well.. first of all.. i am realli a lil sad cos.. i feel the day today went a little wasted.. i was sad and moody at the start of the day.. then was okie.. then now a lil down and weak.. i have to say one reason why i am like this is cos i am tired.. when i am tired i will be moody and sad and extra sensitive.

Went to west mall to study as muffin and I had test in the evening.. well. after that we head to school.. and still studied.. after that went to Maths class and was given that hour to do exam paper on ur own.. the last LECTURE given by Mdm Tan Ai Leng(Reali very motherly and naggy)..

After that head to TP lecture.. out of like 50 over students, less than 15 attend.. pathetic.. haha.. wasnt realli cocncentrating.. was slacking while muffin was copying Maths Assignment.. haha.. well.. after that went to Maths Tutorial.. Got Muffin's CCT marks.. oh well.. as expected.. lol.. then mug mug and even more mug.. till the exam...

Now after the exam i quite stress cos.. i didnt read the question properly and i jus missed 10 to 15 marks.. haiz.. shit la.. hopefully with lecturer's help and God's will i can pass the module.. hahah..

Muffin is sleepy again.. which means.. moody.. more tantrum thrown but as sweet as ever la... jus Kadalikeran her alot.. hahha.. well.. need i have to say how i will be when she will moody.. oh well... being too sensitive and too possessive is bad..

joanna and lionel were realli sweet la.. also saw another couple so sweet.. they walk the guy from behind hug the girl.. the girl lie on his hand.. haha.. Young couples are all so sweet nowadays.. Happy for them.. hope one day i will get to experience it again.. wit u of cos.. lol..

Being sad and moody in front of ur loved one only make things worse.. haha.. u have to learn how to take scoldings and mood swings.. jus take it by being patience u will be a better man.. thank her for making u one..?? LOL.. haha..

I don noe why i crappin so much.. cos.. i am bored.. and i have ntg to do while waiting for her from dance.. oh well..

Hope tmr will be a better day.. hope its all smiles.. Hugs.. craziness and NO SCOLDING!! hahah..

holiday start liao.. which means i will get to see my LOVED ONE lesser due to working and Chinese new year.. hope i don go mad.. hahaha.. OMG i am crapping like fuck.. shit la..

*I give you my heart cos nothing can compared in this world toOoO YoUUUU!!!*
* PASS ME WOR MUMMY!!!*
*Its already two years since he left all of us but he is still dearly missed by me*

well.. had a happy day wit muffin.. not the most but okie lor.. went to IMM after that to meet ying and shopped.. then after slacking we went home..

I feel like sth is running; flying inside my stomach.. hai.. not for a good reason la.. i am realli sorry if i have said anything.. but thanks for letting me explain everything... I realli feel odd la.. Well, if i haven made u angry a few weeks ago and did stick to my words i gave to u.. would we be as happy as before.?? i realli confused.. i felt very Na&*^%$ but i jus couldnt express myself.. cos i had no guts.. two i was scared i would be scolded and three.. mummy was tired.. i realli don noe why i am like this.. so complicated.. so idiotic.. so lame.. so stupid..

I hope u can read me at times..
* I miss smelling ur hair*
* I miss _________ ___ ______...*

* REALLI VERY COMPLICATED HEART; WISH FOR A DAY THINGS GO MY WAY*