life has to be led no matter wad.. haiz.. sometimes i jus feel that moi Ngee aNN bros.. are getting more and more sad as days go by..alvin.. i jus wanna speak out moi opinion.. no matter wad i feel that u are always someone i love as a bro.. it doesnt mean don have "her" means u not fortunate.. u noe.. i feel that u can find someone who is better than her and can treat u a million times better... i hope u don be so sad.. and FArk U alvin.. U are not useless.. u also have special talents.. like doing the"mickey" poll dance.. and seriously i love to see u do FreesTyle soccer patterns.. u are good.. u noe.. everyone is born wit talent.. u have more than me.. jus that time will tell.. ken.. u also don sad.. diana get angry her problem la.. ur jokes always enlightens moi day.. haha... angie pissed wit u... i don think so.. she jus get mood out fast la.. haha.. chill.. anyway.. today.. andy had his monthly performance.. OMG!! i first time hear him sing his own song. its so so damn nice.. his voice... marvellous.. haha.. also i had moi AUtoCAd test.. OMG!!!@.@ this was how moi eyes went when i read thru... so difficult.. somemore i suck in drawing.. hope at least a average pass.. jus wanna say i am starting to feel that Most gals are heartless.. excluding the good ones.. maybe i jus don noe them.. but u noe.. i feel that guys get hurt alot.. real real lots if they tend to love and realli fall real deeply in the gal's arms.. haiz.. u noe.. i realli feel like smsing U.. u noe ma..?? haiz..i noe u have a good heart and u fall in the good hearts' gals category.. but will there be a day u will sit down and realli think for me..?? think of all the good deeds i did for u.. jus to see u smile..the day i got wet in the rain even when i was having fever jus to hold an umbrella for u so that u can go and get ur lunch w/o getting wet in the rain..?? the times i hold u close to moi chest when u cry and console u and even cry wit U.. will u remember..?? i realli do love U! but i noe we had more bad times... but do think for me.. but think for urself also.. love can be forced.. lol.. i guess i gtg.. take care guys... anyway i decided to wake up at 530 tmr jus to go to temple to pray for moi bros.. Angie and partner.. moi family and also for bee bee.. CIAOZzzZZ!!!!
