunday today ya... hmmm.. kinda bored. finally moi prayers and things i owe GOD.. i have done it successfully.. realli very very happy.. even though moi piercings at the back is still hurting alot.. it will be okie i suppose.. haha... but aint very happy moi forehead bleed when the small spike was pierced through..

anyway.. finally met mummy after two days.. haha.. she bought herself a new pair of shoe/heel from Charles and Keith.. haha.. kinda look nice.. got the rich feeling.. wit a little vintage feeling.. haha.. realli didnt have enough sleep.. slept like only three hours for two days.. but its worth it.. i jus wan U to be happy.. hmmm

anyway.. i am now at home... and i have no idea wad to do.. lol.. kinda bored!!! hope u are enjoying ur day.. wit ur family.. HAppy BIRTHDAY TO GREAT GRANDMA!!!

2006-02-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm... after a few days.. i am blogging after a few days.. life these days has been so so lor.. got at times a little sad.. but got times i very happy.. well.. normal life of a human..
okie.. i have not been attending moi lessons properly.. cos.. haha.. DEBARRMENT period over.. hahah.. so jus relax lor.. haha... well.. happy happy lor.. hahah.. don noe wad to write la.. haha.. hope everyone who have taken thier results today are happy with it.. wadever it is. life goes on.. haha.. moi results may be lousy la... so all the best!!

THANKS FOR THE THING U GAVE TO ME WHEN U WERE GOING TO TOILET IN THE LIBRARY!!! REALLI WILL TREASURE IT!!!!

2006-02-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

life isnt happy all the time... i aint prefect all the time.. i am sorry if i am very irritating.. i realli jus crap.. crack jokes.. do lame things even though i noe its lame.. and do nonsensical and naughty stuff for one reason.. and only one reason!!! jus to make u smile and laugh.. and at least for that time as i see u smile and be happy.. i feel happy.. time and time again.. i make u irritated.. and ya i get scolded.. but i still wan to be wit u.. every second be it we are happy.. sad.. i jus wanna be wit u.. sometimes i am jus quiet cos.. as i reflect upon moiself.. things i do to make u happy turns out to be things that u don like and makes u irritated.. thats when i feel very low in self esteem.. and i lack of confidence.. its not a matter of being man enuff... maybe i am a emotional person.. i see u happy.. i feel fucking in everything.. sometimes.. penis also stand(NONSENSE)... but see u sad.. i realli wan to bring out the smile from u.. but jus afraid i will make u more dulan.. even though moi love cant be expressed.. inside that is always this glow of light thats thinks of u all the time.. knowing u and being close to u for the past nine months is and will be the best thing in moi life.. i realli have to plead guilty if someone accuses me of being very caring to u.. every single thing u do.. i make sure.. its safe.. and it will make u smile.. but i didnt noe u have find me self centered.. maybe i don realli noe the meaning of it.. thats why.. be it studies.. laughter or cry... i wan to do it wit u... fail we fail together... call me stupid.. i don care.. cos deep inside.. ya i am wasting time repeating module.. but being in the same class doing the smae work wit u.. makes me feel veruy very very happy.. cos its wit u... i nv once thought of taking advantage of u or anything that u have.. i always prefer to give than take.. thats jus me.. but time and time.. i still make u sad... i realli wish to tell u so much of things.. but.. it will only end up in drip of tears... again not man enuff..? anything u say..

U may find this blog entry very stupid.. useless.. and even idiotic... but i can tell u only this.. cos the fact still remains as strong as it has always been.. I STILL LOVE U!!! I STILL CARE FOR U!!! U WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE!!!

cant even bring fun and happiness to one's life.. am i pathetic..?? Guess SO!!

2006-02-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo yo!!!! back to blog.. hahaha.. lol.. so happy today... the reason.. hah!!!! not going to say about.. it feels so much nicer.. haha.. anyway.. SAturday went to sentosa wit moi class.. moi class is so damn fun.. haha.. even though the frequency a little different.. haha.. its was to celebrate moi boss Lok Ping's Birthday...

there was no sun at all.. so sad.. haha.. then we played soccer.. moi team win the other two teams lor.. haha.. BUnny MUmmy scored two and I scored two.. hahaha. lol.. bunny mummy= moi star striker!!! hahaha.. lol.. anyway.. went to Xing zhi house after that.. we clear all the food that was left.. haha.. but it was cos.. we were playing game la.. then loser eat.. so all was eaten... ahahaha..

anyway.. bee bee is back from Korea.. hope she is doing fine!!!

hey mummy: haha.. finally.. ENjoy UR Gucci ENVy!!! shall all girls who smell u envy u too!!! LOL!!!

Its always nice to see U smile when i first see u and when i last see u when u are going home!! *TWINK*

2006-02-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.. here to blog again.. oh well... MOi bunny mummy is not online.. got no one to talk to.. sms her.. one reply.. and thats it.. no have liao.. sian.. hope she is doing fine. maybe she is busy doing her own things.. she has a own life to live..

anyway.. going to school today and bringing moi laptop to school was useless.. attend moi AEL Lesson.. then after that.. break.. then went to SIM to eat.. hmm.. eat liao can see the stomach so big.. hahaa.. then after didnt go for the maths practical.. then finally decided not to go for moi ECpro lesson also.. cos.. mummy's three hour eecad lesson didnt take place.. haha..

so we went to meet fifi.. then go queensway.. bought the nike shoes mummy wanna buy.. haha.. don say u come wit me.. moi fren didnt give u discount hor.. haha.. but seem to be happy for her la.. she whole day so happy.

few ppl are telling me that i am weird these days.. oh well.. haha.. i guess they can read me well.. esp Bm.. haha.. but...hmm.. hopefully... things will go well.. haha..

signing off... sorry mummy.. this is an open apology.. for pinching u too hard mummy.. i am realli sorry.. i realli will learn to control moi patience.. haiz.. real sorry... i am not the best guy around..
Demoralising la.. but i guess i have to accept the fact!! i am realli sorry mummy!!! =(

2006-02-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

hmm.. here to blog.. i have been blogging for the past four days continously.. moi blog becoming moi best fren..? haha.. maybe.. but its hard to write everything i feel here la.. hmm.. cos.. moi problems let it be wit me.. telling it out makes me feel lighter at heart la of cos.. but i don wan others to be bother abt moi problem.. i don own anyone to make them feel sad for me.. hmmm.. if only moi FUcking fuck up screwed up Jason was around till now.. one look at me.. and he can tell wad problem i am facing.. haix.. no point talking abt him when he is no longer around..and i suppose no one can take over his position..

alright.. went to school again.. woke up at 8 and reach school at 9.. took MRt.. lazy take bus.. first lesson AEL.. sian.. copy and copy and copy only solutions.. and i don understand anything.. then was EG2..i am realli lost in Eg2.. i realli find it real difficult.. haix. or shall i say i am stupid..?? hmm.. then break then was Eng Mec.. the lesson was like only one hour when it is supposed to be two.. then was C programming... but hahah.. since Debarrment period was over.. i didnt attend it... went to watch the Memoirs of a Geisha!! not bad la.. the movie.. i rate 3.5 over five lor.. haha.. juus lacking in comedy.. haha.. no humor.. but u cant except too much of humor on a story like this.. then go home lor.. feeling a little low and got the feeling "Kena Kick to One side".. maybe cos not enuff sleep la... jus now moi bro sufyan jus call ma ask me are u okie.? was thinking why he suddenly call when i am not okie.. haha.. then i say okie lor.. haha...

there is so much i can talk abt.. but better don la... later got outside ppl read they not happy..

One Point Of Time U Made Feel How Much U Love Me.. Will Always Treasure It! Kept At Heart Till DeaTh!!

2006-01-31T18:06:00.000+08:00

alright.. blogging has been a thing i have been doing for the past three days to kill time.. hmm...nothing much i can do at home la.. got used to the word BORED.. didnt have mood very early in the morning.. due to the shouts made be her very early in the morning.. didnt even have the heart to eat breakfast.. oh well.. didnt eat in the end.. one meal missed..

i was jus inside moi room.. wit door closed.. lying on moi floor.. thinking of many things.. and i realise.. actually.. there are two good frens of human.. they are called smile and tear... moi fren smile talk to me first when i started to think lying down on the floor.. but in the end i realise it actually the tear who is moi true best fren and the one who stays wit me..

then i sms BM.. but i realise she was ironing.. was rather a little disappointed to hear wad she was doing.. the same chore. haix.. then again.. without thinking properly.. i jus speak moi mind out lor.. only upon receiving her sms.. i realise.. i shouldnt have asked the question.. but oh well.. this is a result of wad happens if u use ur heart all the way instead of using ur mind when u are suppose to.. but wad to do..? i use moi heart and do wad it says more than wad moi mind tell me to.. moi heart reacts faster.. i guess.. its not a matter of getting hurt or being sensitive.. its jus a lesson moi heart got to tell moi mind to work as well too..

I Asked U a Question.. Ur reply made me Dumfounded!!! Sorry!!

2006-01-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

alright.. i am feeling damn bored.. haix.. realli is nothing to do.. i have finish up moi EEPS work.. C prgramming fucking don noe how to do.. haha... realli feeling very lonely.. jus like the days after moi O levels.. after i stop working.. today was rather very normal.. didn everything i do as usual when i am at home..

BUt there is one incident that make me feel happy yet guilty.. guilty of murdering.. yes.. i plead guilty.. there was this ah beng keep coming into moi room and disturb me.. sit on top of me.. make me feel irritated.. distract me.. i couldnt take it.. finally i manager to grab that idiotic brown beetle.. and i knew its still alive.. to tecah it a good lesson. i jus on moi stove and throw it into the flame.. and all i did at that point of time.. was look at it and say.. haha.. now u cant disturb me anymore asshole.. haha.. after i off the stove.. the beetle looked very crispy.. haha.. overcooked i suppose..

but then again.. to think abt it. it so evil.. to kill an insect.. haix.. sorry MR.beetle... may u rest in peace.. haha.. hmm.. practically didnt have any mood to do anything.. most of the time i was lying down on bed thinking whether or not to sms u.. haha.. but u are busy la.. don disturb ba... so jus read all the smses u send me.. even though the real precious ones were deleted accidentally.. in ur heart.. u noe what u send me.. haha.. u even send me a sms when i was jus sitting beside u on the bus to jurong from causeway point.. haha.. moi memory so good...

anyway... hope everything will be fine and today and tmr will pass faster.. at least i will go back to school.. and time will fly faster instead of seeing the time pass and clock tick so slowly..

I will Always LOVE U!!!

2006-01-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. finally i am recovering from chicken pox.. or should i say.. hmmm.. i have recovered.. and i went to schol yst.. hahaha.. no one knew.. except.. hahaha.. eddie.. hmm.. i wanted to suprise BM.. so i didnt tell her.. but chey.. she this pig.. sleep sleep then i cannot chu stunt.. hee hee.. nvm.. so meet her.. went to school.. lol.. the time we enter the class.. the AEL lecturer say.. class over.. sucks.. haha.. oh well.. we got our attendance signed.. hee hee..

All moi class mates so shocked.. i recover so fast.. oh well.. dinesh ma.. fit fit.. strong strong.. of cos speedy recovery.. then.. went to west mall.. during moi one houre break.. then came back to school.. to attend lesson.. oh well.. was late again.. haha.. but the lecturer so good.. she jus smile.. say.. next time must earlier.. haha.. then she also become siao siao liao.. like all lecturers teaching 1D1.. 1D1 jus make every lecturer go mad cos.. lecturer say my class very noisy.. but we say.. noisy then good.. cos.. NOISY=ACTIVE.. all lecturer hear this.. BWG.. hee hee.. then moi class cutest girl.. haha.. xing zhi.. laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh.. till her whole face so red.. can also see her face cramped.. hee hee.. then.. noel keep destroying all the equipments.. haha.. use the pillar cut the training board.. pull out the resistors throw away anyhow.. hahaha.. jus for fun to be wit 1D1.. haha..

then suddenly the lecturer say.. this class i cant remember all the names.. but i can remember all the naughty and noisy/active ones.. haha.. then she start saying.. Ben yeo(Thw guy in moi class everytime wrong frequency.. he talk everything also whole class don understand.. only he luff himself), Lok Ping(the guy who talks and shoots every lecturer and all his jokes makes the whole class roll on the floor), Jonathan(the guy who is clever but everytime ask the teacher wad time we are going home.. since it is a five hour lesson), dinesh(me la) and ya.. hahaha.. Norman(that Asshole who is moi best bud in class.. u noe.. i can click wit him.. so u noe how is his character).. hahaaha..

Then lesson was over.. we all jump and jump.. the lecturer say.. go go go.. like cant take us anymore.. haha.. like all lecturers.. hee hee... then wait for Mummy.. haha. fetch her to Bugis... cos she is working.. haha.. then i went back home alone.. as ussual.. but its always nice to spend time wit her.. be it.. she is happy.. mad.. sad.. angry.. irritated.. haha..

Came back home.. was late by 15 mins.. haha.. i quickly bath.. cos whole family was prepared.. then was waiting for me to go out for dinner.. hahaha.. then moi dad keep staring at me.. then.. come out of the toilet.. then he punch me and hug me.. haha.. good dad i have.. TWink!! lol.. sorry to those who call me yst night.. i now having two lines. cos.. one is moi old number..92373067.. another number is91037102.. haha.. but anyway.. i had great pain at the back of moi head.. gosh.. it was so painful.. probably cos.. i didnt have enuff sleep. the day before.. haha..

anyway.. geraldine and family went to korea to celebrate Chines new year.. most probably they lazy clean house.. then don wan their relatives come to their house.. lol.. sorry sorry.. haha... anyhow say her family.. but hope they will have a good time there.. haha.. hmm..

anyway.. Ngee ann OPen house is from 2Nd to 4th of FEb.. hope mo juniors will come and take a look at wad Ngee ann has to offer.. hahah..

I guess thats abt it.. anyway.. HAppy Chinese New Year to all those celebrating New year.. GOng Xi Fa CAi ppl.. hahaha.. shall end here now.. hmmm

DREAM BIG BUT HAVE GUTS TO FAIL!!!!

2006-01-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey... hmmm.. finally like after thirteen days i am blogging.. haha.. like fucking thirteen days.. thats long la.. but come to see.. i don realli have alot of things to blog.. hahahah..

okie.. THE biggest news.. hmm... I AM down wit chicken Pox.. gosh.. hmm.. and i fucking ten days don need to go school.. haix.. ten days lehx.. will be missing out on alot of things.. haiz... moi assignmentx.. fun at school.. travelling in bus.. crapping wit mummy.. bullying mummy.. everything miss... tsk tsk... mummy has to be all alone in school now.. hmm..haha.. anyway... hope it will be okie soon.. and i will return back to school.. QUICK QUICK... i wanna go back to school..

Staying at home.. i jus do a few things only.. eat... sleep.. watch tv.. use com.. sms.. rot.. decompose.. decay.. arghh.. fucking bored.. ten days lehx.. i cant even go out lor.. gosh.. the pox on moi head is now itchy.. very tempted to scratch but shouldnt do it.. haix...

ANyway.. MAn U won yst la.. so damn happy.. when the goal that came in the las minute crushed liverpool's each and every player's face.. hahaha.. all their fans can now.. look at the floor and admite defeat.. LOL.. gtg.. Ciaoxx!!! i blogged cos i Am Bored!!!

2006-01-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. here to blog again... i am now fucking using moi home com.. cos moi fucking laptop cant connect to the fucking wireless network from fucking don noe who.. damn dulan.. arrgghhh.. anyway.. woke up in the morning.. to clean up moi prayer room.. and wash up moi clothes.. haha.. and also moi muddy soccer boots.. and smelly soccer socks.. hmm..

then.. was trying to connect up laptop wit that wireless but couldnt.. then moi sis use home com.. then connect to moi home com's network.. haha.. kinda weird.. but nvm.. i computer noob.. haha.. anyway. then went off to meet moi "family".. haha.. Moi mummy.. wei heng.. xing yi AND vemon.. haha.. its always nice to go out wit them.. jus that xing yi and vemon always go missing. haha.. hmmm.. head down to queensway to shop for wei heng.. bought him shoes and a shirt. haha... i wan to get a Shirt from "DA CAve".. didnt tell anyone that the shirt is nice.. but inside heart reeali like it alot.. haha.. sssshhh..

then mummy and i fell in love.. wit this pair of shoes.. haah.. nike shoes. its name is LEgend.. hhaaha.. nice lor.. but the price damn ex.. 132 dollars.. haix.. no money no talk.. didnt buy.. next head down to bugis.. then.. i saw this pink panther shirt that looks cool.. also so ex.. 32 dollars.. haix.. then went to bugis village to buy berms for wei heng. haha.. he bought something plain and simple.. but i saw something that caught both my and mummy's attention.. and its only 23 dollars.. haha.. cheap cheap.. but still.. haix. didnt buy.. then head back home... and bioguth food for moi sis..

Finally to sms moi mummy is so joy at the heart.. haix.. but i guess.. i need to thank her.. for.. (She noes wad).. thanks MUmmy.. anyway.. i reaalli wanted to spend time wit u.. but i couldnt.. haix.. the thing that u did jus now.. made me think of ur good heart and ya drip.. haix.. i couldnt be any luckier to have found u... anyway.. i guess thats abt it.. hope all moi loved ones are doing fine.. ppl like moi bros.. moi sisters.. moi Nu ers.. Bee bee.. wei ting.. hope all of them don have so many things up their head thats bothering them.. unlike me.. being at home feels terrible.. gtg.. Adios

2006-01-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

after five days.. i am here to blog again.. so many things happened during these five days... hmm.. don noe where to start la.. but last saturday.. went to meet moi mummy to pass her Ipod.. then came back home.. brought moi younger sister back to boon lay secondary school.. haha.. moi ex secondary school.. to ya.. take bursary.. haha.. oh well. she got three hundred five dollars.. haha.. then saw alot ppl that i havent seen for ages.. haha.. hmm.. firstly.. ya.. moi brother sufyan.. hahah.. heart inside very happy la.. realli very lone didnt see him.. but he was far away.. so mis call him.. the next second i was looking at him.. he was waving at me la.. haha.. bro bro.. i miss the times when we were so close..

Next i saw.. hmm.. michelle.. the only girl who calls me Ah PA.. hahaha.. so cute girl.. so blur yet so fun to be with. lol. she also first look at me.. "AHHHH PAAAAA" so loud.. i had aunties and unlces looking at me.. haha.. but fucking who cares.. lol.. hmm... then saw Hwee Qi.. oh well.. she looked A lil tall with her heels that day.. haha.. hmm.. yet shorter than me by one head.. lol.. hmmm... and ya.. i also saw Bee bee.. she look at me then act didnt see.. haha.. the normal her.. then a while later.. come talk to me.. haha.. she looked tired.. and ya.. she has grew thinnner.. and she looks better w/o specs.. haha..

After taking bursary.. i went to play moi soccer match.. we lost anyway.. teriible play by me.. which made the team lose la.. but i suppose.. i have to learn from mistakes.. hahaha.. nvm..

Sunday.. haha.. went to meet Mummy.. hmmm.. xing yi... fifi.. and ya.. mOi gay partner vemon.. hope xing yi see this not dulan but he was mine first b4 he is urs.. hahaha.. lol.. then we went to orchard.. walk walk walk walk walk walk and ya shop too.. hahaha... fun la.. together as a group is always fun.. haha..then we were all caught in the rain.. shit right.. but luckily.. got umbrella.. then i picked up the job of sending every one from one location to another.. haha.. i was totally drenched in the end.. but nvm la.. as long they all not drenched.. haha.. oh ya.. we saw carolyn too.. so shocking cos.. morning mummy and i were jus talking abt her la.. then at night see her.. haha.. she poked me from the back. i was thinking who la.. but ya.. caroyln.. so sweet of u.. meet me one time only.. but.. still can remember me.. hahaha.. *Twink*

anyway.. i think thats abt it la.. haha... this song goes to any dad who hurt their kids in any way!! HAIX!!!

Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according To plan? And do you think I'm wasting My time doing things I Wanna do? But it hurts when you Disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just wanna make you proud I'm never gonna be good Enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back now I'm sorry I can't be Perfect ..........

THats abt it.. GTg.. signing off...

2006-01-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha... so i am here to blog again.. haaha.. oh well.. exams are still going on.. i finish two papers liao... haha... Engineering Mathematics.. Then Engineering Mechanics.. Left wit Ael.. and I noe Nuts abt it.. haha.. fail..?? maybe.. anyway.. no time blog la.. got better things to do.. like.. hmm.. Watch Tv.. hahha.. gtg.. Ciaoxx.. will blog longer soon..

2006-01-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

Its has been four days since i last blog.. and it was last year.. LOL.. haha.. today is a new year.. 2006.. everyone reading this entry.. Happy New Year Peeps.. oh well.. time realli flies.. i realli miss moi secondary school life.. hmmm... Moi brothers... moi class... moi mei mei hwee qi... moi colour court... moi basketball.. moi track and field.. haix... times in Boon lay Community Club.. bee bee... oh well.. i miss alot of stuff.. but ya.. i learn to live life.. cos.. U noe.. time won stop.. but moi heart didnt move... till i got into poly.. i jus feel everything missed by me was not well taken care of by me.. then now suffer... but life goes on...

But i also feel very happy.. cos.. last year.. i also found moi Bunny Mummy.. haha.. such a sweet thing to be wit.. jus that nowadays.. she rarely smiles.. haix.. all moi fault.. and ya.. norman... wei ling.. moi class D1... haha.. kenneth.. and oh ya.. MOi damn good bro.. Alvin.. LOve him lots.. haha..

since its a new year... i have decided to do a few things.. and stick to it... but i suppose the list goes on.. but oh well.. i waana shout it out.. no one stops me.. so here i go..

*Keep moi Bunny Mummy smiling all the time when i am around..
*Do very well for Moi modules in Poly..
*Never repeat modules..
*Try not to Pon lessons..
*Play more soccer and learn fancy stuff..
*Wadever i feel.. i jus say it out and don keep it inside..
*Work a part time job.. so that i have money to Spend and save For MOi motorbike license..
*Treasure everyone who are around me..
*Try not to hurt others by moi words which i say out without thinking well..

I guess thats abt it lor.. but i hope.. everything jus told here wit a * can be done.. haha.. i jus wanna live life... wit U by moi side.. oh well... haha.. hope everything will go well.. and 2006 will be full of happiness wit minimum sadness... ADios...

2005-12-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

i realli hate and i say hate today.. it sucks okie.. haix.. i was realli very happy that even though moi family is like thrash... i still have moi mummy wit me... who noes every single thing that happens to me... haix... sorry was moi mum had done.. i realli feel terrible.. very terrible.. i am realli very sorry BM.. i realli noe i cant reverse time back... but i am realli sorry.. it was moi fault.. that all this have to happen to u.. i mean.. i realli don wan u to suffer.. i realli wan to stay by ur side.. realli by ur side.. and go throught thick and think wit u.. i realli won leave u till u walk out of moi life.. this day is one of the... no no.. the worst day of moi life.. to see u cry again.. and again for three days.. it sucks dear.. i realli wan u to smile and smile and ya.. smile.. but things are not being the way i wan it to be.. so many things happen to u this year.. i understand... and ya.. i don wan to be a burden to u.. thats why till today.. i don force u to do anything... or be in a relationship.. i jus wan to make sure i show u moi love.. moi care and concern.. and ya.. u are well protected.. even though i scold u.. at times beat u cos of playfulness.. in moi heart i hope u noe how i feel for u inside.. i will never forgive moi mummy for wad she has done to u.. i mean haix.. i feel so terrible.. on moi way home.. i start crying again... and i couldnt take it.. i got down from 172... and walk near the cemetery... i realli couldnt take it. i was drenched when i got home.. the rain is so heavy.. haix.. i reali didnt mean to do this to u.. i realli didnt mean to fall in love wit u.. and u noe.. i have a very small heart.. haix.. now i am having fever... haix.... and i realli miss u alot.. i am ya.. bragging abt this shit over and over la.. but i don noe how to express it.. i very useless in expressing how i feel.. haix... i realli feel so many things happen to me.. ya i may be a coward to say tis shit out.. but i realli feel so terrible.. haix... i am realli on the verge of giving up moi stupid life.. don wanna live it anymore.. so screwed up.. at least if i am gone.. no one will be jealous... no one will disturb u.. but u noe.. u will always be watched from top... i mean... i clearly feel that the love i have for u... is so so so much different from wad i use to have for wei ting and geraldine.. haix.. jus don noe la.. i am so lost.. so so lost!!!! i jus wan u to smile. haix.. and be wit me........................................................................... as how we are now.....................

2005-12-26T11:23:00.000+08:00

its 26th of Decemeber 2006.. well.. i am seventeen today.. but its not the kind of birthday i expect... hmmm.... the first person to wish me was Shir Leen online.. next was Norman on the phone... after that.. Its moi dad(he totally forget abt moi birthday... haix.. scolded me in the morning when i wanted to go temple.. told him it was moi birthday then he wished me... WAD A DAD!!) followed by Farook... moi childhood fren... moi family members jus not bothered abt it la.. haha.. wad to do..?? i jus shut up lor.. moi mother is not on talking terms wit me.. and she is home now.. yet to wish me.. forget it.. she never will.... anyway... going out to meet mummy later.. not feeling the best of moods today.. well... haha... Time has changed.. guess i need to move on and not think of moi past birthdays.. haha.. thats history.. thats abt it la... gtg.. happy birthday To Moiself!!!!

2005-12-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. MERRY cHRISTmaS gUYS.. Haha... yst was so fun yet so sad.. hmmm... firstly.. mummy me and fifi meet in the morning to watch NArnia.. $$$$9.50.... so ex... golden village sucks lor.. rise up the price so much.. but fuck it la... the movie is realli a nice movie to watch... even the start was a little draggy.. the body of the movie is cool..... nice graphics... the Saggitaurus in the movie is real cool... haha.. and ya.. THE LIOn is awesome... haha.. so huge.. and so furry... haha..

next we went to eat DUmpling noodles at Lai laI kitchen and a gu who was sittting in front of me.. ate up two plates of noodles even before i finish moi one plate.. think long long he no eat.. hee hee hee.. then we head to bugis... we went to shop for Xing yi's birthday present.... such a lucky girl she is.. birthday falls on X mas.... bought her this makeup set from sasa...

then we head to didi'd shop where we were going to celebrate X mas in the evening.. but we reach there like four... haha.. then i went off to training... soccer training is jus so tiring yet enjoying... then i head back to bugis... well feeling very hungry..

haha... PARTY didnt start b4 i was there.. lol... hee hee.. Gift Xchange soon took place....
UNcle got: G string From mummy..
DIDi got: Liquour chocolate from her cousin
FIFi got: Key chain from Uncle
MUmmy Got: COndoM Piggybank From ME
I got: Underwear from FIFI

haha... funny la.. then we eat all the junk food... and sushi.. and we played dares.. and our dear fifi was not sporty at all.. bla bla bla.. haha.. then we head to orchard.. i was still feeling hungry....

orchard.. was so packed wt blangas and chinese ah pei.. CB kias... haha.. but jus celebrate la.. bought sprays and sprayed at ppl.. end uup get banged up four five ppl at once... as once get sprayed by them.. but all the while i was holding mummy tightly..there was once.. one fucked up asshole followed us and suddenly she sprayed on mummy so much.. that we covered herself and went to the floor.. i fucking dulan.. he almost touched her.. omFG!!! naturally.. it came out.. in chinese:"KNN.. U BETTER DON TOUCH HER HOR"... oh well... haha.. fifi say i shouted very loudly..

then shit.. worst part we got stuck in a crowd and the paper bag i was holding onto which consist of xing yi's present... the condom piggy bank and mummy's new lipstick tore and ya.. all dropped.. very disappointed wit moiself.. and ya.. i was like stepping onto mummy's feet quite alot of times.. haix. sorry mummy.. i jus wanted her to be safe... haix... fifi was almost molested by blangas.. sucks.. then we finally get to move out of that fuck up crowd crossed over.. and went to bugis.. haha. this time to take train back home.. on the MRT... i showed mummy wad i was wanting to do and had done for her on X'mas.. well... she liked it i suppose... but she said she expected it.. oh well.. no fun... then come home.. bath.. felt so fresh..

and talked on the fone and went to sleep.. haha... i am still so happy abt the gift mummy gave me on X mas.. haha... towel wit a few things sew on it.. love it to bits.. thanks mummy.. oh well.. u haven seen urs.. maybe u wouldnt have expect it.. but the gift i realli wan to buy for u.. the last time u saw it.. u regret u didnt have it.. haha... now u have it.. i hope u are happy. i mean.. i realli don wan u to regret in life.. i jus wan u to smile and stay happy...

TMR moi birthday.. jus a another day of a year la hor.. gtg.. CIaozzz.... MERrY Christmas PPL!!!

2005-12-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. well.. its another day of sadness for me at heart until.. oh well.. i meet mummy.. lol.. these few days i realli cant sleep... and i tend to wake up very early in the mornings.. for like the past three days... hmmm... moi mummy is always nagging me after the letter from NP came..

And i finally after three days..opened moi mouth and argued wit her.. and u noe.. well.. i get KP by her more than ever.. very heart breaking.. but yet i have to live wit it.. the words are still ringing in moi head.. sucks.. why am i like this..?? words that are told to me are often remembered more well than any other thing that one do to me.. oh.. haix..

hmmm.. moving on.. well.. i went to the temple today.. after some time.. i prayed in a temple... and tears jus came... tears are jus moi best fren.. almost get to be wit it everyday.. then.. went to wait for mummy from like 0920 plus when i was supposed to meet her at 1130.. waiting for her.. never seem to get me on moi nerves.. hahah.. then went to jurong east library to study C programming.. and AEL.. end up only study C programming.. haha.. was raTHER distracted by a few things at mind.. haha..

then meet fifi.. she was so sad.. she broke up wit her stead.. but u see.. wad goes around comes around.. but wait.. its not true u noe.. i treat moi exs good.. but why end up they have no feelings for me in the end then break..?? sucks.. haha.. but life goes on la... wadever it is.. move on wit a smile even thought heart is so heavy.. tend to hide all moi sadness and start crapping.. make everyone luff.. hee hee.. thats me la.. lol.. mysterious?? no la.. hee hee.. jus a normal person..

hmm... four days to X mas... can SAntA bring me PEace at heart as A gift..??? and ya.. moi birthday is like coming in five days time.. but i don seem to be interested.. or wan to celebrate it la.. its jus a normal day.. hopefully i don get nag by anyone on that day.. jus wan to have peace at heart la.. and get to see u and spend time wit u on that day..

anyway.. MAn U won the Quarter finals against brimingham.. finally PArk scored his first goal in his career for MAN u.. happy for him.. thats abt it.. hope mummy is doing alright working at didi's shop.... ciaoZZ la Ciaoxx LA!!!! haix..!!!

2005-12-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

so... hmmm... its tuesday.. and for two weeks.. i don need to go back to school. haha.. so happy.. yet so sad... haix.. nvm.. anyway i got this letter from NP saying i didnt attend lessons.. sucks man.. haha.. mum and dad was rather angry.. but oh well.. haha.. moi hp is not wit me at the moment due to some problems faced by it... think it will be back to me soon.. haha.. oh ya.. i was so troubled that i didnt submit moi infrormational report online which means i will get O for it.. but i mailed moi lecturer and told her how i feel and she opened that link again for me.. oh well.. thanks MA'am.. haha.. kinda bored at home... but i am slowly studying.. hopefully to pass all the modules in the common test.. lol.. hee hee..kinda feel different without moi hp la.. hard to contact ppl.. and very inconvinent.. hmmm..

oh well.. X mas is coming.. haha.. alot of ppl asking me to be free on the 23rd and 24th.. lol.. but guess wad.. i already have plans i think... lol.. and On X mas i have a sister, XIng yi birthday coming up.. haha.. and ya.. on 26th.. its jamie's birthday.. oh man.. presents on the hunt.. haha..

anyway.. these few days.. i am not sleeping well enuff.. even now i have pain on the inside of the eyeball... guess not enuff sleep then inside red.. but too bad.. cant sleep.. wad u wan me to do..??

haha.. anyway.. guess iam going out to meet Mummy later.. haha. so happy.. like see her... the feelings even if sad.. will turn out to be happy.. haha.. she jus sprarks moi life.. ciaoZZ!!! miss U mummY!!!

2005-12-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

haha.. well.. after a few days i blogging.. haha.. well.. yst sucked la.. i didnt had mood since morning.. sian lor.. arghh... lol.. then didnt talk much.. then don care wad lecturer teach... screwed la... mummy was also quiet.. due to the reason I THINK TOO MUCH!!! haha.. but there were a few things that taught me... a girl will realli be hurt inside not when u beat or hit her.. but when u hit urself or u get hurt till u are injured.. swelled and bleeding.. oh well.. hmmm.. today jus normal day la.. but i went for AEL practical for first time.. haha.. power sia.. i made a few frens which were already mummy's frens.. haha.. rashid.. haisal... emaan..haha.. don noe how to spell their name.. but they are funny and ya helpful.. haha... and i fren send me something that is actually true abt me.. i am a december baby.. so

these are moi characters:
Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and >hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention but don ask for it. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending...

i had one fren of mummy who told her.. actually i have nice ears.. haha.. and the way i sleep got style one.. haha.. thanks COCk cocK!!! lol.. CiaoZZZ

2005-12-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

where to start..?? i guess i am not a daily bloggger. cos.. i realli don wan to blog everyday.. sure others read also sian sian.. hmm.. must few days once.. haha.. anyway.. shall start from Yst..

Hmm.. well.. it didnt start well la... cos i had to attend funeral.. dots.. well.. it was moi mother's far distant sister.. but no one in moi family was free to attend it.. then push it to me lor.. well.. attend lor.. then meet BM and FIFi to orchard.. was rather late meeting them... go orchard i rather felt lonely.. hmmm.. maybe the both of them were realli shopping.. then i felt hungry.. went to eat chicken rice alone at the FAr east Plaza.. it is always a prefect ten for me if u ask me judge that chicken rice.. haha..

then meet them again.. walk walk walk.. both of them were realli on the hunt for heels.. hmmm.. couldnt find it.. then.. go bugis lor.. haha.. hunt hunt.. then i so happy.. i got to see a few of moi frens.. haha.. firstly.. i saw PEi jun (dA jie Da).. haha.. then saw moi well loved brother Sufyan wit Shi hui.. haha.. hmmm.. then saw Shit ting.. lol... well.. haha.. guess many ppl noe me when i was in secondary school.. ACtive DinesH?? haha.. rather..

then go Didi SHOp.. StaPLe weaR now looks MOre Decorated and well orientated.. and ya.. it has the force to attract customers..hee hee.. then went to eat BAn mian At Praco Junction.. end up sharing tables wit a indian family.. haha.. mummy and i.. the feeling was rather different la.. not sure why.. hee hee..

then went back to didi shop.. and ya.. one Son Of A u noe WAd had his paper bag rub against mummy's wound and it actually bleed alot.. she was so in pain. i got scolded.. haix.. sorry.. if i noe.. i wouldnt have let it happen.. she even had tears in her eyes.. haix.. to see it drip.. its worse than having blood from moi throat to drip.. the feeling so screwed.. but after a while she was okie.. then i went back home alone la. cos.. Fifi daddy send Bm home.. haha.. good dad fif has..

Today morning woke up and told moiself.. "DINESH.. UR hair IS like A bush.. wadever bush u can think of.. go Get it cut".. and ya. i got it cut.. now i feel more confident.. haha.. the hair style is rather nice la.. same style.. but neater and "cooler".. and fuck.. i jus twisted moi ankle.. it is a little swelled.. but i think i can do fine.. TMR S and W a bit more careful lor.. haha.. WIsh Weeks can pass and BUnny Mummy injury can be better..

liVE Life FAst and enjoy every single second of ur LIfe.. cos U will Nv noe.. when u will lose something or U will be iN gOd's HAndS... Mummy.. WHen are U going back home..?? i miss U!!!... ciaoZZ!!!

2005-12-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

well.. i am kinda tired.. haha.. woke up at seven... exhausted la.. but not many ppl noe.. cos it was still the same old lame old cheerful me to everyone.. haha.. kinda sad.. MAN U didnt win.. haha.. but a CHAMPION will always be a champion.. haha.. never will ppl forget it.. haha

hmmm.. MUmmy's injury is slowly recovering.. wish two weeks can pass faster.. cos by the time... the wound will be better.. she is in alot of pain.. haix.. hmm.. haha... well.. she is strong la..

KInda enjoed today.. well.. jus enjoyed it la.. don ask why.. i no money.. haha.. well.. hope i can have a money tree.. no money can pluck. lol.. gtg le.. ciaoxx!!

2005-12-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

Well.. another boring day at school… started at nine and end at five.. well.. it is terrible to have lessons this long almost everyday.. haix.. but.. nothing I can do.. hmm..

After the lesson.. ME.. bunny mummy.. Norman.. and wei ling went to see SAW II at westmall.. haha.. well.. its totally atrocious… eeek.. haha.. a lot of blood.. can see brain.. got bullet go through the eye come out from the back of the head.. well.. one word to describe the movie.. well.. hmm… sadistic la.. haha.. no one on the right side of mind will wan to get killed or die the ways ppl were murdered.. hmmm..

Wei ling was shivering seeing the movie.. oh well.. guess she was too disgusted.. haha.. accidentally hit Mummy’s wounds… felt very guilty.. cos.. u one look u can feel it is painful then I hit.. wha. She auto scream.. haix.. SORRY MUMMY!!!! Hmm..

Then went to burger king to to eat dinner.. haha.. SSHHH.. don tell moi parents.. but first time in moi life.. haha.. I ate beef.. haha.. get feed by u.. haha. Oh well.. nv will I say no.. haha.. then eat lor.. hee hee.. okie la.. it tasted like nice la.. I guess that’s abt it

MANCHESTER UNTIED TODAY HAVE TO WIN TO GET INTO THE TOP SIXTEEN IN CHAMPIONS LEAGUE TODAY!!! HOPE EVERYONE READIN IT WILL PRAY FOR ME!!! I WAN THEM TO WIN!!! HAHA!!! CiaoXxX!!!

2005-12-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

alright.. i haven blog for some time but ya.. hmmm.. nvm.. nowadays.. i am kinda broke very often.. arghh.. the feeling realli sucks alot. hmm.. but nvm.. as long as u have money and u smile i don mind.. but ya.. i have so many things i wanna buy for u yet the $$ is not there.. haix.. i realli wan u to wear that JACket.. fuck man.. saw a gal wear the jacket today.. moi heart totally broken.. was rather down after seeing it.. hmmm.. then also had head ache after that.. but now it seems fine.

After a few days.. i realli sat down and pray hard.. inside out.. and i had tears in moi eyes.. haha.. why..?? i don noe.. but i noe i realli wan u to smile all the time.. haha.. BM had a fall yst.. the wounds are realli very big.. haix.. that clusmy guy.. was very angry.. but kena scold and scold.. then didnt mind le.. hmmm.. guess i am jus too sensitive.. to see wounds on U.. haha...

THe weekends were rather fun ya.. to work in Didi shop and ya.. to spend the whole day wit BM.. kinda nice la.. hmm.. was rather to mAc and Pizza HUt by DIdi mother for dinner on the both days.. well.. haha.. thanks Auntie.. Didi mother also touched moi Butt thrice for GOD NOES WHY reason.. haha.. but she is a good person.. well..

Yst went to watch Chicken Little.. hmmm.. that funny.. haha.. damn cute.. i like the BAby alien.. haha.. his hair looks like mine.. haha.. Chicken little is jus so nice and the dance is so so funny.. lol.. hee hee.. tmr.. going to watch SAW II.. haha.. hmmm.. kinda miss A few ppl.. haha..

I miss MOi MB.. hmm.. even though i jus saw u hours ago.. i miss u.. hmm... i miss MOi sister Anne.. hmm.. few days didnt talk to her.. i miss WEi ting.. that backside went malaysia and hasnt come back.. haha.. hmm.. thats abt it..

2005-11-30T14:55:00.000+08:00

Well I don noe where to start but I shall start from the tournament.. well.. we got fourth out of twenty two teams.. not bad la.. first time the first of us played together.. haha.. well happy.. then i went to town to find mummy when moi 50 dollars OPTIONS sandal gave way.. haix. Then go buy sandals lor.. I find them nice but mummy and Norman say look like ah pei.. whahaha.. I like..

Yst was moi elder’s sister’s birthday.. haha.. went to buy her gift and mummy made her a card for her.. firstly mummy and I went to DIDi shop haha.. and oh my oh my.. SHE has done real difference to her shop.. shall not explain wad.. later other owners reading jealous.. haha.. then went to MOs burger to eat dinner wit moi elder sister.

Well..i guess moi mummy and moi elder sister can communicate well.. and they joined together to bully me.. haha.. it was fun.. hope moi sister and ya mummy had a good nigh yst.. all thanks to me for bringing them together.. whahaha.. THICK SKIN dinesh…

Then today I received a letter.. shall not say from who and abt wat.. but I am happy. I got it.. kinda made me smile and tear a little.. tears of sadness or tears of joy.. not sure.. hmmm… then went to meet fifi to eat ban mian… its never sian to eat ban mian.. hee heee… Yummy yummy.. hmmm and ya.. I almost swallow a fluid today(shall not state wad) but I hope no one ever drink it up.. cos it tastes worse than anything u can think of..

Hmmm… That’s abt it.. Emotionally stirred.. mentally disturbed!!!

2005-11-27T08:36:00.000+08:00

times have changed.. i guess i am no longer the angry hot tempered.. i think that dinesh has went to sleep inside moiself.. will he ever wake up..?? not sure.. hmmm..

today woke up wit a grumbles at heart.. cos.. it was so early.. like 8 and i went to meet moi mother.. at Raffles place MRt.. then go Plaza Singapura.. to get her Replacement sim card.. second time she lost her fone le.. haha.. hmmm.. then.. then got receive sms from mummy.. wad excepting so early.. cos she always does it like 12.. haha.. brought a smile to moi face. hmm.. then i need to thANKS MOI MOTHER FOR paying moi hp bill... it was 184 dollars and she paid it for me. even though she nag a little.. then come back home.. on the way.. she saw moi New IPod.. all thanks to Apple.. haha.. spoil a little and they gave me a brand new one.. KNN.. they realli alot of money.. haha.. next time i not happy i anyhow throw MOi Ipod.. at most go to the service center get another only.. think Apple richer than GAHmen.. haha.. hmmm.. then she say she wil gimme money later to buy Ipod Skin.. i say anything lor.. reach jurong point.. then she bought me moi Bus Concession.. how to thank MOi mother..?? haha... she is good ya..

suddenly i received a call FRom mummy.. haha.. "hellO".. i said.. "ey.. why i call u ah..??" mummy said.. then she burst into laughter.. then end call.. i was laughing al the way from moi house bus stop till moi room.. haha... rarely i get to hear her luff so much on the fone.. haha nvm.. lol.. then clean up moi room lor.. then i realise i was done.. haha.. then wash moi clothes... hmmm.. now so sian.. i realli guess at times i cant be the person ppl wan me to be or wad i wan to be to someone else.. last time.. i jus fuck it.. ask ppl accept me as who i am.. haha.. now also same.. but i guess.. i have to change a little too.. change for the better..?? hahah.. maybe.. hmmm... thinking if norman is fine.. he had hip pain yst.. hope he is doing fine.. and ya.. hope wei ling has recovered.. norman told me she was sick... hmmm..

supposed to have bbq today.. but last minute cancelled.. reason.. i also don noe.. didnt plan well.. haix.. blame moiself ya.. hmm.. anyway.. i wish i could tear moi heart open to show u how much i care for u.. haha.. i am trying.. hope U can feel it.. haha... jus that weakness is i cant do much.. haha.. weakness can u leave me so that it will be easier for me.. lol.. hahaha.. now i feel like dissturbing mummy.. haha.. lol.. see her luff.. haha.. then kena beat for sure.. haha.. hmmm..

tmr having tournament to play.. haix... also early in the morning.. hmmm at clementi.. hope GOd is there to guide me to put the ball past the goal keeper.. haha.. hopefully to win at least first two in the tournament. GOD... heLP is needeD!!! haha...

MOnday is MOi elder sister birthday.... still very much confused what to buy for her.. hahah.... anyone reading this wit any suggestions.???its also CAndy and Jean's birthday... tsk tsk.. hmmm.. i guess at times.. i miss moi secondary school... haha.. and it cos.. OF moi well loved brothers... Ek siong.. edmund. teck chye.. songling.. chee wei( ten year bro/fren), kenny, daryl, tank, wei ke, alex, dong ling, jerome, wei hao, jun ren, wei lun, de xiang, dexter, jonathan, wei bin, wei liang, wei zhuang, andrew, cheng ming, si ping and sufyan.. haha.. we realli is one group of babaric monkeys.. haha.. lol..haix.. not forgetting U.. u are not here in this world wit us.. but u are always remembered by me.. MIss U terribly... don wan to mention ur name ya.. i still wear ur ear ring on moi neck ass hole!!!

GTg.. Ciaoz!!! signing OFf.. DineSh the REtarded SquiRRel!!! haha!!

2005-11-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. kinda so bad.. didnt attend lesson after moi break.. lol.. ENg MEC and C programming... too bad.. haha.. pon le.. do wad..?? lol... watch movie lor.. hee hee.. watch jus like heaven.. kinda nice movie.. the story line is diff.. its may not be worth the whole amount u pay to watch.. cos its a little too rushy.. hmm.. but ntg can be compared to the A WALK TO REMEMBER movie.. lol.. hee hee... then came back.. then.. threw moi things.. then go jurong point wit mummy to meet FIFI ..after so long didnt stay at jp.. haha.. the feelings so nice.. i was smiling.. to moiself. rather mad.. haha.. then meet fifi go town.. for again no reason.. haha.. don wan to explain much.. lol.. then while coming back.. came pass alot of ppl wearing all types of shit.. had a gal who had" PANTY LINER" till her shin.. haha.. then moi guy wearing read bermudas.. and his belt look like some dog strap.. haha.. then i guess moi blocked nose and head ache was a killer.. killed moi mood. till i was moody.. haix.. sorry.. didnt mean it.. but i am sorry.. haix.. i guess ntg is impossible if u try anf ur heart in it and give everything u have.. i mean.. impossible may be nothing.. i am trying for the impossible!!! NUN wonnei UYirai VIda neisikiraiN!!! ANBAE ni??

2005-11-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

THe Ship WAs going Fine Till suddenly it Capsized.. that was how moi day was in school.. it started off fine.. C programming.. lol.. okie la.. then Eng MEc!! lol.. MOI lecturer is damn fun la.. then.. break!! went to canteen one after weeks.. lol.. ate moi sushi.. yummy yummy yum yum.. so nice lor.. haha.. i no class le.. but crash into 1D1 class.. play wit "TAMIYA CARS".. damn fun lor.. me and norman wanted it to fly so.. let it run from above the cupboard.. then it went crahing to the floor.. then all i and norman did was HAHAHAHAA!!! childish.. but fun ya.. then went to see JOHNNIE boi for c programming.. while mummy went to some xia lan class for AEL practical.. arghh.. could believe that johnnie boi was actually 29 yeras old.. he looks like 20 21.. haha.. small boy.. haha.. then... he and keith were so shocked.. i could chinese.. well.. its not the first time ppl's face stone a while when i talk chinese.. lol. then meet moi mummy go canteen 2.. fucking fuck up canteen.. screw that canteen.. what mummy wan also don have.. LOR mee.. BAn mIAn.. before that i kept making her irritated.. say QI fan add Qi.. then she irritataed but still luff.. thats her.. lol.. but don have anything.. then i guess she was easily irritated the whole day.. she cried.. haix.. i fucking couldnt take it.. eat also cant eat.. hey.. i am sorry if it was moi fault.. then was quiet for some time.. moi heart was pounding hoping she don break down again.. hopefully didnt.. then sat in front of a "hippo" FACE TO FACE.. fucking fat.. argghhh.. then her leg stretch so far.. mummy purposely step onto her steps and sit directly in front of her.. lol.. she like no feelings.. haha.. then kick kick kick lor.. from Ngee ann POly till bukit batok sec she no feeling de.. then finally she moved her legs to herself.. stupid shit.. haha.. then go eat BAn mian.. haha.. kinda miss FIFi who will always eat wit us.. lol.. nvm.. she went to someone special to her.. haha.. alright.. then... went back home.. boon lay interchange saw Wei ting.. haha.. kinda happy.. she become a little skinner le.. haha.. good fren of mine. haha.. always console me when i am down.. she say she will be moi listening ear.. lol.. her hair style damn cool.. haha.. thats abt lor.. i realli hope mummy u don cry suddenly pls.. its hard to bear.. hmmm.. sOryy.. CiaozZZ

2005-11-22T13:20:00.001+08:00

kinda a few days didnt blog.. hmmm.. too lazy.. tired.. hmmm.. but thanks to Kai how who change moi tag board for me.. hmmm... did kinda few things past weekend. lol.. went to run after friday lessons.. hmm.. reach home like ten.. thanks to mummy who waited for me.. lol.. =) and she clocked moi 100m as 10.58.. guess she was a little slow.. but only i colud run thatg fast.. shiok sia.. lol.. can run for singapore.. hmmm... saturday came.. all i did was rot lor.. hmmm.. then went to buy cheese cream and lemon to mummy so that she can make cookies.. if i noe u would burn ur hand.. i wouldnt have bought for u.. hmm.. sunday.. the day i was waiting for the whole week.. cos. me... fifi and mummy went to wild wild wet.. lol.. hee hee.. didi and her bf pang seh us.. i wan burn down her shop le.. lol.. hee hee.. but wild wild wet not bad la.. quite fun.. lol.. i super like the........... haha..... the children playground.. super big.. so many slides.. hee hee.. and i jus realise no one can actually drown in a baby pool.. lol.. hahahaha.... but was fun la.. lol.. hee hee.. then went to eat steam boat... hmmm.. yum yum.. live prawns... lol.. hee hee.. live crabs.. i did the cleaning and killing of the live crab.. MURDERER ME!!! lol.. hahah.. then go home lor.. on the way home. i was brutally abused by bunny mummy.. pinch moi cheeks that i could feel its hot.. before that she accidentaly stepped on moi toe wit her heels.. now moi toe is swollen.. lol.. nvm.. today.. monday... lol.. ntg much la... moi cats lesson was fun.. hee hee.. bullied the teacher till she went.. "dinesh.. i think u are going overboard". then i went " i noe moi limits". and all she could do was luff.. did i say anything funny.. what the.. well.. after that S and W... fun ya.. did alot of running.. soon after finish.. went to find jia wen who help me install fifa 06.. need for speed wanted and Visual C++.. he is real damn good wit computers.. thanks bro.. that abt it la.. mummy seemed to be very tired today.. so am i.. i am so sick.. moi throat hurts like fuck.. having cough... having flu and block nose.. couldnt sleep well cos of this shit yst.. thats abt it.. hope i can have a good slp today.. misS Ur sMIle!!!

2005-11-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

2005-11-17T13:40:00.000+08:00

fucking stress lor.. wan to cut down on vulgarities.. like that the mood like fuck.. how to..?? haix... today.. go SCH.. first lesson ELEctronics TUTorial.. lecturer damn xia lan.. same lecturer as mummy.. haix.. shit.. nvm.. then realise.. i am stuck in C programming also.. fuck man.. but i think i manage to catch the steps la. should be able to handle.. U seemed to be stress today.. NVM LA.. it has past... hmm.. today i heard a song.. i always hear wit U moi bro.. haix.. u left me.. but.. u always will live in me.. i miss u badly.. i hear hear.. i drip tears in the toilet.. haix.. why u so stupid..?? haix.. i realli wish u are her to go thick and thin wit me.. u told me so.. but u leave w/o thinking for me.. haix.. i would never get to see u again.. haix.. today got wet in the rain for no reason.. wanted to meet fifi end up no meet.. then go eat fries at mac wit mummy.. then.. rain.. shit.. go home.. get wet lor.. hmmm.. thats abt it la.. i feel a little irritated today.. maybe alot la.. haix.. if someone how to reduce irritatedness... it would be of great help... arghh.. BUzz OFF!!!

2005-11-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

back to blog again.. haha.. its rare i blog twice in one day.. lol.. but ya.. can talk alot now.. haha.. after school i and mummy went to eat.. fuck eat till siao.. lol.. alot lor.. almost spend twenty.. but ya.. no regrets.. so happy.. can eat.. haha.. without worrying.. lol.. hee hee.. then moi mummy called me.. lol.. say... she transfer me money.. i so happy.. so i go check.. WHA!!! power.. Two Hundred dollars. lol.. then now i get back home.. she wan me to transfer hundred to moi elder sis. shit man.. but nvm.. hundred better than nothing.. and ya.. i realise i and mummy can talk something that only me and her.. can understand.. even animals hear close ears.. haha... damn funny and weird.. but yet we understand... lol.. then while coming back home.. i became a little sadistic.. took the number tag which will be out at the back of the bus.. and beat moi own head for no reason.. then break into laughter!!! siao siao.. then can talk to moi watch.. Am i crazy..?? for the period of time.. i guess i was.. lol... then.. okie.. from.. interchange coming back to home. took 243W.. once i got up the bus.. like i always do.. look at the bus driver.. didnt look very nice la.. he looked like a pervertic psycho.. but nvm.. then he drove the bus out from the interchange like he is driving a jeep at a desert.. asshole.. anyhow turn turn turn.. wish i could fucking turn his penis upside down.. then ppl at the 243 realli damn inconsiderate.. see pregnant lady still don wan wake up.. haix.. ntg to say.. singaporeans attitude.. then that pregnant woman was standing beside.. then.. there was this turn made by that ass hole.. he like turn like driving AE86.. he think he JAy chou.. CHou chee bai la.. almost everyone moved alot.. the pregant woman almost fell.. luckily.. i grab hold on her hand and pull her.. OMG!! thank GOD!! to see her fall and cry.. i would fucking kill that driver.. then came another turn.. CCB!!! now.. i miss moi footing... then didnt grab onto anything.. i looked and saw that pregnant woman is safe.. but i wasnt.. CB!! ntg to grab onto.. i hold onto the small rubbish bin that ppl throw tickets in de.. and so sway.. jus after the turn.. i didnt fall la.. but i broke tthat rubbish bin.. i see.. it was in moi hand.. sianSS.. the noise created was so loud.. all ppl at the bus.. looked at me.. got a few still luff.. then i jus take the bin.. fix it back.. luckily can fix.. fucking fucking slumspy shit asshole driver.. wish he go home.. his backside blood come out.. he still got cheek to smile at the mirror to see ppl alighting down from the bus stop.. assHOLE!! next time.. i see him drive the bus.. i stand beside him.. in front in front.. he turn like tat. i purposely.. punch his face.. then say accident.. ARghh!!! thats it la.. DAmn Dulan!!! ciaozZZ!!

2005-11-16T04:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...ntg to do... using mummy's lap to blog... super sian.. today come school.. first two hours lesson fuck it up... didnt attend.. then next two hours lesson ENg MeC.. hmmm.. alright la.. suddenly i feel hot.. moi head feels a little giddy. Fucking hell.. hmmm.. now break.. don feel like eating.. sitting at squash court see ppl do skipping.. hmmm.. i feel so tired now.. fuck... sleep so much still so tired... argh...fuck.. i realise when i am totalli obessed by a song i am listening.. and i think only abt it.. i will have goosebumps... rather stupid.. thats it la.. ciaoxxx

2005-11-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. i am not in the mood to blog la.. haha.. lazy.. but still in the high spirit la.. but if anyone needs help.. jus call for.. haha.. HONEY prawNS MAn and PotatO woMAN!!! haha.. we Will be there!!! ciaoZZ

2005-11-10T13:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today.. i realise i slacked damn lot today.. shit.. supposed to have class at 9.. woke up at 8.. shit.. cannot make it lor.. then meet mummy.. go school.. for EG2.. shit.. also late.. sat in class for fifteen mins.. then pon the lesson also.. shit.. then go west mall walk walk.. haha.. then.. too much of time to burn.. went to the CreATIve Art Corner.. do some painting on SNoopy!!! mine Suck in the colour conbination.. haha.. well.. URs HAd internal bleeding.. haha.. then go back sch.. also late for ENg meC lesson... luckily lecturer good mark us present.. hee hee.. then the last two hours of lesson.. fuck it.. pon again lor.. haha.. sehx sia.. lol.. hmmm.. go to causeway point walk walk.. from there take BUs back to jurong west to eat Ban Mian and meet FIfi.. lol.. hee hee.. then go temple and now i am home blogging.. hmmm.. anyway.. MUMMy... i am still alive and not dead.. not so fast okie.. fit fit fit de lor.. hee hee.. u cant win so fast.. haha.. thats it la.. gtg.. CIaozz

2005-11-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

hee hee.. today.. school start at eight.. sian sian.. wake up lor.. hmmm.. and ya.. i opened moi mouth to talk to someone today at 10.. hmmm.. haha.. it was bunny mummy.. hmmm.. haha.. got burned by ah ben who spilled the chicken soup on moi stomach.. still feeling the burning sensation.. lol... like that then good ma.. after poly life.. i won forget ben.. sehx.. hmm.. then go crush lesson wit 1D1.. lol.. then mummy pom lesson.. the class she needed to attend all the face damn attitude... haha.. then went to eat.. hmmm.. meet kenneth.. lol.. his new hair cut.. looks neat... then meet woei luen.. hmm.. i was practically stoning for a while.. cos.. he talk the topics.. all i no link de.. then i diam diam.. lol.. haha.. then go stadium.. the air so shiok.. then i slept awhile.. hee hee.. then run lor.. i managed to click six rounds non stop.. then.. hee hee.. then.. another three.. lol.. hmmm.. not bad la.. hmmm.. then.. having some back ache now.. but guess it will be okie tmr.. hopefully.. hee hee.. hmmm.. alright la.. anyway.. i have got the book i ordered online.. hee hee.. BELIEVE IN ME!! lol.. hee hee.. alright.. gtg la.. ciaozz!!

2005-11-08T13:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. HAHa.. happy birthday to You happy birthday to You!!!! happy birthday To anGie and Fifi.. haha.. HAppy birthday to U!!! both also.. seventeen liao.. hee hee.. hmmm.. anyway.. today.. it was quite fun.. haha.. Realise Moi CATS teacher couldnt talk chinese well.. she pronounce moi fren's name wrongly for like six seven times.. haha.. too bad.. hmmm.. then Moi SW.. hmmm... MR Gopi Retnam.. he is fun la.. jus so good. haha.. he is full of jokes.. hee hee... after so long was under the sun sweating.. hee hee.. hmmm... then.. I guess MOI bunny mummy.. hmmm.. had fun as well.. jus hope her hand don ache too much tmr.. hmmm.. haha.. ANbae.. hee hee.. u did well in conquering singing that song well.. u realli put in effort ba.. hmmm.. congrats.. at least three quarter of the song is done.. hee hee.. hmmm.. i am kinda happy while in the bus for that few minutes.. when u woke up.. to give way to the uncle who was holding onto the baby.. b4.. u walk to the back.. i will realli treasure that mins.. hope it will happen again.. hmmm.. anyway.. i was shocked and paranoid.. if u reach home already.. since i didnt get ur sms when i wanted it.. hmmm.. freaked me out.. hmmm.. i took a bus back to ur house.. hee hee.. but jus from two stops away from ur house.. i got to hear from U.. ur laughter calmed me down.. haha... it was not ur fault anyway.. lol... then i slowly took bus back home.. hee hee.. anyway.. MAN U WON CHELSEA!!! HAHA!!! WANTED THE WIN BADLY!! SO HAPPY!! hee hee.. and ya.. all the best to those taking O levels.. today was the start!!! all the Best to MOi BROTHERs.. SISters.. FREns.. thats abt it.. ciaozz!!!

2005-11-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

HEy.. THIS is FOR U!!

All through my wandering yearsI always said I was biding my timeBut alone in the dark I'd face my fearsThat no other heart would come to mineAt first when you found meIt took me a while 'til I realizedWhy I felt weak when you were around meWhy I couldn't speak when I looked in your eyes

Chorus:
All this time I've been searchingUntil you, I was lost in my dreamsAnd I never knew that love could feel like heavenWatching over meOh wherever you goInvisible hands reach over the milesFor every wish you make to the starsThere's one silent kiss I send to the sky

Chorus
Everything has changedSince you came my way'Cause you put the colorIn a world of greyAnd you make the loveThat carries me away

Chorus
Feels like heavenWatching over me

2005-11-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

haha.. mood was high.. mood is low... OMG!! moi mood can jus so low very fast.. anyway i jus got banged by a NissaN suNNy today.. guess.. it was moi fault.. cos.. i was thinking abt something else that i miss alot.. haix.. nvm.. luckily it wasnt that hard.. hmmm.. went to check up and doctor told me.. i was a lil twist at the wrist and a little pull on moi right shoulder.. shit.. haha.. luckily i had no bleeding.. hmmm.. but if the accident was serious.. i wish i was rather dead.. cos.. there is too much of suffering in this world i suppose.. i don wan to be a burden to anyone... LOve is Sweet Yet PAinfUL!! lol.. to some ppl yes.. some ppl no.. to me.. i am still confused.. but like i always tell moiself.. don be overdrown in sadness.. always try to get up from it.. and continue the run!! i guess.. the chase is still ON!!! i will run.. run.. run.. and hope i will get to U one day!!! lol!!! craPPing!!! Miss yA!!! CIAoxzz

2005-11-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

haix.. don noe where to start.. if i could.. to vent moi moi wadever thats in me.. i would jus break the screen of this damn com.. haix.. arghh.. life is so not fair... wad did i do.. to be like this..? did i propsed to u even b4 i noe u loved me..? afterall.. i guess.. u may have a few reasons to make ur stand.. but to me.. i only have one reason.. I love u not cos i wan u to be in a relationship.. i wan u to live me wit me ForeveR!!! its a big word but i am serious... i noe.. everyone noes.. i realli love u Alot!!! esp norman!! hmmm.. i don noe what is going wrong!! i realli wan to work things out wit U!! cos... I noe.. i can accept ur character... moi feelings for U are as strong as roots to the tree.. hmmm.. baby i didnt mean to shout.. i wan me and U to work it oUT!! but.. i reealli don wan u to stress.. i guess.. it cant be forced.. but... I hope u will realise one day!! till the day I die.. i promise i won change!!! ANbeI!!! AN UyiRe NI taaN!!!

2005-11-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm... haha.. today deepavali.. so guess.. happy deepavali to moiself.. hmmm... the first thing i did was to wake up.. bath.. pray and oh well.. wash the damn toilet.. hee hee.. then.. since it was moi dad'd birthday today as well.. give me gift lor.. i drew a card for moi mum.. hmmm.. then rot at home.. hmmm.. pray to GOd and ask for only ONE thing!! sorry cant be said out.. later won happen.. anyway.. after that.. went to jp meet ben hwang.. suprising. that i feel closer to him a bit more now.. then.. bought xing zhi a necklace.. then.. jai wen appear.. then walk walk see Pooh bear.. but Bleah!! cannot make it.. then go to coffee bean wan drink coffee.. then see so ex.. go to the coffee shop.. drink coffee.. lo... then see rojak.. hee hee.. guess.. after that crap and carp alot.. ben is a nice guy i suppose.. lol.. then.. came back home.. bath.. pray.. wear new clothes go moi auntie house.. arghH!! now moi stomach feel so upset cos too many good food i took.. ARGHH!! but today seem to be a little different.. haha.. jus don noe why.. but i wish governomet started school for us. next week.. this week one day go sch next day don need.. arghH!! anyway.. gtg.. sch atarts at 9 tmr.. guess i need to be there at 8.. yto buy books.. waste of money again.. but i need moi dipolma.. can anyone treat moi fren who is going crazy..?? ciaozzz

2005-11-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. a few things happen in moi life these few days.. that it made me think.. whether.. i am realli wad i think i am.. hmmm... why do i have this thinking that.. everyone's problem i come to noe.. i treat that its moi problem.. and i try to solve it or console them even if they are not the ones who have told me.. guess.. this is wad ppl say say KPO!!! maybe i should jus be like a normal person.. and try to solve the problems only if one ask me for help.. hmmm.. i guess.. i will slowly have to think of changing this habit.. and.. also learn how to think thoroughly b4 i speak moi mind out.. cos.. i guess.. things that i say.. most of the time.. is of no use.. BULL SHIT!! i am not in very good mood.. maybe thinking too much pulls me down.. but i am not someone who fall easily.. no longer the weak me.. i guess.. i will jus pick up the mistakes.. correct them and move on.. many ppl.. don really noe.. wad i feel.. cos.. moi words are not strong enuff or best of all.. i use the wrong words to describe wrong things.. moi vocab sucks... in the end the opposite party get the wrong meaning!!! misunderstanding!! all i wan to do.. jus make sure.. U are always smiling.. cheerful!! and realise i am by ur side everytime!! well sadly.. most guys may say this to a gal. and after a few months.. or years.. fickle minded leave.. GUYS!! NEver say U love HEr if u NOE u will let go!! don let the gals in this world have suck damn wrong thinking abt other guys who are realli sincere!!! damn!!! everything can be healed!!! but wounds at heart!!!be it how long.. it will still be there!! cos.. Our heart Is like thAT!! i jus don noe!! all humans are different.. but.. pls.. try not to misuse the word LOVE or sincere!! haix!!! anyway, NEVER GIVE UP IF U NOE U CAN BE THERE THROUGH OUT HER LIFE ANF U STILL WANNA TRY!!! * MAY GOD BLESs ALL*

2005-10-31T12:52:00.000+08:00

so long didnt blog le.. hmmm.. lol.. anyway.. school is reopening tmr.. hmmm.. half sian half not sian.. sian cos.. need to study again.. not sian cos.. i can be at school rather than be at home rotting.. lol.. hmmm.. went to sentosa yst.. even though it was jus like nine or ten of us.. its good la.. at least there are ppl who appreciated moi invitation.. lol.. i was almost drowned.. thanks to norman.. eddie.. ben and henry.. haha.. it was fun la.. hmmm.. MOi bunny Mummy played Soccer wit us and ya.. haha.. scored the winning goal.. lol.. GOOD StriKE!!! hmmm.. Tmr Sw..?? what to take..?? stil thinking.. lol.. hmmm.. was at home today.. painting moi prayer room.. i almost collasped.. haha.. cos of that toxicating smell from that oil paint.. EEEkss!! still feeling a little dizzy.. lol.. hmmm.. couldnt contact U well today.. guess.. u are very busy.. hmmm.. but i mailed U!! hope u see le.. will smile.. lol.. now i noe.. how U feel when u cant get to heard from me.. so often.. hey.. Sorry Ya.. thanks for tolerating!!! thats abt it.. STudy!!! sian SIan!!!gtg.. school start at ten tmr!!! ciaoZZ

2005-10-26T10:44:00.000+08:00

it has been a few days i last blog.. haha.. sorry.. hmmm.. cos.. i was busy cleaning up moi house.. or.. when i wan to use the com.. moi sisters.. wan use.. i good ma.. let them use.. i can choose to use moi laptop.. but it is under constuction.. it has been having some problems.. so.. jus chill and slack in front of tv lor.. hmmm.. haha.. hmmm.. today.. tuesday.. hmm.. ntg much la.. hmm.. happy that i have another fren to talk to online.. haha. lionel.. hee hee.. thanks to bunny mummy.. haha.. hee hee.. its always good to have more frens.. hee hee.. anyway.. was cleaning moi house the whole day.. moi whole room has changed.. haha.. so spacious now.. lol.. jus waiting for moi tv to come in and to me moi room will be prefect.. lol.. hee hee.. hmmm.. sorry to sufyan.. kar wen.. alvin.. wei zhuang.. all of them wanted to go out wit me.. and too bad.. all to different places.. sorry i couldnt be there.. hmm.. and also to farook.. wanted to watch movie.. but again had to clean.. all for one reason.. DEEpavali is coming.. hmmm.. anyway.. thats abt it.. so happy. i got to see moi bunny mummy after.. seven days.. it seems this is the longest period i didnt see her.. lol.. and ya.. haha.. i caught.. something black crawling on moi younger sister's hair.. jus after she bath.. i guess i had good eye sight.. haha.. gtg.. ciaozz

2005-10-24T11:39:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i was so busy yst... i didnt even have time to use the com.. hmm.. went to real alot of places... to get a new sofa for moi hall.. haha.. anyway.. i chose moi sofa set.. its looks nice to me.. haha.. and to moi mum of cos.. heehee.. today.. time jus flew pass.. hmmm.. woke up.. and even w/o brushing moi teeth.. i was like painting moi hall.. hmm.. for like three hours.. almost done.. jus a few touch ups.. hee hee.. hmmm.. then moi bro teck sion call me.. ask me go watch movie.. hmmm.. okie.. was bored wit ntg to do at home anyway.. so.. jus go lor.. watch skeleton key.. attention.. the movie story line is so dead. don watch.. EEEkkss.. haha.. then.. while watching.. i jus couldnt concentrate watching. cos.. i miss moi special person sitting beside me. haha.. felt so different w/o U.. haha.. but.. the movie jus carried on la.. then.. i realised moi goD sis Kar wen is very cheerful.. hmm.. no more sad and moddy.. but will it last?? question put to u to ans.. hmmm.. and she seemed to be out of controll haha.. best wishes to u mei mei.. anyway.. it has been like.. six days or so.. now seeing moi bunny mummy.. not too sure if she wans to see me.. cos.. she noe she will get tortured.. haha.. I miss U buNNy MUmmY!! haha.. gtg.. mEeting mOI another mei mei outside Hua Yi sec tmr.. ee hee... scared sia. haha.. Hua Yi lehx.. Ah bengs LEhx.. haha.. Shit maN!! i am Pretending to be sscaredd hahah.. cIAoxz!!

2005-10-22T11:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today.. it was quite fun.. haha.. woke up in the morning.. bath liao.. wait for moi mummy come home.. hmmm.. was a little afraid for moi bunny mummy.. due to some reasons.. nvm.. she is now fine at home.. hahaha.. then.. eat breakfast le.. suddenly.. moi elder sister...come home.. haha.. then together.. go.. jurong point.. to courts.. cos wan but a new set of sofa.. see at courts.. not nice.. haha.. then.. went to 400 plus there.. see.. EEEkkk!!! then.. went to jurong east.. see one very very nice one.. but shit.. no stock.. then.. dulan all come home.. then.. all the way.. watching telly.. then.. together wit mummy prepare.. dinner.. haix.. burnt moi hand in that progress.. thatas abt it.. going offline soon.. hmmm.. watch moi channel eight show. haha ciaozzz

2005-10-21T08:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey... ntg to blog today.. but.. it was more of doing the same thing.. hahaha.. wake up..eat.. watch telly. use com... paint.. then.. sms ppl.. haha.. life goes on w/o any destination!!