hi there.. a few days le.. didnt update moi blog.. lol.. lazy and tired wor.. lol.. everyday reACh home late... anyway.. i am damn sleepy.. jus now in the bus jus slept la..lol.. went to pray for everyone around me.. and also for ppl who are close to moi heart yet not getting to see them everyday.. lol.. i so happy.. that moi prayers did came true.. JEss Frren's dad went to operation and even though the operation was unsuccessful.. he is still alive.. happy for him.. to everyone.. always cherish ppl who are around u.. do notice and acknowledge them.. cos. u neva noe when they will leave u and u will regret when they are not there.. do take care of each and every soul.. haha.. guess i need to do alot of bucking up on moi studies. lol.. hoepfully i can do it.. haha.. i missing moi brothers... frens.. and buddy.. ppl like kenneth.. alvin.. andy.. jean.. diana and moi buddy buddy ANGie.. lol.. haha.. she was sick ystd.. hope she is doing fine today.. anyway today it was one of moi class mates JAi JUNN(JJ) birthday..hee hee.. he was so happy la.. lol.. anyway.... ppl who are stressing Moi baby Jess.. LOL.. enuff of ur Fuck UP noNSENse!!! i gtg.. BuaiZZ!!!

HEE HEE..hi hi.. lol.. damn tired wor.. arghh.. whole body pain.. hee hee.. jus woke up not long ago.. then.. took moi lunch.. mummy cook so nice.. haha.. then raining.. don noe got go out or not.. anyway.. moi arm and lips are realli painful.. haha.. yst had a friendly match.. was totally taken down.. haha.. even though moi team four zero and i score two goals.. haha.. great.. moi arm was already injure.. then.. i was challenged by one veteran.. big size.. i head the ball.. he raise his knee for don noe wad shit... causing moi lips to get cut around 0.5 cm.. and its now swollen.. haha.. then.. i landed on the same injured arm.. also don think is his fault.. i was concentrating la.. wasnt in the mood.. haix.. don wan to explain much.. but i am always smiling ya.. hee hee.. thats me.. tmr gotta to go to sch le. haha.. jus love to go poly.. haha.. gtg.. ciaoz.. anyway.. cultural nite from BLSS rocks.. haha.. due to some ppl who were sick but yet put a good show.. ADIOS!!!

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

super sian today.. haha.. morning.. woke up.. raining.. then i fetch moi younger sister to sch.. then when coming back home.. no umbrella.. then.. get wet in the heavy rain.. so cold la.. quickly bath and get ready to go meet wei lun and jess.. haha.. hmmm.. then go beauty world eat mac.. one old uncle.. dulan me.. don wan to explain much.. hahaha.. then take Engineering maths.. haha.. got 5 questions.. i noe how to do.. like 3 or 3 and a hlf questions.. lol.. hopefully can pass.. lol... then jess was like using the whole one hour and a half hour to do the paper..i did it one hour time.. then.. angie jean and diana enter the hall late.. naughty gals.. lol.. then slack till 5 like that cos wei lun got exam.. hee hee.. he come out from test.. he horny.. haha.. doon say.. SSSHHH!!! secret.. lol.. then reach home le.. oMG!!! no food.. moi mum say she thought i eat outside.. alriel lor.. lol.... then i go JP moiself buy LJS to eat lor.. lol.. gtg le.. tired of typing.. lol.. ciAOx!!! milk ADdict IS leaving.. haha..

today.. finally took the EL tech TESt paper.. lol.. not bad la.. i guess i can pass.. i pass happy le.. haha.. b4 the test was at mac studying.... wit moi *lame BIRD*.. haha... then take the test a few questions i don noe how to do. sorry MR. KOH!!! haha.. then after that.. go library... study Engineeing maths.. haha.. then slack lor.. slack slack slack.. haha.. i am jus a milk addict.. i see milk i so happy.. haha.. lol.. jus aked mo dad to buy milk home for me.. lol.. drink till i happy. lol.. anyway.. a while more.. go bath and study le.. dinner.. not sure.. i feel like atinf bread with sardines. haha.. see how ba.. gtg. ciaoxxxx

GOOD afternoon... hmmmm... guesss too many things happen wor........ bad and happy things.. i found out that after reading her blog and looking at a few stuff... i found out that she likes another guy... there is no point carrying on and holding onto something that is impossible.. hopefully i will be okie.. aha.. don worry i will be okie.. hee hee.. numbers alone told me the whole story.. =) hmmm.. anyway.. yst i was like totally slacking wit jess from 12 to 5 plus... haha.. we were too bored to the fact we strted playing catching at the below underpass.. hee hee.. so fun la.. a damn bored day become so much like a childish day.. lol.. hee hee... hmmm.. nowadays i cant be too vulgar any how.. guess it spoils moi image... lol.. i am given only 5 times to spit out vulgarities.. lol.. hopefully i can. i think i can.. self motivation plus motivation from jess.. lol.. angie is out for camp... lol.. camp..?? hee hee only me ad her noe abt it.. hmmm.. anyway.. i feel like seeing alto of ppl.. boon kiat.. daryl.. chee wei.. li cheng.. pei jun.. li ting.. moi tuiton teacher Mr ng And Mr seaH.. Moi primary school teacher Mrs Ann Chia.. and moi primary school close buddy Shir leen.. lol.. i wan to see andy alvin and kenneth too.. haha.. but now i need to go study MOi EL teCh.. monday got Test.... ciaoZZ

yo yo yo .. finally blogging again.. bo ko leng.. this is going to be real long i guess.. haha.. tuesday..lol.. i had so much of fun.. hee hee.. lol.. morning.. went to sch and play basket ball wit moi class peeps.. lol.. they are all good la.. haha.. except a few.. adrian.. henry.. hope they will keep up as time goes.. lol.. after that go watch Fantastic Four wit moi GOod buddy jess.. haha.. the movie is so nice watching.. haha.. i give it a 8/10 for that movie.. haha.. i realli like the HUman torch.. hee hee.. he as BHB as me.. lol.. after that..hee hee.. rush home.. and go to Good Charolette " Noise to the World" concert.. lol. haha.. i fucking love it.. its so damn nice.. billy and benjie are jus so so so cool and gothic.. haha.. wednesday. morning went to play soccer at yew tee.. lol.. kena screen by the police.. lol.. don wan to explain much but super suai sia.. lol.. hee hee.. then went to Dhouby Ghuat Mrt there to eat Chicken rice.. then.. went to heeren to buy alvin watch.. lol.. choose him such a nice one.. it looks so so so cool on him.. also can say cos i choose de la.lol.. then today.. went to sch.. Omg i woke up late.. then.. rush to meet jess and weilun.. then.. forget to call angie up.. it was a very bad start.. but pick up the cheerfulness.. lol.. then.. after lesson.. went to jurong spring CC wit jess and wei lun to play badminton.. lol.. haha.. jess is realli picking up the skills of playing badminton.. so happy for her.. lol.. then.. played from 2 to 6... now i having fever.. needed to walk to the bus stop and got caught in the rain.. lol..today JEss told this verse that make me go nuts and luff moi ass out.. she went.." ya i noe i got eat alot alot la.. but the weight don go anywhere.. it only goes to moi face and stomach".. its supposed to be fats.. and she said weight... she was jus too tired.. haha.. even now i think i luff... hee hee.. but she is good la.. haha.. a very good buddy to me.. jus like shir leen.. angie.. and kar wen.. anyway.. i tmr got to go to sch.. hmmmm.. got remedial.. lol.. hee hee.. guess after i slack a while and study in the library.. lol... hee hee.. anyway.. got ticket to go to bee bee performance.. and hopefully its not boring.. hoping for a good show on a sat.. lol.. alrie.. gtg.. heehee.. fever stilll sound so happy.. thats me la..

lol.. guess.. times spend today were well spent.. hee hee.. woke up at 1045 today and met angie around 12 plus for breakfast cum lunch.. hee hee... went home and straight away left to meet angie and alvin.. to go to jurong east library to study Electrical technology...then alvin not bad.. quite clever.. he noe a few questions i don noe.. not bad.. then.. in the library so cold.. must take money buy jacket le.. hee hee.. lol.. then i reach home then help moi mum do her CHILD CARE PROJECT.. hee hee.. then i haven eat dinner.. jus finish.. then now talking to alvin.. he siao already.. saying abt candy.. say she so ugly.. O ji teh.. hee hee.. then she attitude worse than his penis.. hee hee.. he siao le.. but i like him alot.. he is jus so nice..haha.. going to take dinner then sleep... cos.. tmr morning go play basket ball at NP and then guess study EL tech wit JEss and frens.. maybe afetr that catch a movie.. hee hee.. but finally the day has arrived.. tmr can watch GOOD Charlotte concert live performance.. haha.. sure will be tired tmr.. gtg.. kinda miss talking to her.. haha.. ciaozzz guess he sleep le.. lol..

good morning/afternoon.. haha.. i am like sticked to moi com la.. hee hee.. i slept 345 in the morning and woke up at 945..OMG!! and i cant sleep.. hee hee.. guess that candy sms me disturb moi sleep.. dulan her also correct.. lol.. another dumb fren of mine.. hmmm... anyway.. feeling a little weird i am not getting to see moi frens.. and bros.. haha.. anyway there is a friendster pic i jus updated.. it contain a super load of memories.. i miss her... lol.. but nth i can do.. i always wanted to tell her that she has always been moi life and she will also be.. haha.. w/o her... i guess when i am alone.. even moi shadow bleeds hard.. haha anyway.. don think i am going out today.. alvin accompany his TAiwan cousins and not sure he will meet me.. lol.. gtg le.. mum nag.. ask her help me wit her work.. ARGHH!!!! adios!!!

hmmm... it wasnt a bad day today i guess.. haha.. today MOI parents' 24 years of being together.. haha.. two years of love life plus 22 years of marriage life.. wha.. so sincere.. haha.. i can be very sincere too but hopefully the gal i like.. can be sincere to me also.. but cannot hink too much cos she is not even mine now... haiz.. afternoon went to soccer training.. hurt moi left arm.. so pain.. the training today so tiring.. hee hee.. then... after tat was supposed to meet bee bee and her sista at toa payoh.. but they say they cant meet.. another box of chocolate all alone to be eaten moiself... so sad.. guess no yuan fen to meet her.. oh no.. then come home lor.. hee hee.. MOI good buddy angie call me.. since i already bath and taken dinner.. i went to meet her and we went to coffee shop drink teh peng.. haha.. so nice.. so refreshing.. she first time drink teh peng at the coffee shop.. she say super nice.. lol.. crazy buddy of mine.. hope ppl don think i and her together.. she is already attached.. lol.. anyway.. i am missing andy.. FARK him man.. i gues that asshole die already.. since wed didnt see him.. talk to him on msn.. he say he busy.. CCB!!! KNN!!! feel like whacking him.. gtg le.. arghh DULAN HIM Also CORRECt.. ciaoXXzz!!!

lol.. arghh.. i so tired.. super tired.. moi left hand shoulder is so painful.. lol.. swollen cum skin tear due to excessive practice..lol.. today.. the manufacturing practice common test.. paper.. very hard sia.. lol.. hopefully i can pass the paper.. 40 percent sia.. OMG!!! better don fail.. then... after sch finish..today also go play carrom sia.. so fun.. lol.. hee hee.. then decided to wait for angie.. then i and alvin go play pool wor.. so fun.. hee hee.. alvin is so bloody good la.. lol. hee hee.. then.. come home lor.. hee... so super tired.. so so tired.. lol.. hee hee... gtg le.. take care.. cIaOzzz

haha.. today i can say i quite happy.. lol.. hee hee.. morning wake up quickly rush to temple jus to pray for alvin.. hee hee.. and someone special.. late for lesson.. the lecturer so fark up ask me.. "ur grandfather build the poly ah..?" i dulan cos both moi grand fathers are dead.. then i say moi grand fathers only build U and u came out from there.. he auto shut up.. whole class luff. hee hee.. then.. it was a long day today.. but i guess.. i was jus waiting till sch was over.. hee hee.. after that meet angie and her class mates play carrom.. hee hee.. me and alvin plat together.. quite good sia.. hee hee.. then.. after go break dance.. lol.. i today learn how to do three types of patterns.. so shiok.. haha.. btw.. i have got moi new soccer boots.. lol.. the brand is MITRE.. lol.. red and PEARL white.. so damn nice. lol.. today i realli very happy cos moi special one at heart.. and it was ot of a sudden.. so damn happy.. but i noe i cannot climd up so high.. later fall very pain.. hopefully when i fall i fall in her arms.. and not to the ground.. lol.. anyway.. saw hui jiun today from far.. hee hee.. she smile like squirrel sia.. lol.. hee hee.. okie la.. gtg.. but seriously i sad suddenly andy is missing in action.. haix.. scare he separated.. lol.. gtg le.. ciaox..

life has to be led no matter wad.. haiz.. sometimes i jus feel that moi Ngee aNN bros.. are getting more and more sad as days go by..alvin.. i jus wanna speak out moi opinion.. no matter wad i feel that u are always someone i love as a bro.. it doesnt mean don have "her" means u not fortunate.. u noe.. i feel that u can find someone who is better than her and can treat u a million times better... i hope u don be so sad.. and FArk U alvin.. U are not useless.. u also have special talents.. like doing the"mickey" poll dance.. and seriously i love to see u do FreesTyle soccer patterns.. u are good.. u noe.. everyone is born wit talent.. u have more than me.. jus that time will tell.. ken.. u also don sad.. diana get angry her problem la.. ur jokes always enlightens moi day.. haha... angie pissed wit u... i don think so.. she jus get mood out fast la.. haha.. chill.. anyway.. today.. andy had his monthly performance.. OMG!! i first time hear him sing his own song. its so so damn nice.. his voice... marvellous.. haha.. also i had moi AUtoCAd test.. OMG!!!@.@ this was how moi eyes went when i read thru... so difficult.. somemore i suck in drawing.. hope at least a average pass.. jus wanna say i am starting to feel that Most gals are heartless.. excluding the good ones.. maybe i jus don noe them.. but u noe.. i feel that guys get hurt alot.. real real lots if they tend to love and realli fall real deeply in the gal's arms.. haiz.. u noe.. i realli feel like smsing U.. u noe ma..?? haiz..i noe u have a good heart and u fall in the good hearts' gals category.. but will there be a day u will sit down and realli think for me..?? think of all the good deeds i did for u.. jus to see u smile..the day i got wet in the rain even when i was having fever jus to hold an umbrella for u so that u can go and get ur lunch w/o getting wet in the rain..?? the times i hold u close to moi chest when u cry and console u and even cry wit U.. will u remember..?? i realli do love U! but i noe we had more bad times... but do think for me.. but think for urself also.. love can be forced.. lol.. i guess i gtg.. take care guys... anyway i decided to wake up at 530 tmr jus to go to temple to pray for moi bros.. Angie and partner.. moi family and also for bee bee.. CIAOZzzZZ!!!!

Oceans apart day after day and I slowly go insain,I hear your voice on the land but it doesn't start the painIf I see you next to never, and how can we say foreverWhere ever you go, what ever you do,I will be right here waiting for youWhat ever it takes, or how my heart breakes,I will be right here waiting for you.I took for granted all the times,let a thought one last somehow,I hear the laughter, I taste the tears,but I can't get near you now.Oh, can't you see it baby you've got me goin' crazyWhere ever you go, what ever you do.......I wonder how we can survey, slow mensbut in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chanceOh, can't you see it baby you've got me goin'crazyWhere ever you go, what ever you do.......Waiting for you

I rEALLi LOVE U!!!DO U feeL iT..?? WHy make mE suffER..??

i feel like writing this in blood.. thats why.. i am writing it in red.. haiz.. so sian in sch.. i was totally stress out in sch. tml got autocad.. then.. 5 sch finish i see.. i like alone sia.. haiz.. alvin go to sec sch.. kenneth go play pool.. andy go practice his song.. i felt so lonely.. but got angie they all accompany me.. haiz.. jess today in sch.. mad sia.. keep laughing.. but sad for her.. she waited for her ex stead.. but she told me.. he has found himself a gal.. then she wans to give up.. why is love like that..?? why cant she get wad she wan..? haix.. i also like that.. regretted doing things w/o thinking well.. even its wit u u won noe how good it is.. when it is not.. u will feel the pain of it not being wit u.. haix... bee bee today got scolded and blamed for nth.. haiz... she so mood out.. then i am also sad for two things... one she is sad and two after seeing a few things in the blog.. i am damn sad. haix... i realli feel so sad.. then alvin also so sad.. he and i like having the same problem.. talk abt the matter.. he and i like so sad.. jus that both of us are controlling our tears... even moi eyes are beating... haiz.. i feel so sad.. i now listening to "don cry" mini and gu-er.. and i am addicted... and i feel that someone in moi heart is singing the song to me whenever i hear it... hais... today.. moi day.. sad.. very... sad.. gtg... byexxx.. no mood la..

FAte is seriously playing in moi life.. i am seriously so happy.. school end at 12 and i slack a while in sch.. then go home.. it was so early but i went la.. all thanks to angie.. she forced me home.. haha.. then decided to meet wei zhuang and wei liang( moi SEC sch Bros).. so happy.. then... a while more. meet Sufyan(sec SCH Bro).. then walk walk a while.. also herad that BOon Kiat is out from prison.. so happy.. can spend time wit him le.. go do gym and stuff.. haha.. then.. while we walking.. we walk pass mac.. then.. saw Moi bee bee.. OMG!!! i saw le.. i stunned.. heary beat a little faster.. after 4 months i finally saw her.. so stunned.. then since she was wit chong wee( her mama.. hee hee).. i pluck up courage to talk to her.. haha.. got to sit straight infront of her.. and talk to her.. guess she didnt change a single bit.. same old.. cute funny bee bee..then bully michelle.. haha.. then.. after a while.. decided to go home.. so nice.. alll of her frens decided to walk.. haha.. more time to see her and melt.. haha.. then slowly walk and talk lor.. michelle.. realli siao.. she did a lot of stupid things make me luff.. OMG!!! then.. we all walk by BLSS.. the same stairs i and her will take when i leave her home when we were in sec sch.. hope she got feel it.. then i suddenly so quiet cos not close to them ma.. then i suddenly talk.. they catch no ball.. haha.. then bee bee say i loner.. haha.. she so nice.. talk to me.. then got one time.. she suddenly stop.. then i touch her back cos i thought she abt to fall.. but she purposely de.. oH man.. i so happy.. she didnt move away.. then.. finally was abt to go home.. i seriously felt like ARGhh.. nvm.. i shall keep it to heart.. haha.. but she say "BYE".. then bye back. a little sad and happy.. sad cos i didnt talk to her alot.. happy cos i got to see her. walk wit her.. even though she is not mine.. i realli treasured the time wit U bee BEe.. i don noe when will the next time be but i am seriously very happy.. seriously fate is realli playing wit me and moi life.. it brought the two of us together on 20/11/03.. and it separated us physically on 7/3/05.. but mentally u are still wit me.. seriously u are bee bee.. i am lost for words.. fate bought us together.. it separated us.. after 4 months of missing ur smiles.. fate bought is to me.. when will it bring u to me..?? and ever will it..?? question left to GOD to ans.. but even if it doesnt.. i will wait for u no matter wad.. i go home le.. call alvin.. haha.. i told him everything.. he so happy for me.. but i so sad for him.. wish candy can think for him and make him happy.. guess time and fate will decide his and moi happiness.. anyway.. hope andy and kenneth and jean and angie and diana also jiun are doing well.. not forgetting jess.. i gtg.. study manufacturing and Auto cad.. tests coming. i so scared.. haha.. gtg.. so happy.. CIAoz...=))))))))))))

hi there... haha.. yst was so so fun.. i wear till so so nice.. i moiself impressed by how i wore to meet alvin..andy.. candy..amanda.. chris.. jean.. diana.. angie.. garrick.. haha.. IMPRESSIVE!!! then.. met andy.. alvin first.. then i bought boxers for moiself.. haha.. ANDy say look like ah pei wear one. lol. alvin bought berms.. nice ones. moi choice hor.. haha... then meet candy.. amanda and chris.. haha.. first time i see them cos they are alvin frens.. then i rate them 8,7,6 respectively.. but don reealli impress me la.. the person at moi heart is still so so good looking.. hee hee.. then.. gotta to leave for SCH for chinese ochestra concert le.. decided to buy blue rose and a box of chocolates for *HER*.. so long no see her some more she is coming.. haha.. but end up she also didnt come.. but she got sms me lehx.. hee hee.. i so happy.. but haiz. do i still stand a chance..?? she is so prefect to the extend all guys would wan her.. haiz.. i am not prefect.. hopefully GOD will guide me thru.. then.. after the concert end.. i go eat wit them at LAU Pa Sat.. so nice the food.. SATays.. GReat FOOD!!! haha.. then.. head back home wit the box and chocolates.. came back home let moi family eat chocolates.. haha.. and over turn the rose.. so that it can become dry and.. i can keep it.. so that.. everytime i see it.. i think of her.. haha.. i sweet.??? more like stupid. haha.. hmmm.. this thursday she having ORal( CHinese).. however she can make it thru... will pray for her.. anyway... moi test also coming le.. AUtoCAd and MAnufacturing process.. must STUDy.. hee hee.. today sunday.. woke up at 1 plus.. then go cut hair.. OMG!!! i look.. haha.. SO SO handsome.. hee hee.. then... now.. need to go and bath.. and clean up moi room and study... must do well.. don wan to repeat module.. haha.. gtg.. take care all.. i love all moi bros and sisters.. and U!!! yes U!!!!

hi hi.. nth to do.. anyway reach home early today.. then.. i so guai.. bath.. then.. eat dinner.. haha.. watch tv.. so guai.. didnt do homework.. hee hee.. then use com.. i so so happy.. MOI Bee bee come talk to me.. haha.. she so nice to me after so long.. i so happy.. then talk to her for like two hours.. then... hear from her all her changes.. haha.. change to the better.. MAtured.. haha.. anyway.. its moi God Sis JEEva BIrthday.. HAppy Birthday.. haha.. i like so addicted to JAy chOu "An jiNg"... anyway.. moi hp bill come le.. haha.. so cheap.. $89.43.. haha.. tml.. going to watch INitial D movie.. haha.. sure to be fun... then at night.. got ChiNEse OcHestRA performance AT SCH.. gonna be fun i guess.. can ease moi mind.. haha.. moi love in the heart.. is coming out from moi mouth.. hopefully.. it can get in her MIND.. Its MOI ex Stead.. MOi bee BEE.. haha.. gtg le.. take care.. Ciaoz..