feeling a very very down.. seriously i don noe why.. mood swing..?? pain at heart..?? hopefully i can get better.. i am starting to feel that some ppl are more impt to me than moiself.. i guess.. i am going to lie to moiself and make others happy.. so that ppl around me can be happy.. love is like a pot of roses... roses are known to be sweet.. it is love.. but when the thorns poke u.. its very pain.. it is also love too.. haiz. love to me seems to be more painful than sweet.. guess i am a failure in love.. anyway.. when i am sad i prefer to be sad,, guess.. i shall stop here. gtg..