finally blogging.. realli caught up wit lots of shit.. i mean.. i am so fucking stress... losing frens.. making them suffer due to moi fuck up mistake... i am sincerely sorry.. but... haix.. even wit explaination... no one will understand me.. i am seriously sorry... no words will heal ur wound but.. the fault is all mine to be blamed.. i noe. u ppl won trust me anymore.. would not even a single bit.. and i noe.. u ppl don wan me to be ur fren.. i am fine wit it as long as u ppl are happy.. but.. even angie didnt bother to ask why i did it..?? even moi close buddy didnt understand me.. didnt think for me.. even though i was at fault.. angie.. i noe. u are closer to Jean... but i also wan to say sorry to u.. for trying to make u be the medium.. gtg... fucking not in the mooD!!!