so long didnt blog le.. hmmm.. lol.. anyway.. school is reopening tmr.. hmmm.. half sian half not sian.. sian cos.. need to study again.. not sian cos.. i can be at school rather than be at home rotting.. lol.. hmmm.. went to sentosa yst.. even though it was jus like nine or ten of us.. its good la.. at least there are ppl who appreciated moi invitation.. lol.. i was almost drowned.. thanks to norman.. eddie.. ben and henry.. haha.. it was fun la.. hmmm.. MOi bunny Mummy played Soccer wit us and ya.. haha.. scored the winning goal.. lol.. GOOD StriKE!!! hmmm.. Tmr Sw..?? what to take..?? stil thinking.. lol.. hmmm.. was at home today.. painting moi prayer room.. i almost collasped.. haha.. cos of that toxicating smell from that oil paint.. EEEkss!! still feeling a little dizzy.. lol.. hmmm.. couldnt contact U well today.. guess.. u are very busy.. hmmm.. but i mailed U!! hope u see le.. will smile.. lol.. now i noe.. how U feel when u cant get to heard from me.. so often.. hey.. Sorry Ya.. thanks for tolerating!!! thats abt it.. STudy!!! sian SIan!!!gtg.. school start at ten tmr!!! ciaoZZ

it has been a few days i last blog.. haha.. sorry.. hmmm.. cos.. i was busy cleaning up moi house.. or.. when i wan to use the com.. moi sisters.. wan use.. i good ma.. let them use.. i can choose to use moi laptop.. but it is under constuction.. it has been having some problems.. so.. jus chill and slack in front of tv lor.. hmmm.. haha.. hmmm.. today.. tuesday.. hmm.. ntg much la.. hmm.. happy that i have another fren to talk to online.. haha. lionel.. hee hee.. thanks to bunny mummy.. haha.. hee hee.. its always good to have more frens.. hee hee.. anyway.. was cleaning moi house the whole day.. moi whole room has changed.. haha.. so spacious now.. lol.. jus waiting for moi tv to come in and to me moi room will be prefect.. lol.. hee hee.. hmmm.. sorry to sufyan.. kar wen.. alvin.. wei zhuang.. all of them wanted to go out wit me.. and too bad.. all to different places.. sorry i couldnt be there.. hmm.. and also to farook.. wanted to watch movie.. but again had to clean.. all for one reason.. DEEpavali is coming.. hmmm.. anyway.. thats abt it.. so happy. i got to see moi bunny mummy after.. seven days.. it seems this is the longest period i didnt see her.. lol.. and ya.. haha.. i caught.. something black crawling on moi younger sister's hair.. jus after she bath.. i guess i had good eye sight.. haha.. gtg.. ciaozz

OMG!! i was so busy yst... i didnt even have time to use the com.. hmm.. went to real alot of places... to get a new sofa for moi hall.. haha.. anyway.. i chose moi sofa set.. its looks nice to me.. haha.. and to moi mum of cos.. heehee.. today.. time jus flew pass.. hmmm.. woke up.. and even w/o brushing moi teeth.. i was like painting moi hall.. hmm.. for like three hours.. almost done.. jus a few touch ups.. hee hee.. hmmm.. then moi bro teck sion call me.. ask me go watch movie.. hmmm.. okie.. was bored wit ntg to do at home anyway.. so.. jus go lor.. watch skeleton key.. attention.. the movie story line is so dead. don watch.. EEEkkss.. haha.. then.. while watching.. i jus couldnt concentrate watching. cos.. i miss moi special person sitting beside me. haha.. felt so different w/o U.. haha.. but.. the movie jus carried on la.. then.. i realised moi goD sis Kar wen is very cheerful.. hmm.. no more sad and moddy.. but will it last?? question put to u to ans.. hmmm.. and she seemed to be out of controll haha.. best wishes to u mei mei.. anyway.. it has been like.. six days or so.. now seeing moi bunny mummy.. not too sure if she wans to see me.. cos.. she noe she will get tortured.. haha.. I miss U buNNy MUmmY!! haha.. gtg.. mEeting mOI another mei mei outside Hua Yi sec tmr.. ee hee... scared sia. haha.. Hua Yi lehx.. Ah bengs LEhx.. haha.. Shit maN!! i am Pretending to be sscaredd hahah.. cIAoxz!!

hmmm.. today.. it was quite fun.. haha.. woke up in the morning.. bath liao.. wait for moi mummy come home.. hmmm.. was a little afraid for moi bunny mummy.. due to some reasons.. nvm.. she is now fine at home.. hahaha.. then.. eat breakfast le.. suddenly.. moi elder sister...come home.. haha.. then together.. go.. jurong point.. to courts.. cos wan but a new set of sofa.. see at courts.. not nice.. haha.. then.. went to 400 plus there.. see.. EEEkkk!!! then.. went to jurong east.. see one very very nice one.. but shit.. no stock.. then.. dulan all come home.. then.. all the way.. watching telly.. then.. together wit mummy prepare.. dinner.. haix.. burnt moi hand in that progress.. thatas abt it.. going offline soon.. hmmm.. watch moi channel eight show. haha ciaozzz

hey hey... ntg to blog today.. but.. it was more of doing the same thing.. hahaha.. wake up..eat.. watch telly. use com... paint.. then.. sms ppl.. haha.. life goes on w/o any destination!!

i am so bored.. haha.. slept at five plus today and woke up at 845 by moi mum... she pull the blanket from me. and ask me go bath accompany her to market.. EVil.. haha.. but nvm la.. then accompany lor.. then come home.. do alot of housework.. i don like moi mum sdo alone.. haha.. hmmm.. then help help.. till both of us finish everything at 1 plus in the afternoon.. then she go watch her telly.. i go online lor.. haha.. compared moi time table wit moi bunny mummy.. haha.. not bad,, almost everyday got at least one lesson wit her.. haha.. so happy.. maybe she may think i am going to torture again for one semester.. but i don care, haha.. also.. shit man.. i am having fever... haha.. but still lauffin.. cos.. its a slight fever la.. maybe now is not dengue fever le.. now fever caused by houseflies.. haha.. u never noe.. lol.. anyway.. jus quarrel wit moi elder sis.. shit.. she is not in the best of moods.. so was i.. good i could control.. not moi words but moi actions.. i also slapped her. luckily.. thank GOD!!! anyway.. thats abt it.. so sian la.. haha... tmr.. hope it wil be more fun.. got to go.. take care guys.. haha.. learn to live life.. always wit a smile. cos.. no one is prefect..

hmmmm... was so happy.. i could stay home the whole day... lol.. hmmm... cos.. i suddenly felt like staying home the whole day... but too bad... had to travel all the way to sengkang to hand in time sheet to get moi pay... luckily.. moi bunny mummy accompany me... lol.. thank U!! haha... then saw that bitch phyillis.. see me her face turn black.. cb... see u in NP next time sure make u fall down laugh at u... knn... then from there.. take bus to junction 8.. didnt noe where to get down.. then call vemon luckily.. the bus stop we were at was the stop to alight.. lol.. then... get down.. i so shocked.. junction 8 suddenly become so big.. like small orchard.. can fight wit jurong point.. lol.. then.. walk walk.. jess wan eat so we sat a while to eat.. lol.. then tak MRt home.. Cb.. suddenly at yishun call all of us get down.. the next mrt come like almost no space go in.. then we jus squeeze in.. me.. vemon.. xing yi and moi bunny mummy.. lol.. when go in that time.. someone touch moi butt.. it was more like a short squeeze on the butt.. MOLEST!! haha.. then get down at jrong east take 98.. then... change to 180 at lakeside.. then reach home 745.. late liao.. must pray... quickly.. bath.. pray.. stomach growling le.. cos.. only morning eat breakfast.. find food.. shit don have,, then eat moi sister left over.. still food la.. fuck it.. then paint moi house a bit.. realli cannot take it.. hungry.. eat cup noodles.. sehx.. still hungry.. drink milo... drink moi health supplement.. stmach still growl.. sehx... wait for moi parents come home buy food.. they also didnt buy... then till now stomach growling... i like.. cannot slp.. might as well be awake till moi MAN U match on channel 5.. sure mAn U win de.. haha.. bunny mummy is asleep.. tired and one lined eye pig.. anyway.. thats abt it.. drinking coke now... so sian.. tmr maybe go back to sec sch if got problems.. if i am called i will surely go.. fuck... no one touches MOI loved ones.. thats abt it.. gtg.. ciaoxxx

monday was quite fun la.. hmmm.. wat did i do..?? oh yA...i went to to school.. hmmm... to fill up some shot document.. then... hmmm... took bus to bugis.. see and accompany DIDI.. she see us she so happy.. if i got money i sure.. give money to her,,, then make the shop known worldwide.. lol.. hmmm.. then around 6 six plus go home lor.. ntg much..

hmmm.. today.. its sunday.. while almost ppl were enjoying their sleep.. me wake up early to meet her.. whats sleep.?? ntg compared to meeting her.. lol... but a few things went wrong la..lol.. firstly.. i board on the wrong bus.. instead of taking198.. i took 174.. and i realised too late and ended up at near the jalan bahar cemetery.. fuck.. from there.. i walked all the way to JJc.. and took a cab to her hse.. reach here.. she is not here.. YEAH!! on time.. sat a while.. suddenly got one nerdy guy apporach me.. then say.. ask me lend him money take bus..i guess his brave.. see moi face so fierece then still dare ask.. haha.. then.. i lend me $1.90.. haha.. next time i see i sure ask him back.. lol.. then.. fetch her all the way to TOA paYoh!!! haha... then came home.. YEAH!!! but.. didnt sleep.. started painting moi hse.. till around 2 plus.. after that see in front os Tv slack till around 7 plus.. haha.. bath. pray.. eat NASi lemak( mummy make de).. then set off.. to fetch her again.. so fun... can see her so many times one day.. haha.. reach TOA payoh.. the driver woke me up.. OOHH!!! haha.. reach Toa pAyOh interchange liao.. waited for like an hour or so.. while waiting i saw moi uncle's daughters.. hmmm.. late then go home.. naughty... then fetch her home.. lol.. it was fun la.. long journey rides alone and wit U. was realli different.. lol.. thats abt it ka,, tmr going to POly to take some documents.. thats abt it.. so happy can see that backside again.. lol.. ciaozz!!

hey there... was kinda busy today... painting moi hall... as in half of it.. washing moi clothes... hmmm... thinking OF u... u noe who.. hee hee.. wanted to fetch u though.. but.. no choice went out wit family... hope ur day was fine.. thats abt it... its getting late.. need to wake up early to wake her up.. lol.. so fun.. i feel like i am her alarm clock... RRRRRRRRRRiIIINNNNGGG!!!!! lol.. ciaozzz

this is moi life la.. whenever i feel very happy.. suddenly something will happen to me and sadness always controls me.. haix.. i was so happy coming back from chalet.. its was so much of fun.. haha.. get to sleep in the bed.. play play.. dance.. drink a little.. but.. now i am sad.. cos.. i saw moi timetable and realised that i was not in the same class as MOI previous class.. now i am scared u and I won be in the same class.. fuck.. haix.. i am so stressed.. thinking alot.. i hope u won forget me.. i am realli crying now.. cos.. i don noe if i can stand the distance btw us.. haix.. fuck fuck.. i hope u and i will be in the same class for most of moi modules.. i realli LOVE U!!! i have never written this in moi blog b4.. i realli fell very hard and deep for u.. i realli cant affored to lose u.. hope u can feel wad i mean.. u realli mean alot to me.. i am going in the stage of going crazy cos i cant see ur time table to compare.. haiz.. hope everything will go fine.. i realli need U!! haix.. i jus don noe why.. even if u are going to treat me wors than shit.. i still need u.. u may be everyone's princess.. to me. u are moi queen.. moi MUM is MOi lORd!! i realli LOVE the both Of U!!!

i don noe la.. its jus feel this way.. i couldnt sleep.. i am realli tired.. fuck.. and i realli don anyone in ths damn fucking earth to noe how i feel.. but i jus cant bury everything in mo damn fucking heart.. its damn fucking heavy.. i feel so damn stress.. why is it that Love has to be so painful.. i am fucking serious.. i even tok this out wit moi best fren.. moi mum.. all she could say is.. ITs Up to U.. Do wad u CAn to win HER!! i noe i can win her if there is a chance.. haix.. U smsing me.. IS different.. ur Good NIte MSg is Different.. i fucking thinking too much.. u haven change. its me that has change.. am i Nuts.?? i fucking don noe.. will anyone on the right mind blog at this time..?? i feel so crazy... hmmm.. i have no choice.. no one noes how i feel.. shall i tell u.. don wan.. later u will stress.. all i can do is to confuse U.. at least it wil be easier for u that way.. haix.. I don ask for anything.. except for how we are as we were in poly.. i am realli not asking for mUCH!!! i can never put moi mind at peace.. shiT!!!!!!! I JUS obtained AT pHD!! permanent HEad DAmaGE!! haha.. MOI cells are all dying.. going to chalet tmr.. guess i can see moi poly classmates. kinda miss U peePS.. When One door ShUts.. another opeN.. I cant even see a SLigtest opeing in any of The dooR!! GTG.. feel SO TireD anD out!! Moi heAd is SpinnING!! I miss U though!! at least ahppy i can SEe U!!i AM physcotic!!

OMG!! its nine now.. and i am already awake from 8 plus... didnt noe wad time i fell asleep... i fucking feel guilty.. i was asleep while smsing her.. then i woke up at two.. she sms me two times.. FUCK!!! i am angry wit moiself.. haix.. she is surely ppissed.. u may not see this cos.. u noe i very long blog.. haha.. not teling u till u find out urself.. hmm.. i am realli sorry.. till now.. i am a lil guilty.. making u wait.. fuck.. i was realli trying to be awake.. even though i had tears in moi eyes and i was yawning several times.. i jus wanted to hear from U// yst whole day neva hear u well.. i was even sitting up on moi bed smsing u.. so that i won sleep.. fuck.. i am so depressed over moiself.. i don have the will power to do wad i wanna do.. i need to learn that in life to make sure.. i can be someone who can make it well in life.. efforts need to be put in.. now i online waiting for u.. don noe maybe u still sleeping.. hmmm... wan sms u.. feel a little guilty.. haix.. I am sorry!! anyway.. later i guess.. i won be out.. need paint moi room.. wednesday i will be out.. to chalet till friday.. guess b4 going to chalet i will blog again.. i am so weak!!! i need that Will power.. asking God to help is being lazy.. i wan to find it out moiself.. to be wad i wan to be.. hopefullyy.. i can.. TO bunny MUmmy, i am sorry.. take care guys... *A journey of a thousand miles begins wit a first crawl, NEVEr Give Up*

hey.. fuck.. thats it.. i am fucking angry wit moiself.. realli angry.. like wad u say.. not putting enuff effort to do wad i wan to do.. from today on.. i will make sure.. i blog everyday w/o fail.. unless i am not home the whole day as in don come back.. hmmmm.. many things happen la.. hmmm.. but don wan to mention.. its better to be kept at heart to be buried.. cos.. its painful.. its hurts to the bottom of moi small heart.. but.. i guess life goes on.. hmmm.. anyway.. vemon and I will sad at the same time.. haha.. to sleep for jus 4 hours in two days.. made moi head spin and moi eyes to go red.. but guess was too titred and fell asleep for like straight 8 hours.. hmmm.. anyway.. spent 150 dollars on clothes for moi new year.. hmmm.. thats abt it.. to see ur face so shocked and stunned was so sweet to the heart*milk POuring*.. didnt noe u smile or frown when u were in the lift.. but.. hope u didnt mind.. thats abt it.. wednesday going to chalet wit our class.. hope i can enjoy the time wit u.. hmm... it will be treasured!!!!! cioaxx