times have changed.. i guess i am no longer the angry hot tempered.. i think that dinesh has went to sleep inside moiself.. will he ever wake up..?? not sure.. hmmm..

today woke up wit a grumbles at heart.. cos.. it was so early.. like 8 and i went to meet moi mother.. at Raffles place MRt.. then go Plaza Singapura.. to get her Replacement sim card.. second time she lost her fone le.. haha.. hmmm.. then.. then got receive sms from mummy.. wad excepting so early.. cos she always does it like 12.. haha.. brought a smile to moi face. hmm.. then i need to thANKS MOI MOTHER FOR paying moi hp bill... it was 184 dollars and she paid it for me. even though she nag a little.. then come back home.. on the way.. she saw moi New IPod.. all thanks to Apple.. haha.. spoil a little and they gave me a brand new one.. KNN.. they realli alot of money.. haha.. next time i not happy i anyhow throw MOi Ipod.. at most go to the service center get another only.. think Apple richer than GAHmen.. haha.. hmmm.. then she say she wil gimme money later to buy Ipod Skin.. i say anything lor.. reach jurong point.. then she bought me moi Bus Concession.. how to thank MOi mother..?? haha... she is good ya..

suddenly i received a call FRom mummy.. haha.. "hellO".. i said.. "ey.. why i call u ah..??" mummy said.. then she burst into laughter.. then end call.. i was laughing al the way from moi house bus stop till moi room.. haha... rarely i get to hear her luff so much on the fone.. haha nvm.. lol.. then clean up moi room lor.. then i realise i was done.. haha.. then wash moi clothes... hmmm.. now so sian.. i realli guess at times i cant be the person ppl wan me to be or wad i wan to be to someone else.. last time.. i jus fuck it.. ask ppl accept me as who i am.. haha.. now also same.. but i guess.. i have to change a little too.. change for the better..?? hahah.. maybe.. hmmm... thinking if norman is fine.. he had hip pain yst.. hope he is doing fine.. and ya.. hope wei ling has recovered.. norman told me she was sick... hmmm..

supposed to have bbq today.. but last minute cancelled.. reason.. i also don noe.. didnt plan well.. haix.. blame moiself ya.. hmm.. anyway.. i wish i could tear moi heart open to show u how much i care for u.. haha.. i am trying.. hope U can feel it.. haha... jus that weakness is i cant do much.. haha.. weakness can u leave me so that it will be easier for me.. lol.. hahaha.. now i feel like dissturbing mummy.. haha.. lol.. see her luff.. haha.. then kena beat for sure.. haha.. hmmm..

tmr having tournament to play.. haix... also early in the morning.. hmmm at clementi.. hope GOd is there to guide me to put the ball past the goal keeper.. haha.. hopefully to win at least first two in the tournament. GOD... heLP is needeD!!! haha...

MOnday is MOi elder sister birthday.... still very much confused what to buy for her.. hahah.... anyone reading this wit any suggestions.???its also CAndy and Jean's birthday... tsk tsk.. hmmm.. i guess at times.. i miss moi secondary school... haha.. and it cos.. OF moi well loved brothers... Ek siong.. edmund. teck chye.. songling.. chee wei( ten year bro/fren), kenny, daryl, tank, wei ke, alex, dong ling, jerome, wei hao, jun ren, wei lun, de xiang, dexter, jonathan, wei bin, wei liang, wei zhuang, andrew, cheng ming, si ping and sufyan.. haha.. we realli is one group of babaric monkeys.. haha.. lol..haix.. not forgetting U.. u are not here in this world wit us.. but u are always remembered by me.. MIss U terribly... don wan to mention ur name ya.. i still wear ur ear ring on moi neck ass hole!!!

GTg.. Ciaoz!!! signing OFf.. DineSh the REtarded SquiRRel!!! haha!!