well.. i am bored.. and i don have enough sleep.. hahha.. and until now.. i haven study for Moi AEL which is tmr.. siao liao la.. haix.. later bath liao.. must pray.. hmmm.. anyway.. this morning.. moi pet fish died.. haix..according to me.. its existence was from 28-11-01 to 26-2-06.. i still remember carrying it putting it in the fish tank when it first came home.. haha.. still so small and light.. today i picked it up again.. it has realli grown very heavy.. and ya.. big as well.. fats all over.. esp below its mouth.. haha.. fats hanging.. haha.. i went to buried it.. and ya... i dripped tears in that spot.. i was the only one who take care of it..
Told mummy abt it.. she say"why didnt fry and eat?.. sure very yummy"

Anyway.. this is moi second blog. the first one close down le.. and i am happy cos i am blogging moi HUNDREDTH entry today.. hahaha.. achievement?? to me ya la.. i remember moi first blog.. i only have 73 entries.. hmmmm..

I heard from mummy that Sick Malaysians are selling Tammy Caught in action.. Vcd Rm5 and Dvd Rm10... realli very idiotic la.. everyone is doing it la.. its not only her.. hope soon this stupid topic will end.. hmmm.. saw from NEw paper today she is attending counselling sessions.. hope she will be fine la..

hmmm.. i will surely be watching tv later at 1050 at night.. i realli wanna catch the Carling Cup Final.. haha.. moi Beloved Manchester United is playing against super strong underdogs Wigan.. hopefully Man U will win.. haha.. hmmm..

(extracted from Black Eyed Peas song title:the apl song)
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo
ako'y may dala-dalang balita galing sa bayan ko
nais kong ipamahagi ang mga kwento
ang mga pangyayaring nagaganap sa lupang pinangako
(find this part of the song quite nice and captivating even though i don noe how to sing)

hmmm.. U can call me wadever u wan la.. bugger.. asshole.. fucker.. shit head.. air head.. pesticide.. dickhead.. i will stil smile.. cos.. i cant bring moiself to scold u.. U are jus so special.. remember.. u will always be loved!!!! surely will be!!! i am always here to share ur sorrows wit U!!!thats abt it..

*I Write Sins Not Tragedies*

i am so bored. haix.. also ntg to do.. suppose to study for AEL end up blogging.. haix.. cho sian.. hee hee... jus finish moi Eg2 jus now in the morning.. in the paper i think can make it.. but wan overall pass.. i think quick difficult. siao liao.. hope GOD do me good.. hahaha

anyway.. i am feeling very tired at moi head.. brain la.. guess not enough sleep.. hahha.. but i think i should be doing fine.. hahaha.. jus now almost vomitted out moi food.. but luckily didnt... HENg ah.. lol.. jus now.. mummy ask me question.. i reply her.. ciao chee bai dinesh.. still give her attitude.. luckily.. she didnt throw temper back or dulan.. she understaning.. jus ask me what happen.. hahah.. Sorry mummy..

I guess i need to thank Joe lor.. and Jia wen.. both of them keep helping me in moi Eg2.. hahha.. thanks pals.. owe u!!! hmmmm....

Yst got back home.. Tank send me a video Clip.. hahaha.. Student call Tammy make love wit her boifren.. lol.. then she save then her handfone lost.. then now everyone also have the video.. lol.. youtube also have.. i mean.. its common la.. but she stupid lor. anyhow go and capture.. then i guess now she regret.. maybe... hahah.. she can be happy too.. she now become very very famous lor. ppl still call her another singapore hometown porn star.. lol. but hope she is coping wit it well.. and not very depressed..

NYP reallli alot of things haven sia.. hahaha.. first it was the lecturer and the student.. then now tammy and her boifren.. i also have another one one malay couple from NYP have sex on the highest level on a HDB block.. haaha.. NYP= New Young Pornstars...

anyway.. now mummy alone studying sia.. i go pei her lor.. if not she die alone sia.. don wan.. e shall Die together..!!!! hahahaha... Ciaozz!!!

its been days i last blog.. haha.. oh well.. examz are nearing.. very well prepare to mug for long hours from tmr.. haha.. today was the last day of day till exams are over.. haha..went to cycling at east coast park with BM and "Crazy girl Fifi".. haha.. and i finally got to eat moi kway chap.. feel like eating it tmr too.. siao liao.. haha.. gosh.. BM had a great fall when she suddenly brake.. but somehow the fal was very slow motion.. even though at that point of time.. seeing fifi face made me luagh in moi heart.. i was worried for BM... gosh. she stood up wit a bruise at the back.. haix.. luckily only have slight bleeding.. then continue cycling.. cycle till i fell.. haha.. no one knew.. lol.. but ntg happen to me la.. i landed on moi right palm... heee hee

then went to suntec city and i saw a fucking nice jacket... i wear already fifi ssay.. i look more handsome.. haha. not bad ah.. but i super like the jacket.. lol.. and there is shoe that i saw that look nice too.. semi high cut NIke hunter.. lol.. both the jacket and shoe will cost me $203.. gosh.. dig money from where..?? haix.. yet again.. the things are not mend to be wit me.. haha.. jus like moi gucci shades and gucci jacket.. lol..

anyway going to school tmr.. hopefully time will be well spent and BM and I will learn more things tmr.. haha.. i guess thats abt it..

*THANKING ALL MOI BROS WHO MADE AN EFFORT TO COME FOR THE BBQ*

*BM, this wad happen if u don do exercise for a long time.!! hope u are doing fine*

*I Realli wan to get moi car license.. can i be 18 faster..?? *

hmmm... haha... Finally few modules are over and i am done with.. i have finish all the minor modules.. haha.. MOi communication Toolkit.. CAts.. Sports and Wellness.. EcPro.. EEPs... lol.. kinda happy.. one of the major module is also completed.. That Sucky Computer Programming.. the module plus that naggy lecturer sucks big time.. but oh well.. its over.. haha.. now i am left with three damn fucking importand modules.. and i have great big intentions to pass them all.. at least wit a D.. i happy.. i don wanna repeat any modules.. haha.. and i don wan BM to repeat any modules too.. HAve one whole week to clear up and study... Mug mug mug mug and ya mug for these three modules.. Engineering mechanics... Engineering Mathematics 2.. and ya.. Analogue Electronics.. hahaha.. hopefully... moi intended hard work will pay off and i will receive a report slip with all pass.. and hope BM will get the same as well..

Anyway.. tmr.. i am a gathering wit moi Blss Nv Say Die Brothers.. each and everyone of them are excited.. haha.. got some even ask today can come ton overnight.. like.WTF!!! haha.. but excited.. all u can think of is that thing that is stuck up in ur heart.. hahaha.. but i wan to do soe many things tmr.. morning go market.. come home.. prepare... then head off to meet BM.. follow her go Funan It mall.. if possible.. then go play soccer(gt impt match).. then come back and start bbq.. lol.. ke yi ma..?? i hope can lor.. hahaha.. time so little.. haix.. hope can la.. i realli wan to do all these things tmr... lol.. hmmm...

anyway.. kinda enjoy selling roses near Esplanade on Valentine's day.. haha.. and ya.. got hit down by a taxi tooo.. he was on the fone.. then he bang me.. i wanted to get up and scold him fuck off.. but out came an old man.. maybe in his 5os i think.. haha.. i this kind of person.. see liao.. then he still say sorry sorry.. i say nvm. then act like nothing happen.. when moi left hip was hurting terribly.. and it is still a little swollen.. hhahaha.. lol.. but it was a day i won FORGET!!!

hmm.. haha.. finally got a new pair of slippers.. hehe.. from OP.. kinda like the colour.. lol.. i bought it yst.. hahaha.. happy with it.. then today went to watch WATCH THE LINE movie at west mall.. the movie super retro.. hahaha.. i like.. haha.. ppl who like oldies.. can watch it.. very cute.. hahaha.. i super like the way the main actress wear.. most outfits.. u now ask gals wear.. they will go"EEEEEEEE.. so ah ma".. u wear urself la.. lol.. nvm...

i guess thats abt it.. i cant wait for exams to be over.. i feel like working.. and ya.. go for moi class chalet!!! days.. quickly pass!!!!

DID I CHUNK UP EVERYTHING I DID LAST WEEK ANYHOW??? ahaha..

its sunday today ya... hmmm.. kinda bored. finally moi prayers and things i owe GOD.. i have done it successfully.. realli very very happy.. even though moi piercings at the back is still hurting alot.. it will be okie i suppose.. haha... but aint very happy moi forehead bleed when the small spike was pierced through..

anyway.. finally met mummy after two days.. haha.. she bought herself a new pair of shoe/heel from Charles and Keith.. haha.. kinda look nice.. got the rich feeling.. wit a little vintage feeling.. haha.. realli didnt have enough sleep.. slept like only three hours for two days.. but its worth it.. i jus wan U to be happy.. hmmm

anyway.. i am now at home... and i have no idea wad to do.. lol.. kinda bored!!! hope u are enjoying ur day.. wit ur family.. HAppy BIRTHDAY TO GREAT GRANDMA!!!

hmmm... after a few days.. i am blogging after a few days.. life these days has been so so lor.. got at times a little sad.. but got times i very happy.. well.. normal life of a human..
okie.. i have not been attending moi lessons properly.. cos.. haha.. DEBARRMENT period over.. hahah.. so jus relax lor.. haha... well.. happy happy lor.. hahah.. don noe wad to write la.. haha.. hope everyone who have taken thier results today are happy with it.. wadever it is. life goes on.. haha.. moi results may be lousy la... so all the best!!

THANKS FOR THE THING U GAVE TO ME WHEN U WERE GOING TO TOILET IN THE LIBRARY!!! REALLI WILL TREASURE IT!!!!

life isnt happy all the time... i aint prefect all the time.. i am sorry if i am very irritating.. i realli jus crap.. crack jokes.. do lame things even though i noe its lame.. and do nonsensical and naughty stuff for one reason.. and only one reason!!! jus to make u smile and laugh.. and at least for that time as i see u smile and be happy.. i feel happy.. time and time again.. i make u irritated.. and ya i get scolded.. but i still wan to be wit u.. every second be it we are happy.. sad.. i jus wanna be wit u.. sometimes i am jus quiet cos.. as i reflect upon moiself.. things i do to make u happy turns out to be things that u don like and makes u irritated.. thats when i feel very low in self esteem.. and i lack of confidence.. its not a matter of being man enuff... maybe i am a emotional person.. i see u happy.. i feel fucking in everything.. sometimes.. penis also stand(NONSENSE)... but see u sad.. i realli wan to bring out the smile from u.. but jus afraid i will make u more dulan.. even though moi love cant be expressed.. inside that is always this glow of light thats thinks of u all the time.. knowing u and being close to u for the past nine months is and will be the best thing in moi life.. i realli have to plead guilty if someone accuses me of being very caring to u.. every single thing u do.. i make sure.. its safe.. and it will make u smile.. but i didnt noe u have find me self centered.. maybe i don realli noe the meaning of it.. thats why.. be it studies.. laughter or cry... i wan to do it wit u... fail we fail together... call me stupid.. i don care.. cos deep inside.. ya i am wasting time repeating module.. but being in the same class doing the smae work wit u.. makes me feel veruy very very happy.. cos its wit u... i nv once thought of taking advantage of u or anything that u have.. i always prefer to give than take.. thats jus me.. but time and time.. i still make u sad... i realli wish to tell u so much of things.. but.. it will only end up in drip of tears... again not man enuff..? anything u say..

U may find this blog entry very stupid.. useless.. and even idiotic... but i can tell u only this.. cos the fact still remains as strong as it has always been.. I STILL LOVE U!!! I STILL CARE FOR U!!! U WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE!!!

cant even bring fun and happiness to one's life.. am i pathetic..?? Guess SO!!

yo yo yo yo!!!! back to blog.. hahaha.. lol.. so happy today... the reason.. hah!!!! not going to say about.. it feels so much nicer.. haha.. anyway.. SAturday went to sentosa wit moi class.. moi class is so damn fun.. haha.. even though the frequency a little different.. haha.. its was to celebrate moi boss Lok Ping's Birthday...

there was no sun at all.. so sad.. haha.. then we played soccer.. moi team win the other two teams lor.. haha.. BUnny MUmmy scored two and I scored two.. hahaha. lol.. bunny mummy= moi star striker!!! hahaha.. lol.. anyway.. went to Xing zhi house after that.. we clear all the food that was left.. haha.. but it was cos.. we were playing game la.. then loser eat.. so all was eaten... ahahaha..

anyway.. bee bee is back from Korea.. hope she is doing fine!!!

hey mummy: haha.. finally.. ENjoy UR Gucci ENVy!!! shall all girls who smell u envy u too!!! LOL!!!

Its always nice to see U smile when i first see u and when i last see u when u are going home!! *TWINK*

hmm.. here to blog again.. oh well... MOi bunny mummy is not online.. got no one to talk to.. sms her.. one reply.. and thats it.. no have liao.. sian.. hope she is doing fine. maybe she is busy doing her own things.. she has a own life to live..

anyway.. going to school today and bringing moi laptop to school was useless.. attend moi AEL Lesson.. then after that.. break.. then went to SIM to eat.. hmm.. eat liao can see the stomach so big.. hahaa.. then after didnt go for the maths practical.. then finally decided not to go for moi ECpro lesson also.. cos.. mummy's three hour eecad lesson didnt take place.. haha..

so we went to meet fifi.. then go queensway.. bought the nike shoes mummy wanna buy.. haha.. don say u come wit me.. moi fren didnt give u discount hor.. haha.. but seem to be happy for her la.. she whole day so happy.

few ppl are telling me that i am weird these days.. oh well.. haha.. i guess they can read me well.. esp Bm.. haha.. but...hmm.. hopefully... things will go well.. haha..

signing off... sorry mummy.. this is an open apology.. for pinching u too hard mummy.. i am realli sorry.. i realli will learn to control moi patience.. haiz.. real sorry... i am not the best guy around..
Demoralising la.. but i guess i have to accept the fact!! i am realli sorry mummy!!! =(

hmm.. here to blog.. i have been blogging for the past four days continously.. moi blog becoming moi best fren..? haha.. maybe.. but its hard to write everything i feel here la.. hmm.. cos.. moi problems let it be wit me.. telling it out makes me feel lighter at heart la of cos.. but i don wan others to be bother abt moi problem.. i don own anyone to make them feel sad for me.. hmmm.. if only moi FUcking fuck up screwed up Jason was around till now.. one look at me.. and he can tell wad problem i am facing.. haix.. no point talking abt him when he is no longer around..and i suppose no one can take over his position..

alright.. went to school again.. woke up at 8 and reach school at 9.. took MRt.. lazy take bus.. first lesson AEL.. sian.. copy and copy and copy only solutions.. and i don understand anything.. then was EG2..i am realli lost in Eg2.. i realli find it real difficult.. haix. or shall i say i am stupid..?? hmm.. then break then was Eng Mec.. the lesson was like only one hour when it is supposed to be two.. then was C programming... but hahah.. since Debarrment period was over.. i didnt attend it... went to watch the Memoirs of a Geisha!! not bad la.. the movie.. i rate 3.5 over five lor.. haha.. juus lacking in comedy.. haha.. no humor.. but u cant except too much of humor on a story like this.. then go home lor.. feeling a little low and got the feeling "Kena Kick to One side".. maybe cos not enuff sleep la... jus now moi bro sufyan jus call ma ask me are u okie.? was thinking why he suddenly call when i am not okie.. haha.. then i say okie lor.. haha...

there is so much i can talk abt.. but better don la... later got outside ppl read they not happy..

One Point Of Time U Made Feel How Much U Love Me.. Will Always Treasure It! Kept At Heart Till DeaTh!!