i am totally broken down.. not understaning why.. so much of pain i am going thru both in my heart and body.. my stomach is damn painful.. my injury that i jus had on my upper hip is killing.. and my ulcers are hurting.. gettting scolded by ur own dad feels terrible.. getting called hopeless.. feels terrible.. anyone reading this entry.. never ever call anyone hopeless for doing something wrong.. it realli hurts alot.. pls pls never call anyone hopeless or useless..

Time and time again.. loving you isnt the easiest thing to do.. but i realli put in alot of effort to love you.. i noe you and i can never be together.. its ntg i can do.. so many reasons why u and i noe.. but trust me.. you realli taught me wad is love.. why love shouldnt be taken for granted.. i am realli not sure why you and i are distant apart.. in total for the past three days i only spend four hours plus wit you.. haiz.. i hope u don forget the way i treat u or touch u when u decide to leave one day..

* MY LOVE IS TRUE.. MY WORDS ARE TRUE.. MY TEARS ARE TRUE..*

*Sadness + pain = Dinesh's best friend*

* I miss YOU and That fucking bastard big big time*