i don noe la.. its jus feel this way.. i couldnt sleep.. i am realli tired.. fuck.. and i realli don anyone in ths damn fucking earth to noe how i feel.. but i jus cant bury everything in mo damn fucking heart.. its damn fucking heavy.. i feel so damn stress.. why is it that Love has to be so painful.. i am fucking serious.. i even tok this out wit moi best fren.. moi mum.. all she could say is.. ITs Up to U.. Do wad u CAn to win HER!! i noe i can win her if there is a chance.. haix.. U smsing me.. IS different.. ur Good NIte MSg is Different.. i fucking thinking too much.. u haven change. its me that has change.. am i Nuts.?? i fucking don noe.. will anyone on the right mind blog at this time..?? i feel so crazy... hmmm.. i have no choice.. no one noes how i feel.. shall i tell u.. don wan.. later u will stress.. all i can do is to confuse U.. at least it wil be easier for u that way.. haix.. I don ask for anything.. except for how we are as we were in poly.. i am realli not asking for mUCH!!! i can never put moi mind at peace.. shiT!!!!!!! I JUS obtained AT pHD!! permanent HEad DAmaGE!! haha.. MOI cells are all dying.. going to chalet tmr.. guess i can see moi poly classmates. kinda miss U peePS.. When One door ShUts.. another opeN.. I cant even see a SLigtest opeing in any of The dooR!! GTG.. feel SO TireD anD out!! Moi heAd is SpinnING!! I miss U though!! at least ahppy i can SEe U!!i AM physcotic!!