* I am writing this entry cos my mouth jus cant open to talk;so i write*

Jus came back home after sending muffin to work. Feeling very bored and since its raining, i am cold too.. Whatever i am feeling at heart cant be expressed in words. Whereas whatever i write doesnt truly expressed wad i feel in my heart.. Sometimes i wonder if i could express my heart to u in words exactly to you.. will it be better.?? Or will you jus think i am stupid or find me plainly boring saying the same things over and over again..

Well.. i have never ever come across a girl like u in my life.. That makes you specially special, and difficult for me to read. But i am doing wad i can or maybe more than wad i can.. putting in extra effort to understand u, ur words, ur actions.. Wad u wan at wad time.. Wad i should do and should not do when for an example, when u are quiet.. moody.. I am still learning how to read you.. I wan to be the picture perfect guy for you.. I wan to be the only guy who is on ur mind al the time. The guy when u think of sets a smile on ur face..

I am realli happy in getting to know you and life has never been regretful. It has always been beautiful when you are around me.. But is it the same for u..?? I wonder..?? I noe i do give my words to you and don live up to it making decisions and am happy when u forget and forgive me for my wrong doings.. but i noe its still up ur head.. I am not going to won do this or won do that anymore bla bla bla.. i tink putting it into actions will make things better.. We have gone thru all sort of shit and no matter wad i will still back u up..

Hope right now.. you are spending time wit sin ying.. hope when u are free when no one is around you do think of me.. Cos i am missing you alot.. Esp ur smiles.. Ur words( i didnt get to hear u properly these few days..

*Words from my heart will always be unwritten..*
* I hope you are okie wit this entry*