hmmm.. well.. its another day of sadness for me at heart until.. oh well.. i meet mummy.. lol.. these few days i realli cant sleep... and i tend to wake up very early in the mornings.. for like the past three days... hmmm... moi mummy is always nagging me after the letter from NP came..

And i finally after three days..opened moi mouth and argued wit her.. and u noe.. well.. i get KP by her more than ever.. very heart breaking.. but yet i have to live wit it.. the words are still ringing in moi head.. sucks.. why am i like this..?? words that are told to me are often remembered more well than any other thing that one do to me.. oh.. haix..

hmmm.. moving on.. well.. i went to the temple today.. after some time.. i prayed in a temple... and tears jus came... tears are jus moi best fren.. almost get to be wit it everyday.. then.. went to wait for mummy from like 0920 plus when i was supposed to meet her at 1130.. waiting for her.. never seem to get me on moi nerves.. hahah.. then went to jurong east library to study C programming.. and AEL.. end up only study C programming.. haha.. was raTHER distracted by a few things at mind.. haha..

then meet fifi.. she was so sad.. she broke up wit her stead.. but u see.. wad goes around comes around.. but wait.. its not true u noe.. i treat moi exs good.. but why end up they have no feelings for me in the end then break..?? sucks.. haha.. but life goes on la... wadever it is.. move on wit a smile even thought heart is so heavy.. tend to hide all moi sadness and start crapping.. make everyone luff.. hee hee.. thats me la.. lol.. mysterious?? no la.. hee hee.. jus a normal person..

hmm... four days to X mas... can SAntA bring me PEace at heart as A gift..??? and ya.. moi birthday is like coming in five days time.. but i don seem to be interested.. or wan to celebrate it la.. its jus a normal day.. hopefully i don get nag by anyone on that day.. jus wan to have peace at heart la.. and get to see u and spend time wit u on that day..

anyway.. MAn U won the Quarter finals against brimingham.. finally PArk scored his first goal in his career for MAN u.. happy for him.. thats abt it.. hope mummy is doing alright working at didi's shop.... ciaoZZ la Ciaoxx LA!!!! haix..!!!